"Suck.. Oh! You mean a blowjob? Right! Right away," she almost laughed and got to her knees in front of him with haste.
From up close his thing looked even bigger. Hard and meaty and covered it veins. It was almost grotesque, so much unlike Shirou's very firm but slender member.
She almost couldn't believe that something that big like that had fit inside her, stirring her pussy so much that she couldn't think anymore and-
She forced herself to move away from the memory, opening her mouth and slipping out her tongue. It wasn't the first time for her to do something like this. While she was not particularly fond of the act, she sometimes did it with Shirou so she wasn't exactly new to it.
The taste was musky, muskier than Shirou, but not in an unpleasant way. Gerard's breath skipped for a moment at the contact with her tongue.
This was the thing that held power over her for a month. That she was now able to exercise her dominance over it in turn gave her a giddy feeling. She felt her lips turning up into a smile.
It was revenge, so she could enjoy it without guilt or shame, she told herself. She looked up at Gerard, who was looking down at her. With a coy smile she stroked his wetted cock a couple of time before opening her mouth fully and taking it inside herself. She bobbed her head up and down over his member, taking as much of it as she could without chocking or vomiting.
"Slrrp... slrrp... slrrp... slrrp..."
On and on she went, never breaking eye contact with him, utterly enjoying the way his expression morphed, feeling confident in the way she could make him squirm with just her mouth.
'That's what you get for messing with me,' she told herself, setting off to suck him dry. She took hold of his scrotum and begun knead his balls gently. 'Shirou always loved when I did this. How do you like it, uh?'
Apparently Gerard liked it very much.
"I about to cum," he said with a groan. "Drink it all up. That's your half of Mana for today."
Rin eyes widened. About to cum? Into her mouth? Swallow it? What had she been doing?
She had completely forgotten about the morality of the act, regardless of how it compared to the other things they did. She had eagerly dropped to her knees and sucked him off at the best of her ability. Only then she realized how it must have looked to Gerard's, but it was too late to complain. More importantly she had to swallow the bitter pill, both figuratively and literally, because otherwise not only she'd look like a whore anyway but she wouldn't get anything out of it too.
He came right at the entrance of her throat but there was so much of it that she couldn't just swallow it in a single gulp. Her cheeks inflated from the dense fluid that filled her mouth. The salty and bitter taste flooded her tongue and she had to force herself not to spit it out or vomit.
Slowly, with tears in her eyes she swallowed his seed with two consecutive gulps, opening her mouth and exhaling in relief when she was finally done, breathing heavily.
"I... I didn't enjoy that!" she shrieked with her face flushed.
"O-kay...?" Gerard stuttered at her outburst. "I don't really care, you know. I know I liked it. I won't judge you if-"
"It's not like that!" she all but shouted.
"Okay," he held up his hands, "whatever you say. Calm down. Look, I'm even going to let you pick what we are doing next. We can either have sex like yesterday or we can have another round at this."
"I..." Rin was stumped. Now of all times he asks her to pick? And between something that she just said she didn't like and something she didn't want to do two days in a row? "I'll suck you off again."
No matter her choice she'd only end up losing, so she picked the one who served her better in the long run. With his hard member still in front of her face, Rin opened her mouth once more and took him into her again, this time pointedly avoiding looking at him.
However, because it was the second time and she didn't have nearly as much enthusiasm as before it took her a long time to finish him off.
-xXx-
She returned home after storming off, slamming the door of Gerard's Workshop behind her. Thankfully Saber wasn't home. She had taken a small job as a waitress in one of the pubs in London and wouldn't be back until later.
Rin didn't exactly know who to be angry with. Herself, certainly; Gerard, possibly.
She couldn't believe the way she had messed up. She acted like a whore, even if her feelings weren't what an onlooker could have thought she-
Or was it? Circumstances notwithstanding, hadn't she enjoyed sucking Gerard off for a reason or another?
She couldn't think like that. She didn't want to. And more importantly she didn't want to think of the wetness that had yet again soaked her panties.
A shower would wash away everything and if that wasn't enough a dozen would do.
But there wasn't enough water in the world to cleanse her, no matter what she did.
…
"Miss Tohsaka, where should I put these crates?"
"Miss Tohsaka, there's an issue with the spiritually enhanced crystals."
"Miss Tohsaka, the delivery from the department of Spiritual Evocation has arrived."
"Miss Tohsaka-!"
"Miss Tohsaka-!"
"Miss Tohsaka-!"
To most people, a day like that would have been the height of madness. For Tohsaka Rin it was what she had been craving since the day she joined the Clock Tower.
It had taken her over seven months to get back on her feet, but she had made it. With the stigma of her apprentice being a Sealing Designate on top of her ethnicity and her financial struggle she was going through, no one would have bet on her being anything more than a minor scholar for the rest of her life, but in little over one year she had managed to gather enough resources and influence to get her own laboratory and a team of young but promising Magi eager to work with and for her.
Nothing short of genius could accomplish so much after being cast so down, and for all of the clod shoulders she received publically no one could deny her accomplishments.
If anything, having crawled her way up from the bottom gave her reputation a much needed boost, which garnered the attention of several key figures and the admiration of her less-than-stuck-up peers.
It was still a long road to her goals, but Rin felt rightly proud for her success thus far, even if said success had come partially from a less than brilliant deal. Like it or not, she couldn't have done half of that without the money from her agreement with Gerard.
However she could not bring herself to care about that at that moment. She was too busy directing her new team to worry about that.
Besides, even though she had fallen low, did it mean that she had to be ashamed of it?
Even if she had veritably sold her body she hadn't done it for herself. Not exclusively at least.
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