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Chapter 108 - CHAPTER 108: Halbarad at the End of His Strength

He went down to the lower chamber at the second bell of the afternoon.

He had been told, at the morning's third bell when the chamber steward had come up to the inner chamber with the small folded note, that Halbarad was sitting in the chair by the south window of the lower chamber at the proper hour of his afternoon, and that the old man had asked the steward to ask the lord whether the lord might come down at the second bell. He had not, in the asking, set any further matter for the visit. The steward had not been given any further matter to set out. The asking had been, by Aldric's reading, the asking of a man who wished to see the lord at the second bell and who did not, by the form he had set out, wish the asking to carry any of the small ceremonial weight a longer-set asking would have carried.

Aldric had inclined his head.

He had set his afternoon for the second bell.

He had come down the long inner corridor by the south route, which was the route the chamber steward had been using for the old man since the autumn because the south route did not, by any of its small bends, have a stair the old man would, on his own count, have to look at. The route went past the long inner garden, past the small inner door of the records hall, past the small herbal alcove where Arethil had her summer-stocked shelves, and arrived at the door of the lower chamber by the small inner court.

He stopped at the door.

He drew the slow breath he had been drawing at the doors of long councils for fifteen years.

He went in.

The lower chamber was warmer than it had been the last time he had been in it.

The chamber steward had built up the small fire in the corner grate at the noon hour; the chamber had a long pale tapestry along the western wall, which Halbarad had asked for in the spring at the small careful suggestion of the keep women who had registered, in the small inward way of women who had been at his side at the chamber for years, that the western wall — which had been bare since the founding — was cold along the line of the chair the old man sat in at the afternoon. The tapestry was the small careful work of the Dunlending women's weaving-circle, which had set up at the eastern streets two winters ago, and it had on it, in the small careful pattern Mira daughter of Hregg had set out for it, the small line-by-line representation of the long view to the south from the upper rooms, with the orchard and the small inner river and the long road to Bree.

It was, by Aldric's reading at the door, a generous tapestry.

Halbarad was in the chair by the south window.

He had a small thin blanket across his knees. He had the two holly staves leaning together against the side of the chair, in the small steady careful arrangement the chamber steward had been setting them in for some months. He had a small low table at his right hand with the small kettle of the winter herbal Arethil had been sending him at the noon hour and a small earthenware cup. He had — Aldric registered with the small flat private acknowledgment — his old chalk pocket on the table beside the cup. The chalk pocket had not, by Aldric's reading at the side of the chair on his last visit at the start of the season, been on the table; it had been at the old man's belt at every previous hour Aldric had ever been at the chamber in fifteen years.

The chalk pocket on the table was — Aldric registered — a small displacement.

He set it aside in his mind for a moment.

Beside Halbarad, at the chair on the other side of the small low table, was a younger man.

He was perhaps fifty by Aldric's reading at the door. He had Halbarad's long jaw and Halbarad's careful eye and the small steady careful set of shoulder Halbarad had carried at councils for a decade and a half. He was wearing the Ranger coat. He was — Aldric registered, with the small inward count of a man who had been looking at Halbarad's face at councils for fifteen years and who had not, until this hour, set the face beside the small slightly different face of the man beside him — Halbarad's son. He had been with Dírhael's circuit for some years. Aldric had met him twice, at the cipher arrangements in the second year of the cipher's running, but had not, until this hour at the chamber by the south window, registered him as the son.

The son inclined his head.

"My lord."

"You are Halbarad."

"I am, my lord. The same name. By the Dúnedain custom. The country uses the Elder for my father, by the small inner habit of the council, and the Younger for me, by the small inner habit of the Ranger circuits. I have not — my lord — been to a council session yet under that name."

"You will be."

A pause.

He inclined his head a second time.

He did not, for a long beat, sit back in his chair. He had not, on his father's instruction or on his own count of the small inner courtesy, taken the chair on the other side of the small low table; he had been standing at it. Aldric registered this. He crossed the chamber. He sat in the chair the chamber steward had set out for him on his arrival, which was at Halbarad the Elder's left hand at the small low table. He inclined his head at Halbarad the Younger, in the small flat working acknowledgment of a man being told he was at a working table.

Halbarad the Younger sat.

Aldric turned to Halbarad the Elder.

"Halbarad."

"My lord."

The voice was slower than the last time, by Aldric's reading. It had been slower at every visit since the autumn. It was, at this visit, slower again. It was not, however, less of the voice that had taught him to count breaths. The voice carried, in its small careful inward steadiness, the same long-measured cast it had carried at the long table at the second hour after midnight in the second year of the founding.

"You came down."

"You asked the chamber steward."

"I did."

"You wished to set a matter."

"My lord — I wished to set my son in this chair beside this table at the hour you and I would be at this table together. I wished to set him because — my lord — the chair on the other side of this table has been my chair for fifteen years, and the chair beside this table has been the lord's chair, and the small low table has been the table we have set our small matters on at the long evenings of those fifteen years. The chair on the other side of this table is — my lord — by my own count and not by the country's, in the small slow careful months past, no longer comfortably my chair. The chair is the country's. I would, my lord — by my own asking and not by any of the small ceremonial forms the country has — set my son in the chair beside me for the matters from this hour forward. I would, my lord, set him in the chair beside me. The chair is the chair. The matter at the chair is the matter at the chair. He has — by my own teaching at the Ranger circuits, by Dírhael's hand over twenty years, by the small careful long looking I have been able to do with him in the past two summers as my time at the chair has come to its slow careful close — been ready for the chair for some seasons. I have not asked you to put him in the chair. The asking has not been in form. The asking is — my lord — now. The asking is at this hour. I am asking."

A long pause.

Aldric did not, at first, answer.

He looked at the chalk pocket on the table.

He looked at Halbarad the Elder, who had set his hand against the arm of his chair in the small careful committed way Aldric had been reading on him at small committed moments at councils for fifteen years.

He looked at Halbarad the Younger, who was sitting in the chair at his father's right hand with the small careful steady set of a man who had been told, by his father in the corridor an hour ago by Aldric's quick reading at distance, that the chair was the chair the father was about to hand him, and who was — by the small steady set — neither leaning into the chair nor shrinking from it.

Aldric inclined his head once.

He said: "The chair is yours, Halbarad the Younger. By my own asking and not by the country's small ceremonial form. By the small careful long evening of fifteen years your father has held the chair at this table beside mine. The chair is yours from this hour. The matter at the chair is the matter at the chair. We will, from this hour, have you at the chair beside this table for the long evenings of the country's small inner work, and at the council chamber on the days the council sits, at the second seat from the south of the long table where your father's seat has been. The cipher work with Dírhael will continue at the circuits. We will set the small handover of the cipher in writing in the next week. There is no ceremonial form to set. The form is — Halbarad — the form is your father in this chair, and you in the chair beside him, at this hour."

Halbarad the Younger inclined his head.

He did not, on inclining, say anything.

The chamber was quiet for some seconds.

Halbarad the Elder reached, with the small careful slowed hand that had been the small steady mark of him for the past year, across the small low table.

He took the chalk pocket.

He held it for a beat in the small careful inward way of a man who had carried a thing on his belt for fifty years.

He set it down again, on the table — not at the place beside his own cup where it had been, but at the place beside Aldric's hand at the small low table.

He said: "My lord."

"Halbarad."

"The chalk pocket has been on my belt since the year I came up the long road from the south at the third great-grandfather's company. The chalk is the small flat practical chalk of the long roads. The pocket has been with me at every council session I have been at in this country. The pocket has — my lord — by my own count of the small accumulated work, made every long chalk-mark on every long map I have set my chalk to at the council table beside you for fifteen years. The pocket is — my lord — by the small flat practical reading of what is in the pocket, the small careful long accumulation of my own working chalks of those years. I would — my lord — set the pocket on this table for your hand. I would not, in the small ceremonial form of any country, set it as a thing of ceremony. I would set it as a thing of work. The chalk in the pocket has been at every map you and I have set together. The chalk is the chalk. You will use it. My son will, by the small handover of the cipher, have his own chalk in his own pocket — Dírhael will give him that, by the cipher arrangement; the cipher's chalk is the cipher's. This chalk, my lord — this pocket — is for you. The man who set it on his belt fifty years ago is at the end of the small careful long work that the pocket has done for him. The man at the head of the long table — the lord at the chair beside this small low table — will set the pocket on his belt for the small careful long work the pocket has yet to do."

A long pause.

Aldric registered.

He registered, in the small full flat way of a man who had been at this small low table at fifteen years of councils, that Halbarad had set out, in the small careful practical way the old man had been setting out small careful practical things for fifteen years, the small flat handover of his own working life in the country to the lord he had served beside.

He registered, in the same beat, that the small handover was not, by any of the small careful long looking he had been doing in the chamber on the past six months, the prefiguring of the death. He registered that Halbarad was, by the small careful steady reading at the chair, still some seasons from the death; he registered that Halbarad — by the small careful inward registering of a man who had been ill for years — knew that he was some seasons from it. He registered that Halbarad had set the chalk pocket on the table not because the death was at his shoulder, but because the work of his chair was at its proper end, and that the death — when the death came — would, by Halbarad's own preference, come at the end of a man who had, by his own setting, already finished his working life.

He reached across the small low table.

He took the chalk pocket.

He set it briefly in his hand, in the small careful balanced way the old man had set things in his hand at the long councils.

He did not, on holding it, speak for a long beat.

He set it inside the inner pocket of his coat, beside the small folded one-line note Halbarad had sent up at the Uruk-hai council and beside the small embroidered seven-pointed band of the house that Tauriel had stitched into the right cuff thirteen years ago.

He said, in the small low voice he reserved for the inner-channel matters of his hand: "Thank you, Halbarad."

"My lord."

A pause.

"Have you eaten today, my lord."

Aldric registered the question.

He registered it the way he had been registering Halbarad's small careful steady questions about his own meals for the better part of the season — as the small inward way the old man asked, in the only form his small careful steady voice could ask, about a thing he could not, by the small careful form of his own kind, directly name.

"I have eaten."

"What."

"Small bread at the seventh bell. Soup at the eleventh. I will eat the evening meal at the upper rooms with Cael at the seventh."

"And tomorrow."

"Tomorrow I will eat the same."

"And the boy."

"The boy is well. He has been at the small breakfast table at my left hand at the eighth bell every morning of the past seventeen mornings. He counts. He has the small wooden tally-stick the carpenter cut for him. The lower side has — by yesterday morning — twenty-three marks. The upper side has seventeen. He is not — Halbarad — he is not anxious. He is waiting."

"And the Lady."

A small pause.

"She is at the High Pass. By Dírhael's last courier from the second day, she was — at the second day — at the third pass-mark. She will be at the valley in eight days from today. She is well. The daughter is well. Arethil is well. The two Rangers are at the second wagon. The escort is at the proper distance."

Halbarad inclined his head.

He set his hand against the arm of his chair.

He said: "Good."

He closed his eyes — the deliberate close, not asleep — and he opened them again, in the small careful steady way he had been doing in this chamber for some months.

He did not, for some minutes, say anything further.

Halbarad the Younger, at the chair beside him, did not, in the silence, move.

Aldric set his hands on his knees.

He stayed.

He stayed at the chair beside the small low table for the rest of the afternoon, in the small slow careful steady way of a man who had been at the chair for fifteen years and who had been told, in the small careful handover of the afternoon, that the visits from this hour forward would be visits at this chamber and not at the council table, and that the small handover of the long career of an old friend had begun by the small chalk pocket on the lord's belt.

He stayed.

The chamber steward came in at the sixth bell with the second kettle of the herbal.

Halbarad the Younger stayed.

The three of them sat at the small low table for the long afternoon, with the small fire in the corner grate carrying the chamber against the cool of the late summer, and the small kettle on the table going through its slow careful cycle, and the south window holding the small steady light of the country to the south, and the chalk pocket — the small worn leather pouch that had been on the old man's belt for fifty years and was now in Aldric's inner pocket — going through its first hour of being a working tool of the lord and not a working tool of the lord's advisor.

He did not, in the long afternoon, leave for any matter.

He stayed.

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