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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5

The first rule arrived without being announced.

Aaliyah discovered it the next morning, standing in front of her closet, staring at a row of clothes that didn't feel like hers. Soft fabrics. Neutral colors. Clean lines. Everything chosen to blend seamlessly into Rowan Blackwood's world.

Nothing loud. Nothing defiant.

Nothing Aaliyah.

She reached for a deep green sweater she liked, simple, comfortable and paused when her phone buzzed.

Elise: Rowan requests neutral tones today. We have a lunch meeting at one.

Aaliyah's hand hovered, then slowly withdrew.

She chose beige.

By the time she reached the dining area, Rowan was already there, scrolling through her tablet, coffee untouched. She glanced up briefly, her gaze flicking over Aaliyah with clinical efficiency.

"Good," Rowan said. "You remembered."

Aaliyah stiffened. "Remembered what?"

"Presentation," Rowan replied. "Details matter."

Aaliyah took her seat, a quiet knot forming in her stomach. "No one told me what today was about."

Rowan's eyes remained on the screen. "You don't need to know everything. Just enough."

The words settled heavily between them.

Breakfast passed in near silence. Rowan reviewed messages. Aaliyah picked at her food, appetite dull.

Finally, Aaliyah spoke. "Am I allowed to leave the penthouse alone?"

Rowan looked up.

"Yes," she said after a pause. "With notice."

"What kind of notice?"

"Enough that I know where you are."

"And if I don't give it?"

Rowan's gaze sharpened. "Then I'll assume something's wrong."

The implication was clear.

Aaliyah nodded slowly. "I want to visit my mother today."

Rowan considered this. "After lunch."

"I didn't say after—"

"After lunch," Rowan repeated calmly. "The meeting is important."

Aaliyah's fingers curled in her lap. "Important to who?"

Rowan's eyes flicked up again. "To me."

There it was.

Aaliyah inhaled, steadying herself. "Then tell me what I'm walking into."

Rowan studied her for a long moment, as if deciding how much resistance to allow.

"An investor," she said. "Old. Conservative. Curious."

"And I'm… what?" Aaliyah asked quietly. "Proof?"

Rowan's jaw tightened. "You're my partner."

The answer felt deliberately incomplete.

The car ride to the restaurant was short but tense. Rowan reviewed notes. Aaliyah watched the city pass, wondering how quickly the world could shrink without walls.

The restaurant was discreet, expensive, tucked away from public view. They were seated immediately, ushered to a private booth.

The investor arrived moments later, a man in his sixties, polite smile, eyes sharp behind glasses.

"Rowan," he said warmly. "And this must be the woman everyone's talking about."

Aaliyah smiled automatically. "It's nice to meet you."

"Charming," the man said. "Very charming."

Rowan's hand settled on Aaliyah's knee beneath the table.

Possessive. Warning.

The conversation flowed easily at first, business, markets, harmless pleasantries. Then the questions shifted.

"How did you two meet?" the man asked casually.

Rowan opened her mouth.

Aaliyah spoke first.

"Through mutual connections," she said smoothly. "It wasn't planned."

Rowan's gaze snapped to her, sharp, surprised.

The man chuckled. "The best things never are."

Rowan's fingers tightened briefly, then relaxed.

When the lunch finally ended, the investor left satisfied.

Rowan didn't speak until they were back in the car.

"You improvised," she said.

Aaliyah met her gaze. "You said I needed to adapt."

A beat.

Then Rowan said, "You did well."

The approval felt dangerous.

Because as the city rushed past the window, Aaliyah realized something unsettling

She wasn't just learning the rules.

She was learning how to bend them.

And Rowan Blackwood was watching closely.

The car pulled into the hospital parking lot just after three.

Aaliyah's shoulders loosened the moment she recognized the familiar building, the sharp smell of disinfectant greeting her as she stepped inside. For the first time all day, the tight coil in her chest eased.

Rowan didn't come in.

"I'll wait," she said from the driver's seat, eyes already back on her phone.

Aaliyah paused. "You don't have to."

Rowan glanced up. "I know."

The door closed behind Aaliyah before she could read more into it.

Upstairs, Naomi Moore looked stronger than she had days ago. Still pale, still fragile but awake, smiling when she saw her daughter.

"Aaliyah," her mother whispered. "You look… different."

Aaliyah forced a laugh and leaned down to kiss her cheek. "Different how?"

"Calmer," Naomi said gently. "Like you finally slept."

The lie stuck in Aaliyah's throat.

They talked about small things, food, weather, the nurse who hummed while checking vitals. Safe topics. Necessary ones. Aaliyah avoided the truth with careful precision, terrified that if she cracked it open, everything would spill out.

Naomi squeezed her hand. "Whoever helped us," she said softly, "I'm grateful. But I don't want you paying a price for me."

Aaliyah smiled, her chest aching. "You're not."

The words sounded convincing. They felt like a promise she wasn't sure she could keep.

When she left the room, Aaliyah lingered in the hallway, pressing her back against the wall, breathing through the wave of guilt that washed over her. Saving her mother had been worth everything.

Hadn't it?

The ride back to the tower was quiet.

Rowan didn't ask questions. She didn't comment on the way Aaliyah stared out the window, jaw tight, fingers clenched in her lap.

As the elevator doors closed behind them, Rowan finally spoke.

"You handled yourself well today," she said.

Aaliyah exhaled. "You already said that."

"I don't repeat things unnecessarily."

Aaliyah hesitated. "Then why say it again?"

Rowan considered her. "Because today mattered."

They stepped into the penthouse. The quiet wrapped around them again, familiar now in its weight.

"I didn't lie at lunch," Aaliyah said suddenly.

Rowan paused. "You omitted."

"That's still a kind of lie."

Rowan's gaze sharpened. "You protected the narrative."

Aaliyah looked at her. "Is that all I'm supposed to do?"

"For now," Rowan replied.

The words landed harder than Aaliyah expected.

She nodded slowly. "Then I need something."

Rowan raised a brow. "Careful."

"I want autonomy," Aaliyah said, her voice steady despite her pulse racing. "Not permission notice. I'll tell you where I'm going, not ask."

Silence fell.

Rowan studied her for a long moment, eyes unreadable. This was the part where Aaliyah expected the control to snap back into place.

Instead, Rowan said, "You're negotiating."

Aaliyah swallowed. "Yes."

Another pause.

Finally, Rowan nodded once. "Accepted."

The relief was sharp and unexpected.

"Don't mistake this for leniency," Rowan added. "You earned it today."

Aaliyah nodded. "I know."

She turned toward her room, then stopped.

"Rowan," she said quietly.

Rowan looked at her.

"Thank you," Aaliyah said. "For keeping your word."

Something flickered in Rowan's eyes surprise, maybe. Or something more dangerous.

"You're learning," Rowan said instead. "That makes you… interesting."

The door closed between them moments later.

Aaliyah leaned against it, heart racing, a strange mix of fear and resolve pulsing through her.

She had asked.

She had pushed.

And the world hadn't ended.

For the first time since signing the contract, Aaliyah allowed herself a small, rebellious thought

If she could claim pieces of herself back one by one, maybe this cage didn't have to stay closed forever.

And maybe Rowan Blackwood wasn't the only one learning how dangerous that could be.

Aaliyah didn't sleep right away.

She sat on the edge of her bed long after the door closed behind her, replaying the conversation in her head. Accepted. The word still echoed, unfamiliar and electric.

She had negotiated.

And Rowan Blackwood had listened.

That realization was more unsettling than comforting.

She changed into soft sleepwear and slipped under the covers, staring at the dim glow of the city beyond the curtains. Somewhere in the penthouse, Rowan moved—quiet footsteps, the faint hum of voices from a call behind closed doors. Even unseen, Rowan's presence pressed in on her awareness.

Aaliyah rolled onto her side, forcing her mind to slow.

You earned it today.

She didn't know whether that made her proud or afraid.

Her phone buzzed.

Maya: You've been quiet. Are you really okay?

Aaliyah stared at the message, her thumb hovering. Telling the truth would be easier in some ways. Harder in all the ways that mattered.

Aaliyah: I'm okay. Just adjusting to something new.

A pause.

Maya: That doesn't sound like you.

Aaliyah swallowed.

Aaliyah: Maybe I'm changing.

The reply didn't come right away.

She set the phone down, heart tight, and finally let exhaustion pull her under.

She woke to voices.

Low. Controlled. Rowan's.

Aaliyah sat up in bed, blinking at the dark. Her phone read 1:17 a.m.

The voices drifted through the wall, Rowan speaking in clipped tones, someone else responding too softly to hear clearly. A business call, she told herself. It had to be.

Still, she slipped quietly out of bed and padded toward the door, resting her palm against it. The sound sharpened just enough for fragments to slip through.

"…she's adapting faster than expected."

A pause.

"No. That's not a problem," Rowan continued. "It's a variable."

Aaliyah's chest tightened.

Another pause. Then Rowan again lower, firmer.

"I don't lose control."

Silence followed.

Aaliyah stepped back, heart racing. She didn't want to hear more. She didn't want to know what she was in danger of becoming.

She returned to bed, pulling the covers up, staring into the dark.

By morning, Rowan was gone.

Elise informed her over breakfast that Rowan had left early for meetings and wouldn't return until late evening. The penthouse felt strangely hollow without her quieter, lighter, lonelier.

Aaliyah frowned at the thought.

Don't confuse absence with freedom, she reminded herself.

She spent the afternoon in the small sitting room off her bedroom, laptop open, notes scattered around her. She hadn't thought about school in days. Weeks, maybe. The realization stung.

She logged into her student portal, half-expecting everything to have vanished.

It hadn't.

Classes deferred. Deadlines extended. Tuition paid in full.

Rowan hadn't asked her if she wanted that.

But she'd done it anyway.

Aaliyah closed the laptop slowly, emotions tangling in her chest. Control wrapped in care. Protection tangled with possession.

She didn't know how to separate them yet.

The front door opened that evening.

Aaliyah looked up just as Rowan stepped inside, jacket draped over one arm, her expression drawn with fatigue. She stopped short when she saw Aaliyah in the sitting room.

"You're still up," Rowan said.

"So are you."

Rowan huffed quietly, something like amusement flickering across her face before vanishing. "Did you leave today?"

Aaliyah met her gaze. "No. But I told Elise I might tomorrow."

Rowan nodded once. "Good."

They stood there, the air between them taut but not hostile.

"Rowan," Aaliyah said before she could lose her nerve. "Last night"

Rowan's eyes sharpened. "You heard."

It wasn't a question.

Aaliyah didn't lie. "Enough."

A beat.

Rowan set her jacket down carefully. "And?"

"And it scared me," Aaliyah said honestly. "Not because you're dangerous. But because I don't know where I fit in all of this."

Rowan studied her in silence, then said quietly, "You don't fit. Not yet."

"That's not reassuring."

"It's the truth," Rowan replied. "This world reshapes people. You're resisting it."

Aaliyah folded her arms. "Is that a problem?"

Rowan took a step closer. "It could be."

"Or?" Aaliyah pressed.

Rowan hesitated.

"Or," she said finally, "it could change things."

The words settled between them, fragile and loaded.

Neither moved.

Neither looked away.

And in that charged stillness, Aaliyah realized something with startling clarity

The rules were still there.

The cage still stood.

But the door… was no longer completely closed.

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