POV: SIENNA
I start marking the months in my sketchbook the way I mark everything that matters, which is by drawing it rather than writing it, because drawings hold more information than words do, or at least hold the kind of information I need to hold, which is the quality of something rather than the fact of it.
The first month I draw two people at opposite ends of a long table, facing each other across a distance that is precise and deliberate and already not as large as it was supposed to be. The second month I draw the same table but they are closer to the center of it. By the fourth month I have stopped drawing the table.
