Flames racing covering all the hopes with ashes,
a blur vision of me covered in one's burning corpse .
I was walking on the street side looking at all kinds of people busy with their own work . (on TV in the streets it was talking about some murders)
I looked around. Some wanted to rest while others wanted some work , well when they have home they wish for a hotel. People always have soo many wishes up their sleeve to throw at others.
Well The first gift I reserved was the hopes, expectations and desires of others.
With my back soo heavy I started to walk towards the metro station to take a train back home . But for some reason I felt soo light as if I would float away anytime. Feels like I am cutting many chains to take one step closer to the station and I feel like I was being freed…
A guy was standing at the entry of the metro station for some reasons, I felt like all the air in lungs was taken away ,
I'm out of breath, his eyes met mine and my heart tickled .
His grace went right through my soul.
He gave me a little smile as if he knew what was going through my head.
He started walking towards me
(a little black flash in my head him crying but has a smile on his face while he was burning and crawling to me (unclear))
my hearing started to startle my mind went blank
( I can only hear me saying "sorry sorry" while i was crying and the sounds of the flames)
some random person got on my way and when I looked back he was gone.
I held my own hands while goosebumps started to settle.
My head felt so cold for some reason and so did my expression. I looked at the clock and it was already past 3pm.
My train had already come so I ran really fast to catch the train and I sat on the seat looking at my phone but my head was all around that guy at the station entry.
A dream which is blurry yet felt so real it was my friend from a team I used to work with for a mission and a gun in my hand which I was pointing at him.
I woke up from it and I was sweating like crazy and there was something written on the train "wake up" (with black) and for a second it felt like my friend was sitting in front of me and gave me a creepy smile while burning off .
When I looked out the window It was already night out side. I should be home before 4pm , why is it already night outside.. I looked around and realised I was the only one left in the train .
I was scared, the doors were locked, I shouted but there was no reply.
I kept banging on the window when I saw a little kid holding his parents hands happily outside the window while walking down the road
and at the corner of the road is ME holding a gun in my hands and pointing it at his parents (there is gun shot sound)
everything went black while I was crawling away from the window saying it's not me , it's not me..
and when I looked back into the window it is that kid crying over his dead parents and suddenly that boy turned to me (turning his head backward as if he got no bones) and yelled why why why..!
(The sky is red.)
and the whole train was covered in blood and on the walls it was written that die..die..die..
I was never scared of blood but I cried out in horror and tried to escape from there.
The door to the next chamber slowly opened and crawled into it as quickly as possible
(i looked back while crawling out it was unclear but there was a man holding a toy fan and looking down as if he was rejected...)
A hand blocked my view... I turn around as saw it was...