"I thought you went to Korea to pursue your career as a kpop idol and I let you go against my will with the hope that you might be able to achieve your dream and this is what you did? Getting kicked out of the company right before you were supposed to be announced as one the group member.... you have put us in enough shame yu, I never expect you to be like that... i Never expected you to do such thing"
"It's all because of your mistakes that we have to let go of two highly talented boys that have the potential to be a idol. Seriously yuta I didn't expected you to be this careless"
"Ridiculous"
"These two deserves that"
"Dating someone of same gender... embarrassing"
"I bet it was yuta who forced himself on winwin to be his boyfriend afterall he was after him ever since the beginning and winwin is too good to be true that at last he had to give in. Now see where it took them"
"What a shame, winwin have to leave too all because of his so called boyfriend"
"These two are disgusting... i was an idiot to became there friend"
"So we were"
"I can't do this anymore. I don't have the courage to face people looking at me like I am some disgusted thing, I don't want people to call me names hyung.... it's all finished here.. that's why I am going back for forever, whatever we ever has... Let's end this here"
"If I knew this is what you were doing in korea, I would have called you back that instant. You already did enough to hurt us and yourself yuta..... I never expected my son to turn out to be a gay."
yuta shut his eyes tight to stop himself from getting flashbacks of his past which he don't want to think about at all, letting tears stream down from the corner of his eyes hoping it would ease his pain.
while touching his earning like he always do when he is having hard times as it might sound weird but doing this makes yuta feel at ease as it feels like someone is giving him a warm hug telling him it will be ok.
"But I believe not everyone is bad so rather than shutting ourself from the world we should keep the door of our hearts open because maybe something good might come our way if we are willing to take risk"
yuta passed a mocking scoff as hoshi's words which he had said in the morning grab yuta's attention, wiping the tears away from his cheeks yuta opened his eyes looking blankly at the roof Ceiling of his room with the table lamp lighting dimly placed over the drawer on the side of bed being the only source of light in the room filled with nothing but darkness.
"I hope you know that not everyone is as nice as you"
yuta whispered to himself thinking of how hoshi is too good to be true, the childishness, innocence and kindness hoshi have are not easy to find everywhere.
When yuta first met hoshi he mistook him like some others who only help someone just with the thought of their own profit nothing else, but after he start knowing the Korean male a bit more gradually.
He understand that it's natural for hoshi to jump to help others without thinking twice that it could put him into troubles too.
"Something good might come our way if we are willing to take risk"
"I don't know how true it is but if such things truly happens then I hope it will be you to be my good thing" yuta thought taking a deep breath, looking at hoshi's contact no. feeling his heart being filled with warmness just by looking at the phone screen.
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"Thankyou!"
Hoshi said passing one of his cutest baby smile to the female staff who smiled back getting flustered seeing how cute the male in front of her is, hoshi who was on the mall.
Buying things for his family happily moved out of the clothes showroom feeling contented with the dress he bought for his mom and sister with the help of the female staff.
who lend hoshi a helping hand in choosing appropriate dresses as hoshi was having a hard time doing it by himself afterall hoshi don't know much about shopping as he rarely come to shop something.
And that too with the company of any of his friend but as others have their own work so hoshi decided to finish this task himself.
"Hmm is there anything else I should buy for dad?"
Hoshi asked to himself looking down at the shopping bag he was carrying seeing the stuff he bought by now were mostly for his lady loves, internally cursing himself hoshi decided to buy few more presents for his dad.
otherwise he'll be accused of not loving his father even a bit like that of last time when hoshi's dad sulked over the fact that how he only received two gifts on chirstmas and the ladies got their hands full from the presents.
"I don't want to get kicked out of the house again"
Hoshi said chuckling to himself remembering how his father kicked him out of the house closing the door on his face and didn't opened it until hoshi promised him to buy him more gifts next time.
And his mom and sister were just enjoying the cute bickering between the father and son instead of helping him, those memories made hoshi heart fill with happiness and he can't wait to see his parents tommorow.
"Where is the watch showroom?"
Hoshi said looking around the crowded place and after a minute of scanning he spot what he was looking for snapping his finger at the showroom direction hoshi turned around making his way toward the shop, trying to hold the bags properly hoshi was too busy in looking down to see on his front causing him to stumble into someone.
"Oh!"
"Sorry!" Hoshi quickly apologised with eyes widened in surprised seeing someone familar.
"Jeonghan hyung?"
Hoshi said in disbelief seeing Jeonghan here, Jeonghan who almost had a heart attack thinking that he spilled coffee on his shirt sighed in relief to see his coffee and his shirt both are safe before looked up hearing hoshi's voice.
"What are you doing here?" Jeonghan and hoshi asked at the same time later followed by chuckles "I am here cause of some work" jeonghan replied first earning an oh expression of understanding from hoshi.
"What are you doing here?" Jeonghan asked making hoshi raise his hand full of shopping bags in the air.
"Shopping" Hoshi replied in one word putting his hand down earning a nod from the older male.
"I can see that. But why here? This place is so far from your place, what about the mall nearby your residential area?"
Jeonghan asked looking hoshi for answer as it's surprising to see someone like hoshi who don't even like visiting the nearby shop out of shyness has drive all his way to this mall which is on the completely opposite direction from his house.
"There is a sale going on with 50% discount on the brands so I came here"
Hoshi answered looking at anywhere but jeonghan who went ' oh' hearing hoshi's answer feeling embrassed himself he should have guessed it seeing such big discount posters placed here and there in the mall.
"This kid"
"Aren't you late for your work?" Hoshi asked reminding jeonghan whose head shot up getting reminded of why he was here.
"Oh yes, I just forget that. Btw once you are done shopping text me to inform that you are leaving ok?" jeonghan asked kind of ordered to hoshi hummed like an obedient kid.
"Don't spend too much on unnecessary things. Got it?"
Jeonghan asked once again earning a nod from hoshi and with that being sad jeonghan walked away with hoshi looking at his way, seeing where he was going and guess it was a bad decision as hoshi caught site of yuta.
standing besides a showroom talking to some staff members, looking as ethereal even from his side profile and once jeonghan made his way to him they both went inside the showroom, hoshi noticing it all can't help but feel a tingly feeling inside his stomach with his heart beating fast.
"What the heck is with such feelings? I am not falling for him right?" Hoshi said to himself turning around shooking his head before continuing with what he was supposed to.
To be continued...