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Chapter 16 - Being Married in Public

If anyone asked, Alina and Darius were the definition of stability.

They arrived together.

Left together.

Stood side by side with effortless coordination, as if they had rehearsed every movement in advance.

At events, Darius placed a hand at the small of her back—not possessive, not affectionate, just correct. Alina smiled when cameras turned their way, her expression warm but reserved, the kind of smile people trusted.

They were praised often.

"You two are solid," someone said at a gala, lifting a glass toward them.

"So rare, these days," another added approvingly.

"Six years already? Incredible," a woman remarked, her eyes flicking over Alina with curiosity. "You must be doing something right."

Alina smiled, gracious and composed.

Stability.

Longevity.

The words landed with a faint irony she never allowed to show.

If only they knew how little there was to maintain.

Public marriage, she learned, was remarkably simple.

It required timing, posture, and silence.

At dinners, she laughed softly at the appropriate moments. She knew when to lean in, when to step back, when to let Darius take the lead, and when to redirect attention subtly so he looked even more impressive than he already did.

She asked the right questions. Remembered names. Recalled details people forgot she had ever heard.

People assumed it came from affection.

It came from observation.

There was no intimacy in it. No shared glances filled with meaning. No private jokes that spilled into public warmth.

Just performance.

And Alina was very good at it.

She discovered that when intimacy faded, performance became easier.

There were no feelings to manage, no expectations to meet. She did not hope for anything from Darius, and because of that, nothing he did disappointed her.

She had mastered the art of being present without being vulnerable.

At charity luncheons, at corporate anniversaries, at weddings of people they barely knew, they functioned like a well-oiled machine.

People admired them.

Some envied them.

None suspected the truth.

That behind closed doors, they barely spoke.

That silence had replaced conversation, and routine had replaced care.

It was at one such event—a foundation fundraiser hosted in a historic hotel—that she met the widower.

He was introduced as Daniel Hartwell.

Forty-two.

Impeccably dressed.

Recently returned from Europe.

His wife had passed away three years earlier.

He was handsome in a restrained way, the kind of man who no longer tried to prove anything. His wealth was quiet, his manner thoughtful.

He spoke to Alina not as someone's wife, but as a woman.

And she noticed.

Not with longing.

With awareness.

"You're very composed," he said during a brief conversation near the balcony, the city lights shimmering behind them. "It's rare."

"Is it?" she asked politely.

"In public," he clarified, smiling faintly. "Most people perform nervousness or confidence. You seem… settled."

She inclined her head, neither agreeing nor disagreeing.

They spoke for less than ten minutes.

When he asked if she would like to continue the conversation another time—coffee, perhaps—she did not hesitate.

"No," she said gently.

He blinked, surprised but not offended.

"May I ask why?" he said, more curious than persistent.

"I'm married," she replied.

There was no drama in her voice. No moral emphasis. Just fact.

He nodded slowly. "I see."

"I hope you don't take it as discourtesy."

"Not at all," he said sincerely. "I respect clarity."

She offered him a small, courteous smile, and the conversation ended there.

Cleanly.

Darius noticed.

Not immediately.

But later that evening, as they sat side by side in the back of the car, the city moving past the windows, he spoke.

"The man you were talking to," he said casually. "The one by the balcony."

"Yes?"

"He seemed interested."

"Perhaps."

There was a pause.

"Have you ever met him privately?" he asked.

The question was not sharp.

Not jealous.

Simply curious.

"No," Alina answered.

"Why?"

She turned her gaze toward him then, not challenging, not accusing. Just direct.

"I'm married," she said. "Even if it's only in status. I'm not going to betray my dignity."

That was all.

She did not mention his affairs.

Did not compare their choices.

Did not judge.

She stated a boundary.

And for the first time in a long while, the silence that followed was not neutral.

It was heavy.

Darius did not respond.

He looked out the window, his jaw tightening slightly, his reflection faint against the glass.

The car continued forward.

Alina returned her gaze to the city lights.

She felt no triumph.

Only certainty.

The next day, she noticed he could not quite meet her eyes.

At breakfast, his attention lingered on his phone longer than usual. When he spoke, his voice was polite but distracted, as if something had unsettled him in a way he had not anticipated.

She did not comment.

She never did.

She understood, instinctively, what had shifted.

He had always assumed moral equivalence.

That whatever lines he crossed, she might cross too—eventually, quietly, privately.

That they were the same.

Now he knew they were not.

It did not change his behavior.

He did not stop his affairs.

Did not come home earlier.

Did not suddenly become attentive.

But something in the dynamic altered.

A hierarchy he had not acknowledged before became visible.

Alina had not competed with him.

She had stepped above the game entirely.

At the next event, they performed as flawlessly as ever.

People commented again on their stability.

On how well they worked together.

On how lucky Darius was.

Alina smiled.

She knew now that performance required less and less from her.

Because she was no longer pretending for approval.

She was simply choosing herself.

Later that night, alone in her room, she reflected on the encounter with the widower.

On how easily she had declined him.

On how natural it had felt.

She realized then that loyalty, for her, had never been about marriage.

It had been about alignment.

About not lowering herself to meet someone else's failures.

About knowing that dignity was not something you defended loudly—it was something you practiced quietly.

She lay down, turned off the light, and slept without thinking of Darius at all.

Being married in public was easy.

It was the private integrity that required discipline.

And Alina had mastered that long before anyone noticed.

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