The mistake was small.
That was why it survived.
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On the ninety-first day, it rained.
Not heavily.
Not gently.
Enough to change the sound of the palace.
Lin Yue noticed it before she saw it—the way footsteps softened, the way voices lowered as if the sky itself had asked for restraint.
She arrived at the annex later than usual.
Not because she hesitated.
Because she waited for the rain to commit.
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Prince Shen Rui was alone when she entered.
No documents.
No attendants.
He stood near the window, hands behind his back, watching the courtyard disappear under a thin veil of water.
"You came," he said without turning.
"Yes."
"Despite the rain."
"Yes."
A pause.
"Thank you."
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She closed the door gently.
The sound sealed the room.
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They did not sit.
That was the first deviation.
Lin Yue stopped near the table, unsure why her body refused the chair. Prince Shen Rui remained by the window, his reflection faintly visible in the glass.
Between them stretched a space that felt newly defined.
Not distance.
Possibility.
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"The reports say the eastern road will flood," he said.
"Yes."
"They're right."
"They usually are."
Silence followed.
The rain filled it patiently.
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Prince Shen Rui turned at last.
His expression was neutral—but something in his eyes was not.
Not longing.
Recognition.
As if he had arrived at a conclusion without intending to.
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"You haven't checked the calendar today," he said.
Lin Yue's fingers curled slightly.
"No."
"Why?"
"Because today is already happening."
He studied her face.
"And if it's a bad day?"
"Then I let it be bad."
Another pause.
"And if it's a good one?"
She hesitated.
"Then I don't interfere."
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The rain intensified.
The annex darkened.
Lin Yue felt the change immediately—the way the room closed in, the way the air thickened with unspoken awareness.
She took one step forward.
Not toward him.
Just… closer.
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Prince Shen Rui noticed.
Of course he did.
"You don't usually stand there," he said.
"No."
"Is something wrong?"
"No."
Another truth delivered gently.
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She reached for the teapot.
It was empty.
She froze for half a breath.
Prince Shen Rui crossed the room and refilled it from the kettle without a word.
When he handed it back, their hands brushed.
Not accidentally this time.
Brief.
Measured.
They both felt it.
Neither apologized.
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Lin Yue poured the tea slowly.
She did not look up.
"Do you ever think about leaving?" he asked quietly.
She shook her head.
"No."
"Why?"
"Because if I leave," she said, "this becomes unfinished."
"And if you stay?"
"It ends."
His breath caught—not audibly, but enough.
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The tea was ready.
Neither reached for it.
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Prince Shen Rui spoke again, slower now.
"There are things I won't ask you."
"I know."
"And things I shouldn't want."
"I know."
His voice lowered.
"But today…"
He stopped.
Lin Yue lifted her gaze.
"Yes?"
"…I don't want to be careful."
The rain struck harder against the roof.
Time seemed to pause—not stop, just hesitate.
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Lin Yue did not answer with words.
She stepped closer.
One step.
Then another.
Not rushing.
Not trembling.
As if she had already rehearsed this moment in a quieter part of herself.
Prince Shen Rui did not move.
That was his consent.
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They stood close enough now that she could see the faint tension in his jaw, the controlled restraint in his posture.
"Lin Yue," he said softly, as if warning her.
She nodded.
"I know."
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She reached up.
Her hand hovered near his sleeve—not touching yet.
"This won't change anything," she said.
"I know."
"It won't save you."
"I know."
"It won't even last."
"I know."
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Her fingers brushed his sleeve.
He exhaled.
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The kiss happened without ceremony.
No urgency.
No desperation.
Just a quiet closing of distance that had already disappeared.
It was brief.
Almost restrained.
As if both of them understood this was not an opening—
But a punctuation.
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When they separated, neither spoke immediately.
The rain continued.
The palace remained unaware.
History did not react.
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Prince Shen Rui touched his forehead lightly, as if grounding himself.
"That," he said finally, voice steady but changed, "was a mistake."
Lin Yue nodded.
"Yes."
"Do you regret it?"
She shook her head.
"No."
"Good."
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She stepped back first.
Reestablishing space.
Not retreating.
Resetting.
"I won't do that again," she said.
"I won't ask you to," he replied.
They shared a look.
Not agreement.
Understanding.
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She gathered her sleeves and moved toward the door.
Before leaving, she paused.
"For today," she said softly, "there are no consequences."
Prince Shen Rui nodded.
"I know."
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The door closed behind her.
The annex returned to silence.
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Back in her quarters, Lin Yue opened the calendar.
The date remained unchanged.
No reaction.
No warning.
No punishment.
She stared at it for a long time.
Then closed it.
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For the first time since arriving in this world, Lin Yue allowed herself a single thought she had carefully avoided:
*Some moments are worth the future they steal.*
She did not write it down.
She did not need to.
Time would remember.
The consequences did not come that night.
That was the cruel part.
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Prince Shen Rui did not sleep.
Not because of guilt.
Not because of longing.
Because the room felt… altered.
He sat at the table long after Lin Yue left, the cup of tea untouched before him.
Cold.
He did not reheat it.
Some things, once cooled, were not meant to be warmed again.
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He pressed two fingers briefly to his lips.
Not reliving.
Confirming.
It had happened.
Quietly.
Cleanly.
Without witnesses.
And yet—
The palace felt heavier.
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He rose and opened the window.
Rain drifted in, dampening the edge of the sill.
The courtyard below was empty.
No guards watching.
No servants lingering.
History remained asleep.
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"Dangerous," he murmured to no one.
Not the kiss.
The calm afterward.
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Across the palace, Lin Yue sat on the edge of her bed, hands folded neatly in her lap.
She had already changed.
Already washed her hands.
Already done everything that usually marked the end of a day.
Yet her body refused to move forward.
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She stared at the wall.
Not replaying the moment.
Cataloging it.
Pressure.
Duration.
Distance restored.
Everything accounted for.
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She stood and crossed the room.
The calendar lay closed on the table.
She did not open it.
She already knew the number.
Instead, she sat and allowed herself one indulgence—
She leaned back.
Just once.
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Her breath left her slowly.
Not relief.
Release.
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*It didn't change anything,* she reminded herself.
The war would still come.
The erasure would still arrive.
The ending remained intact.
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Which was precisely why her chest felt tight.
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Somewhere between restraint and surrender, Lin Yue recognized a dangerous truth:
The moment had not demanded a future.
It had merely revealed how much of one she was already carrying alone.
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Back in the annex, Prince Shen Rui extinguished the lamp.
Darkness filled the room.
For the first time, it did not feel empty.
It felt… occupied.
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Neither of them wrote anything down that night.
Neither of them spoke of it the next morning.
But something invisible had been added to the days ahead.
Not hope.
Weight.
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And weight, unlike hope,
was very difficult to set down.