'It's actually not easy for everyone to able to confess esch human has a different personality for some it's too easy at they can confess when it's only their first meeting and for some its so hard that they can't even confess in years.'
In a room fill with students making noices. Alisa thought that while sitting at a middle place desk.she thought
'And it's more harder when you know he/she likes someone more better than you
Their crush is like a main carector, loved by everyone.
While you are nothing, no special person just a background carector. The friend of the main carector who has a crush one of her love interest.
Just just like a otome game.But you are a background.
When i realized no body around me likes me.
The day i understood i am that second best that nobody care about.
It didn't hurt.It just felt a bit more heavy in my heart. Because i already guessed that she is every ones beloved.
I hated it. Why i am not also loved bu i never did anything thing to harm her cause she was also the only salvation i have.
She was the only one who told me i am important.
I cried in secret when ever they compare me with herbut i never said or did anything bad to her.
But when i found out my crush,the ray of llight in my life also has a crush on Aria.
I cried silently while every one was talking i knew nobody pays any attention, so nobody will know.
Yes nobdy find out that atleast cried the whole.
Yeah, that how much i am ignored by others.
I just thought- 'why?'
'Why did he also have to love her why? '
'Why Ren also have to love Aria?'
'Wasn't everybody's love each?'
'She doesn't even need this much love'
' Is their really a god?'
'If there is? why is he making it so hard for me? '
From that day on Alisa stopped trying to compete with Aria.Stopped trying her best in any relations.
It already been three years from then. Now she is no more compare with her. She has became worse.
she no more force conversations with anybody.
She became a push over that nobody cares about.
She is ignored at everything but she no more care.
ALISA CHANGED FULLY.
But only three months are left before her highschool life ends.
She want to end everything and forget Ren fully that's why she want to tell him about the feelings that she didn't talk about to any body for three years.
She plan to confess to him today after school.she poured her only love left for him to wrote a letter.
The moment she finished her heart felt very light.
Her tears already dried in these years.
At lunch time she told him she has some thing to tell him after school ends.. So he has to wait there a bit.
Nobody thought of anything cause Alisa and Ren the student council member so they it was something to do with student council matters.
After the school ended she went the teacher to give him the home works. When she returned she showed Ren sleeping on his desk may got bored waiting for her.
She show him and for a bref moment she wished the time should stop.she thought'he just looks like a ray of sun shine".
She went to him and was almost going to touch his hair she stopped her self.
But she didn't woke him up but just sit their still and waited for him to week up.
After half an hour Ren week up he show Alisa working at student council work.
He then stretched his hands a bit and ask Alisa why she called him Alisa moved from her place and went before Ren and asked him.
'Do you still like Aria?
'He was surprised.
He then said with a funny tone ''why?"
"don't tell you want to confess to me or something? "
Alisa took out her letter and told Ren" if you ever have time just read it and if not want to just throw it away. "
Ren was stunned for a moment then angrily asked Alisa"who told you to give that to me? "Alisa said will only know if you read it.
Ren got angry he tore the letter into Sade's and told Alisa"you know i don't like such a things so never do it again and tell the person who wrote it to come on their own selves.
All this time Ren didn't look at Alisa and after telling all this when he looked her way he show something that made him surprised.
Tears were continuously falling from Alisa's eyes.
She looked like she was betared. He ask hes while panicking if something is wrong she didn't reply she just said"it's late going home"and went away whlie running.
Ren was still froze there.
While going home his lines were as if stabbing her continuously.
Her tears made her vision blurry.
She didn't notised a truck coming her way while cross a road and in an instant every thing went black before her eyes.
Alisa last thoughts were "wil..l anyb...ody remem...ber m...e..?.".