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Chapter 2 - Chapter 2 - The Price of Honor

The alarm Jin-woo didn't set went off in his bones—5:47 AM sharp. His hand found the metal pipe before his eyes opened fully, eighteen years of hypervigilance making sleep a tactical exercise rather than rest. The morning light crept through plastic sheeting and cardboard, painting his twelve square meters in shades of gray.

Everything hurt. The bandaged hand from the construction site throbbed with each heartbeat. His ribs ached from yesterday's impromptu alley justice. New bruises bloomed across his knuckles, purple-black flowers of violence.

The question from last night lingered in the cold air: Is this all there is?

He pushed it away and began the ritual that separated him from complete surrender. Check the door—the hair remained in the frame's crack, undisturbed. Check the street below—early workers shuffling toward their own survival, no immediate threats. One hundred push-ups, though his injured hand screamed protest after thirty. One hundred sit-ups on concrete that felt like it was trying to fuse with his spine.

The wet cloth bath in freezing water reminded him he was still human, still capable of dignity despite everything trying to strip it away.

₩55,900. The count hadn't changed overnight. Jin-woo laid the bills out on his sleeping mat, doing math he'd done a hundred times. Two weeks, maybe three if he skipped meals and took no risks. After that—what? The emergency fund couldn't stretch to cover actual emergencies and living simultaneously.

He put on his cleaner work clothes, saved the bloodstained set from yesterday's alley intervention for later washing. Breakfast: instant noodles and the last boiled egg. The old document with his name stayed wrapped in plastic at the bottom of his backpack. No time for existential questions about identity when survival demanded immediate answers.

The boss had said don't come back, but Jin-woo knew bullies better than they knew themselves. It was a bluff. Probably. Men like that needed someone to dominate, and Jin-woo's refusal to bend made him an irresistible target. The job wasn't gone—not yet.

He shouldered his backpack and locked the three locks behind him. Descended four flights of stairs in the dark, stepped into Seobuk's morning choreography of poverty and persistence.

Mrs. Park was already setting up her pojangmacha, heavy pots that would have challenged men half her age. Jin-woo lifted them without being asked, placed them on her cart with the efficiency of ritual.

"You're a good boy, Jin-woo-ya." She ladled fish cake soup into a paper cup. "Eat."

"Mrs. Park—"

"Eat." The command allowed no argument. "You think I don't see how thin you're getting?"

He accepted the cup on the third offer, propriety satisfied. The broth burned his throat, tasted like kindness he didn't deserve. The alley shortcut toward the subway would save him seven minutes. He took it.

She didn't belong here.

Jin-woo's eyes registered her the moment she entered his peripheral vision—a cosmic mistake made flesh, a Gangnam princess who'd taken several catastrophically wrong turns. Early twenties, beautiful in that carefully maintained way that required money and time. Designer coat worth more than Jin-woo earned in three months. Heels that cost what he spent on food in six. Clutching a handbag that could have fed the entire alley for a week.

Lost. Phone in her perfectly manicured hand, confusion rippling across features unused to uncertainty. Fear starting to creep in at the edges as she realized how far she'd strayed from safety's illusion.

Their eyes met briefly. Hers asked a question without words. His answered with deliberate blankness.

Not my problem.

He walked past without slowing. People like her didn't see people like him anyway—not really. Just scenery, obstacles, the invisible machinery that kept their world functioning. She had money, a phone, probably a driver she could call. She'd figure it out.

The pull to help lasted maybe three steps before practical survival crushed it. Late for work meant losing work meant hunger meant death by degrees. The protective instinct that defined him had to be rationed, deployed strategically. She wasn't being attacked. Just lost.

Not everyone needed saving.

Jin-woo kept walking, orange-gold eyes fixed forward. Ten more minutes to the subway. Eight if he hurried.

The scream cut through morning noise like a knife through silk—female, terrified, desperate. From the alley fifty meters behind him, the alley he'd just left, the alley where the lost rich girl had been standing.

"No! Let go!"

Commuters accelerated around him, eyes down, the calculus of urban survival playing out in hundreds of simultaneous decisions. Not my business. Don't get involved. Someone else will help. The mathematics of cowardice disguised as wisdom.

Jin-woo stopped walking.

Keep going. You'll lose the job. You need the money.

Another scream, sharper, cut short by violence or terror.

Not your responsibility. You can't save everyone.

His hands clenched into fists. The bandaged one throbbed. A memory surfaced unbidden: eleven years old, being beaten by factory supervisors while workers passed by. His screams echoing off uncaring walls. No one stopping. No one helping.

Someone should have. No one did.

"Damn it."

Jin-woo turned and ran. Dropped his backpack against a wall because fighting with twenty kilograms of dead weight was suicide. Full sprint back toward the alley, commuters parting around him like water around stone.

Dead-end alley. Garbage bins. Narrow space designed for disposal, now hosting disposal of a different kind.

Five men surrounding her. The girl from earlier, coat torn off, dress ripped at the shoulder. Red bra visible through shredded expensive fabric. Two men holding her arms while she struggled. The others closing in with predatory patience.

The leader—late twenties, leather jacket, gold chains that screamed insecurity—had his hand on her face. "Rich girls always think they're too good—"

Jin-woo walked into their circle without announcing himself. Orange-gold eyes assessed: five opponents, two with knife bulges visible in pockets, narrow space limiting their numerical advantage.

"The fuck do you want?"

Jin-woo didn't answer. Positioned himself between the girl and her attackers, a wall made flesh.

The closest thug—big guy holding her right arm—sneered. "Walk away before—"

Jin-woo didn't let him finish. Low kick to the knee, same move from last night, bone cracking with satisfying certainty. The man went down screaming. Jin-woo caught him mid-fall, stripped off his jacket in one fluid motion, total time elapsed maybe two seconds.

He turned and tossed the jacket to the girl without looking at her exposed skin. "Put it on."

His voice carried the temperature of winter concrete. Eyes already back on the remaining four men.

The leader pulled a knife. Second man pulled a knife. Two others circled, unarmed but committed.

"You just signed your death warrant, you stupid—"

The leader rushed forward, anger overwhelming technique. Jin-woo sidestepped minimal distance, grabbed the wrist, redirected momentum into the wall. His elbow found temple. The leader dropped, unconscious before hitting ground. Knife clattered away into garbage.

The second knife-wielder approached more cautiously, professional stance suggesting actual training. Third man tried to grapple from the side.

Jin-woo let him get close—bait. The knife thrust came. Jin-woo spun, using the grappler as a human shield. Knife-man aborted the strike rather than stab his ally. Jin-woo's boot found solar plexus. Air exploded from lungs.

The grappler realized his mistake too late. Jin-woo dropped low, threw him over his shoulder, slammed him onto concrete hard enough to rearrange consciousness.

The youngest—maybe twenty—looked at three men down, leader unconscious, then at Jin-woo's orange-gold eyes. Found something there that made survival instinct override pride. He turned and ran.

Smart.

Jin-woo checked his watch through blood-spattered glass: 7:05 AM. Fuck. Already late.

The girl stood against the wall, stolen jacket clutched around her like armor. Shaking. Tears cutting tracks through perfect makeup. Staring at him with something between terror and awe.

"You... you saved me."

Jin-woo didn't respond, too busy checking each downed man for breathing, kicking their knives beyond reach. No permanent damage done, which was probably more mercy than they deserved.

"I thought they were going to—" She couldn't finish.

He looked at her then. Really looked. Red marks on her wrists. Bruise forming on her cheek. The fear still bright in her eyes despite safety's arrival.

Should have stopped earlier. Should have helped when I first saw her.

"Can you walk?"

Voice flat, practical. Not unkind but offering no comfort beyond the immediate tactical assessment.

She nodded, uncertain.

"Follow me. Stay close."

He walked to the alley entrance, checked the street, retrieved his backpack. Returned to find her frozen in place, shock finally catching up to adrenaline.

Her legs started to give out. Jin-woo caught her elbow, steadied her. "Breathe. You're safe now."

First gentle thing he'd said. She looked up at him, and recognition dawned.

"You... you're the man from before. The one who walked past me."

Not accusatory. Just stating fact. Jin-woo's jaw tightened against guilt he wouldn't acknowledge.

"Can you walk or not?"

She pulled herself together with visible effort, straightening her spine. Upper-class composure trying to reassert itself over trauma. "I can walk."

He led her out of the alley, maintaining careful distance. She followed, clutching the oversized jacket. Her designer heels were broken, causing a limp he noticed and adjusted his pace for without commenting.

People stared at the odd pair—dirty construction worker and wealthy girl in torn clothes. Whispers and assumptions and judgment. Jin-woo ignored it all with practiced ease. The girl shrank from the attention she'd probably courted her entire life.

"Thank you." Soft, genuine. "I don't know what would have happened if—"

"Don't think about it."

Half a block of silence.

"My name is—"

"Don't." Jin-woo stopped walking, faced her. "Don't tell me your name."

Confusion and hurt rippled across her features. "Why not?"

"Because then this becomes something it's not. You go back to your world. I go to mine. In a few hours, you'll forget this happened."

"You don't know me."

Jin-woo's orange-gold eyes met hers with the weight of absolute certainty. "I know your type. Rich, lost, thinks the world is safe because it's always been safe for you. Today you learned different. Tomorrow you'll hire a driver."

The truth stung more than the attack had. She couldn't argue because he was partially right, and something in his dismissive judgment cut deeper than it should.

The subway station loomed ahead. Jin-woo checked his phone: 7:26 AM. Work started at 8:00. Forty minutes to get there. He was catastrophically late, and the boss's words echoed: don't come back tomorrow.

Leave her here, run, might make it by 8:15. Maybe keep the job.

But she was still shaking. Every man who walked close made her flinch. The jacket wrapped around her like armor that couldn't quite keep the world out.

Not your responsibility. You saved her. That's enough.

A businessman brushed past her. She flinched hard enough to stumble.

"Where are you going?" Jin-woo's voice carried resignation like a weight he'd just accepted.

She looked surprised he was still there. "Gangnam. I... I need to get to Gangnam."

Of course. Where else.

"That's where I'm going. Stay close. Don't talk to anyone."

Relief flooded her face. "Thank you, I—"

"Just stay close."

The 7:30 train arrived packed with humanity. Jin-woo positioned himself between her and the crowd, human shield without acknowledging it. They boarded, pressed together by mass and momentum.

Sardine-can tight. Bodies everywhere. The girl pressed against Jin-woo's back. He could feel the tremors still running through her. Every stop brought more people pushing in.

A drunk man stumbled toward her. Jin-woo's hand shot out, redirected him firmly. "Watch yourself."

The drunk mumbled apology and moved.

She felt safe for the first time since the attack. This stranger with orange-gold eyes who judged her but protected her anyway, standing like a wall between her and the world that had suddenly revealed its teeth.

"You're hurt." She'd noticed the bandage bleeding through, the cut on his forearm.

"It's nothing."

"The bandage is bleeding."

"It's nothing," he repeated, firmer this time.

Three stops passed. The crowd thinned slightly. Jin-woo checked his phone: 7:52 AM. Jaw clenched tight enough to crack teeth.

"You're going to be late, aren't you? Because of me. I'm sorry."

"It was my choice. I made it. That's the end of it."

First acknowledgment of the sacrifice. She heard the finality in his voice.

"Let me repay you. I can give you money, I can—"

Jin-woo's head turned, orange-gold eyes sharp as broken glass. "I don't want your money."

She saw the pride then. The honor underneath. This man would rather lose his job than accept payment for doing what his code demanded.

"Then how can I thank you?"

"Get home safe. Don't come to this part of the city again. That's thanks enough."

Gangnam Station. 8:10 AM. Doors opened. Jin-woo stepped onto the platform, fifteen minutes from his construction site, twenty-five minutes late to a job he'd already been told not to return to.

"You know where you're going from here?"

She nodded. "My driver is coming. I called him."

"Good."

He started to turn away. She called out: "Wait!"

He stopped, didn't turn around.

"Your name. At least tell me your name."

"Doesn't matter. You'll never see me again."

Started walking.

"You're wrong!" Her voice carried across the platform. He paused. "About what?"

"About me forgetting. I won't forget this. I won't forget you."

Jin-woo looked back over his shoulder. Orange-gold eyes met hers one last time.

"Then you're more foolish than I thought."

He disappeared into the Gangnam morning crowd—dirty construction worker swallowed by glass and steel. She watched him go, clutching the jacket stolen from her attacker, realizing she didn't even know his name.

But she'd remember his eyes.

Her driver arrived in a black luxury car, jumping out horrified. "Miss Song! What happened?!"

She looked at the jacket in her hands. "Someone kind," she said quietly. "Someone very kind."

Jin-woo arrived at the construction site at 8:25 AM. The boss waited at the gate, arms crossed, satisfaction written across his face like victory.

"Number Seven. You're late."

Jin-woo didn't make excuses. Wouldn't demean himself. "I'm here now."

"I told you not to come back."

The boss saw the blood on Jin-woo's bandage, the new cut on his arm, the dirt on his clothes. "Got in another fight, did you?"

Jin-woo's silence spoke louder than explanation.

"You're done. Get out."

One of the workers started to protest. "But—"

"Shut up or join him."

The worker went silent.

Jin-woo nodded once—had expected this. Turned to leave without argument, without pleading. Pride wouldn't allow it.

"Good luck finding work anywhere else! I'll make sure every site in Gangnam knows about you! Violent, undisciplined, unreliable!"

Jin-woo kept walking, didn't look back.

The long walk home took two hours on foot. Time to think, to calculate, to regret. ₩55,900 in emergency funds. No job, no prospects, blacklisted from Gangnam construction sites. Maybe three weeks before homelessness became reality instead of constant threat.

You could have kept the job. Should have left her.

She would have been raped. Possibly killed.

Not your responsibility. You can't save everyone.

Someone should have saved me once. No one did.

The cost of honor: his livelihood, his stability, his future. Would he make the same choice again?

Yes. He knew the answer, hated himself for it.

Yes.

Noon when he reached the abandoned building. Climbed the stairs in daylight—wrong, unusual, the Wolf returning to his den wounded when he should be hunting.

He tried to rest, couldn't. Paced the twelve square meters that felt smaller every hour. Counted his money again—still ₩55,900. Looked at job listings in salvaged newspapers. Nothing he was qualified for, nothing that paid enough.

Boiled water, cleaned the arm wound properly. Changed the hand bandage—still bleeding slightly. Wrapped his ribs tight with strips of old shirt. Each movement hurt, reminder of the cost.

Dinner: one cup instant noodles without appetite. Watched the sun set over Seobuk and took out the document earlier than usual.

"Kang Jin-woo" in careful handwriting.

Who were you supposed to be?

Certainly not this: broken, jobless, sacrificing everything for strangers.

The knock at 8:00 PM made him grab the metal pipe. No one knocked on his door. Ever.

"Jin-woo-ya, are you there?"

Mrs. Park's voice. He relaxed slightly, opened the door. She stood there with a covered pot.

"I made too much stew. You eat some."

She hadn't made too much—he knew. She'd heard he lost his job—word traveled fast in the slums. This was her way of helping when help couldn't be openly offered without wounding pride.

Jin-woo accepted on the third offer.

He sat by the window, eating stew rich with vegetables and meat she couldn't afford either. The warmth spread through him—not just physical. Maybe the life wasn't just survival. Maybe these small moments of human kindness mattered too.

Tomorrow he'd find another job. Somehow, he'd survive this. He always had. The honor that cost him everything was also the thing that made him human.

Worth the price.

Probably.

Jin-woo lay on his mat, body aching, future uncertain. But somewhere in Gangnam, a woman was safe. Because he chose honor over survival.

That had to count for something.

Orange-gold eyes closed. Tomorrow would bring new problems. Tonight, he could rest knowing he made the right choice.

Even if it destroyed him.

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