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Chapter 114 - Chapter 114 - Weight of Innocence.

I walked out of the Grand Court alone.

No guards flanked me.

No chains rattled.

No crowd surged forward to decide what my innocence meant.

The doors behind me closed with a low, final sound that echoed through the hallway longer than it should have.

I slowed my steps without meaning to.

Innocence hadn't made my legs lighter.

It made the space around me feel too wide—like something had been taken away that I hadn't realized was holding me upright.

The pressure of judgment was gone.

And in its place was something worse.

Expectation.

After a couple of minutes, I was met with the Lionhearth Academy again. 

The halls of Lionhearth felt smaller now.

Not physically—stone and banners hadn't shifted—but the way sound traveled had changed. Every footstep echoed half a second longer. Every distant voice carried a sharper edge, like the Academy itself was holding its breath whenever I passed.

Students stared less openly than before.

Not fear.

Not hostility.

Avoidance.

They didn't know what to do with someone declared innocent and yet unchanged.

I felt eyes on me—not watching, not tracking—but considering. Measuring what innocence meant when it didn't come with obedience or apology.

I wanted to tell them I hadn't won.

That nothing had been resolved.

Instead, I kept walking.

My thoughts circled back to the verdict no matter how I tried to suppress them.

Innocent.

The word sat wrong in my chest.

If I had done nothing wrong…

Why did everything still feel broken?

Why did it still feel like the world was angry at me?

I replayed the council's faces when the Balance shone white. The way certainty collapsed into panic. The way innocence hadn't relieved tension—it had redistributed it.

I hadn't been absolved.

I had been released.

And release felt dangerously close to abandonment.

I stopped at an intersection of corridors.

Left led back toward the living quarters.

Right toward the hidden chamber.

Down—

Down led to the lower levels.

The dungeons.

I didn't consciously decide.

My body moved first.

Then my heart followed.

The descent was quiet.

Too quiet.

Each step downward felt like retracing a spiral I'd thought I'd escaped—chains, stone, helplessness—but this time the direction mattered. I wasn't being led.

I was choosing to go deeper.

Innocence hadn't freed Kazen.

It hadn't freed Varein.

Justice hadn't reached that far down.

Only action would.

The guards noticed me.

That alone should have stopped me.

But it didn't.

One glanced at me, fingers tightening briefly on their spear—then relaxing.

They stepped aside.

Another turned away entirely.

No one challenged me.

Not because they respected me.

Because no one wanted to be the one who interfered with something the court itself no longer touched.

Being innocent didn't make me protected.

It made me untouchable in the wrong way.

As I continued, an old, familiar anger stirred.

Quiet.

Controlled.

If I was free—

why did freeing my friends still feel like defiance?

If the law had cleared me—

why did obedience still never seem enough?

Maybe innocence wasn't a clean slate.

Maybe it was unfinished business they no longer wanted responsibility for.

The smell of the dungeon hit me before I saw it.

Damp stone. Cold iron. Old water pooled where it shouldn't be.

Nothing had changed.

Justice hadn't trickled down here.

That realization cut sharper than accusation ever could.

Kazen noticed me first.

He was sitting against the wall, wrists chained above his head, posture tense but upright despite exhaustion.

His eyes widened.

For a moment, disbelief overtook everything else.

He stared at me like I was an illusion that hadn't received permission to exist.

Then his brows drew together.

"Rain…?" he said cautiously. "You're—"

"Innocent," I finished.

The word tasted bitter.

Kazen laughed once—short and hollow. "Of course you are."

I felt the weight behind that sentence.

Varein reacted differently.

When he lifted his head and saw me, relief flashed instantly across his face—then guilt overwhelmed it just as fast.

He smiled.

Or tried to.

The expression broke halfway through.

"I'm sorry," he said immediately. "I should've known they were tracking me. I shouldn't have come near you again."

"Stop," I said.

The word came out sharper than intended.

Varein froze.

"We're not doing that," I continued, softer but firm. "Not now. Not ever."

His shoulders sagged, breath hitching.

"You didn't drag us into anything," I said. "I walked into this."

And that was the truth that hurt most.

The chains released without ceremony.

No flare of magic.

No declaration.

They simply unlocked.

Metal fell away and clattered softly against stone.

That contrast mattered.

The same system that had bound them had not fought to keep them.

Letting go cost it nothing.

That made my stomach twist.

I didn't plan the hug.

None of us did.

I took one step forward.

Then suddenly Varein was there, arms wrapping around my shoulders like he was afraid I might break if he didn't hold on.

Kazen joined a heartbeat later—awkward, stiff, but real.

Foreheads pressed close.

Breathing unsteady.

No words.

Just three people clinging to the fact that they were still here.

Together.

Months of strain cracked in that moment—not explosively, but quietly, like pressure finally venting through a hairline fracture.

It felt good.

And it terrified me.

Because now there was something to lose again.

Kazen was the first to pull back.

Not because he wanted distance—but because he needed clarity.

"So," he said quietly. "What now?"

The question wasn't hopeful.

It wasn't afraid.

It was honest.

And for once, I didn't have an answer ready.

"I don't know," I admitted.

The words sat heavy between us.

Neither of them recoiled.

Neither of them looked disappointed.

That mattered more than reassurance ever could.

We left the dungeon together.

Three figures ascending where one had descended alone.

It felt like defiance—not because the system objected, but because it hadn't sanctioned this unity.

It had processed us individually.

We refused to leave that way.

As we climbed, I felt it again—not pressure, not surveillance—

Expectation.

Like innocence had opened a door, and something unseen was now watching to see what I would do with that opening.

By the time we emerged into open air, I understood the weight of it.

They had declared me innocent.

But innocence was not an ending.

It didn't decide the future.

It only removed the excuse for inaction.

Whatever came next—

I would choose it.

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