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Chapter 13 - Seen,and Unafraid

Purity Osinachi had always believed that being unseen was a kind of safety.

When no one looked too closely, no one asked questions. When no one expected anything, disappointment had nowhere to land. Invisibility meant peace—quiet hallways, quiet lunches, quiet thoughts that no one interrupted.

But standing at the school gate that morning, watching Saint Agnes High come alive around her, Purity realized something had changed.

She was being watched.

Not openly. Not rudely. Just enough to make her aware of it. A second glance. A whispered name. A pause in conversation that resumed only after she passed.

She drew her cardigan closer around herself and took a steady breath.

This is what choosing looks like, she reminded herself. This is what honesty costs.

The sun was still low, casting long shadows across the compound. Students clustered in groups—laughing, arguing, sharing stories from the night before. Purity walked alone, as she usually did, but for the first time, she didn't feel lonely.

Because she knew someone was looking for her.

She found Ethan near the notice board, his back half-turned, one hand resting casually in his pocket while the other traced the edge of a pinned paper. He looked thoughtful, almost tense, as though bracing himself for something.

Her heart softened.

She had noticed the way he'd been carrying himself lately—more aware, more deliberate. Loving her had not made him careless. It had made him cautious in a way that spoke of responsibility rather than fear.

When he turned and saw her, something in his expression eased.

No grand smile. No dramatic gesture.

Just relief.

And that was enough.

They walked toward each other without speaking. When they stood side by side, their shoulders nearly touching, the world seemed to settle.

"Good morning," Ethan said quietly.

"Morning."

Their voices were low, intimate, despite the crowd around them.

"You okay?" he asked.

Purity nodded, then hesitated. "I think so. Nervous. But… okay."

He studied her face. "You don't have to be strong all the time."

"I know," she said. "But I want to be strong today."

He smiled at that—not proud, not impressed. Just understanding.

---

The assembly hall buzzed with restless energy. Students filled the rows, uniforms rustling, shoes scraping against the floor. Purity sat beside Ethan, hands folded tightly in her lap, her knee bouncing despite her efforts to remain calm.

She wasn't sure why she felt so uneasy.

Nothing had happened yet.

But anticipation had always been more frightening than reality.

The principal stepped forward, tapping the microphone. His voice carried easily, practiced and commanding.

"Good morning, students."

The response echoed back in uneven unison.

After a series of announcements—sports trials, disciplinary reminders, exam dates—the principal paused.

"This term," he said, "we will be hosting our annual Inter-School Literary and Debate Showcase."

A ripple of excitement passed through the hall.

Purity's pulse quickened.

Writing competitions were not new to Saint Agnes, but they had always existed on the periphery of her life—things other people did loudly while she watched quietly.

"This year," the principal continued, "we are introducing a new category."

The murmuring grew louder.

"Paired Narrative Writing," he said. "Two students. One story. Collaboration, vulnerability, unity."

Ethan inhaled sharply beside her.

Purity didn't look at him, but she felt it—felt the shift, the unspoken question rising between them.

Us?

The thought terrified her.

And thrilled her.

She had built her identity around writing alone—late nights, anonymous posts, words released into the world without a face attached. Writing had been her refuge, her voice, her armor.

Sharing it openly felt like stripping away layers she wasn't sure she was ready to lose.

But the idea lingered.

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By the time lunch arrived, the school was alive with speculation.

"Did you hear about the paired writing thing?" "They want people to perform together—on stage." "I bet the teachers already know who they want." "Ethan should join. He's always writing." "What about Purity? Does she even write like that?"

That last comment reached her table like a sting.

She kept her eyes on her food, appetite gone. The words replayed in her mind—not cruel, just dismissive.

Does she even write like that?

Ethan approached slowly, as if sensing her withdrawal.

"Mind if I sit?" he asked.

She shook her head.

They ate in silence for a while.

"I heard them," Ethan said eventually.

Purity stiffened. "It's fine."

"It's not," he replied gently. "You don't deserve to be underestimated."

She gave a small, humorless smile. "I'm used to it."

"That doesn't mean you should accept it."

She looked at him then. "Is that why you want us to enter? To prove something?"

He shook his head. "No. I want us to enter because I trust your voice. And because writing together feels… honest."

She studied him carefully. "And if we fail?"

"Then we fail together."

"And if we succeed?"

"Then we succeed together too."

There was no pressure in his tone. No expectation.

Just an invitation.

Her heart ached.

"I'm scared," she admitted quietly. "Being seen like that… it feels like standing naked in a room full of people."

Ethan nodded. "Then we'll stand side by side."

Purity exhaled slowly.

"Okay," she said. "Let's do it."

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Signing their names felt heavier than it should have.

Purity Osinachi. Ethan—

Side by side.

Permanent.

Visible.

When they stepped away from the list, there was no applause. No reaction at all.

And somehow, that made it more real.

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Their first real writing session took place in the library after school.

Sunlight streamed through tall windows, dust motes floating lazily in the air. The room was quiet in the way that made thoughts louder.

They sat across from each other at a long wooden table, notebooks open.

Silence stretched.

"This feels strange," Purity said finally.

"Good strange or bad strange?"

She smiled faintly. "Unfamiliar strange."

"Let's start there," Ethan said. "Unfamiliar."

They began by talking—not writing. About why words mattered to them. About silence. About being overlooked. About how writing had been the only place they felt fully themselves.

Purity found herself speaking more than usual.

Ethan listened.

Really listened.

When they finally began to write, it wasn't forced. It unfolded slowly, sentence by sentence, thought by thought. Sometimes they disagreed. Sometimes they laughed. Sometimes they sat in silence, letting ideas settle.

Hours passed unnoticed.

"This is the first time," Purity said softly, "that writing hasn't felt lonely."

Ethan looked at her, something warm in his eyes. "Same."

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Not everyone was supportive.

A classmate pulled Purity aside one afternoon.

"You know people are saying you're only doing this because of Ethan."

The words landed hard.

She forced a calm smile. "People can say whatever they want."

But that night, doubt crept in.

What if they're right? What if I disappear again—this time behind him?

She didn't message Ethan that evening.

She needed space.

Ethan noticed.

He respected it.

But the absence gnawed at both of them.

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They met the next day under the oak tree.

"I don't want to lose myself," Purity said, voice trembling. "I fought so hard to be heard."

"You won't," Ethan said firmly. "You're not smaller with me. You're stronger."

She searched his face for any hint of ego.

There was none.

"Promise me something," she said.

"Anything."

"If I start to disappear… remind me who I am."

He nodded. "Always."

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The showcase day arrived faster than either of them expected.

Backstage, Purity's hands shook so badly she had to clasp them together.

"I can't breathe," she whispered.

Ethan stood beside her. "Then breathe with me."

They inhaled together.

Exhaled together.

When their names were called, the applause was polite but distant.

Purity stepped into the light.

Her legs felt weak.

But when she spoke—when the words left her mouth—something shifted.

Fear loosened its grip.

The story flowed.

Their voices intertwined—hers lyrical and searching, his steady and grounding. They spoke of invisibility, of connection, of courage found in unexpected places.

When they finished, the silence was complete.

Then applause—real, loud, unrestrained.

Purity's eyes burned.

Not with fear.

With relief.

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Later, walking home beside Ethan, the world felt different.

Not quieter.

Clearer.

"I was scared," she admitted. "But I've never felt more myself."

Ethan smiled. "Being seen doesn't erase you. It reveals you."

Purity looked up at the sky, the last light of day fading.

For the first time in her life, she didn't wish to disappear.

She had been seen.

And she was still standing.

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