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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4 – Rejection and Growing Pains

The first year at Grenn Academy had shaped Kellan into a different boy. His body had grown stronger, his movements more fluid, his understanding sharper. The coaches often praised his ability to read the game, to make decisions before anyone else could see them. Yet beyond the field's bright green order, his world was slowly becoming complicated.

To help players whose families lived far from the city, the academy arranged for them to stay with local foster families during the week. The idea was to provide a stable, supportive environment — a home away from home. When Kellan's name appeared on the list, his parents agreed. It meant shorter commutes, more rest, and fewer late-night drives back to Dronen.

His new foster family lived in a modest house near the academy. The Verhoevens — that was their name — seemed kind enough at first. They had two young children and a small dog that barked at every passing car. Mrs. Verhoeven cooked hearty dinners, and Mr. Verhoeven liked to ask about football while watching the evening news. Kellan answered politely, though sparingly. His words came out carefully, as if each one had to be tested before spoken.

The first few weeks went smoothly. He followed the same routine — school, training, meals, rest — and spent evenings quietly in his room, reading or writing notes about practice. The family thought he was shy, perhaps exhausted from his long days. They didn't yet understand that silence was his comfort, that he expressed himself best through movement and thought, not conversation.

As time went on, his quietness began to trouble them. They expected laughter, chatter, the usual noise of a teenage boy. But Kellan remained composed, reserved, speaking only when necessary. At the dinner table, he often stared at his plate, lost in thought, replaying the day's drills in his mind. To him, it was normal. To them, it was unsettling.

One evening, while washing dishes, Mrs. Verhoeven asked gently, "Do you ever miss your parents, Kellan?"

He nodded. "Sometimes."

"And your friends back home?"

He hesitated before replying. "Football is my friend."

She smiled faintly, unsure if he was joking. But he wasn't.

Over time, the house began to feel smaller. The conversations around him seemed to shrink into whispers he wasn't part of. He noticed the glances — soft at first, then sharper. Something unspoken was changing. The Verhoevens began to treat him more like a guest than a member of the household. Dinners grew quieter, the warmth faded.

At the academy, Kellan continued to excel. His focus on the pitch remained unbroken, his awareness unmatched. Coaches described him as "mature beyond his years," a player who thought before he moved. But even as his talent grew, he began to feel the weight of loneliness pressing against him. He tried to ignore it, burying himself deeper in routine.

Then, one Friday evening, when he arrived home from training, he sensed something different. The house was too still. Mr. and Mrs. Verhoeven sat at the table, their faces kind but uneasy. Kellan stood in the doorway, his bag still slung over his shoulder.

"Sit down, Kellan," Mr. Verhoeven said gently.

Kellan obeyed, his stomach tightening though he didn't know why.

Mrs. Verhoeven folded her hands on the table. "You're a good boy," she began, "polite, disciplined, and we're proud of how hard you work. But…" She paused, glancing at her husband. "We think it might be best if you lived somewhere else during the week."

Kellan didn't speak. The words hung in the air like cold mist.

"It's not your fault," Mr. Verhoeven added quickly. "You're very quiet, and… well, the children don't know how to talk to you. It's like you're not really here. We just don't think we're the right family for you."

For a long moment, Kellan sat perfectly still. Inside, something cracked — not loudly, but deeply, like ice splitting on a frozen lake. He wanted to ask why being quiet was wrong, why doing everything right wasn't enough. But he couldn't find the words. His throat ached with unshed tears, but his face remained calm.

That night, he packed his small suitcase in silence. When Mrs. Verhoeven came to check on him, he looked up briefly and said, "Thank you for letting me stay." It was all he could manage. She nodded, guilt softening her features, but he turned away before she could say more.

The next morning, Henrik came to collect him. During the drive back to Dronen, Kellan stared out the window. Fields blurred into streaks of green and gold. His father tried to ask what had happened, but Kellan simply said, "They didn't like me." Henrik gripped the steering wheel tighter, unsure how to respond.

Back home, Alena wrapped her son in a quiet embrace. She didn't ask questions. She could see everything in his eyes — the confusion, the hurt, the determination forming underneath. That evening, as Kellan sat alone in his room, he opened his notebook. His hand trembled slightly as he wrote: When people don't understand you, let your work speak.

The next week at Grenn, his game changed. There was a new edge to his play, sharper, hungrier. Every drill carried a silent fury, every pass an unspoken promise. The coaches noticed his intensity but didn't ask where it came from. They didn't need to.

In those weeks, the pain hardened into focus. Rejection, instead of breaking him, became fuel. For the first time, Kellan realized that silence could be strength. He didn't need approval or comfort — he needed purpose.

Years later, when people asked him where his drive came from, he would think back to that kitchen table in the Verhoevens' house, to the moment when being misunderstood became his greatest motivation. But for now, he was still a boy, learning how to build a fortress out of solitude.

And though he didn't know it yet, that quiet resolve would become the foundation of everything that came next.

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