Have you ever questions yourself "What's Life?"
Not that 'life is anything that breathe or alive'. More like a broad answer focus on yourself.
Live.Laugh.Love
That's what we're meant to believe and everything will be alright.
You're gotta get hurt to understand growth.
I'm not gonna disagree with that statement. I mean look at forex traders, they lost a lot of money while they were rookies before they could get more money.
It's not a good analogy but it fits. You're gotta face breakup before you can understand love. Love is more complex and simple thing for a human to feel.
Love has no meaning. If someone puts a meaning on love then they can also put a meaning on breakup.
Where am I going with this? Nowhere?
What's Life? That's a question I ask myself everyday.
Every day I wonder: do I exist because people know me? Do I exist because someone knows my name? Or am I already dead, and my mind is just running simulations of things I experienced while I was alive?
Oh right. I did fall from an 18-meter scaffold.
I told my supervisor that the webbing on my safety harness was badly cut. He still told me to work on the scaffold with faulty gear.
Now they're going to blame me. Either they'll say I never mentioned it, or they'll quietly cover it up.
"Why didn't he request a new one?"
"Why didn't he report it to his supervisor?"
"Why did he climb the scaffold knowing the PPE was faulty?"
[A/N: Personal Protective Equipment]
"Why didn't he tie off to a safe ledger?"
Those bastards. They always dodge accountability.
#ZeroExcuses100%Accountability
And yet they never take full accountability themselves.
Why am I complaining when I'm dead?
Either way, I never realized death could be…
Somber.
Yeah. That's the word.
I'm not glad I'm dead. I'm sad that I'm dead.
I didn't accomplish anything. I had a life plan—a detailed one. I was going to finish all of it. It wasn't a bucket list, though it looked like one. The life plan wasn't meant to make me happy. It was meant to make life simple.
Not happy. Simple.
happiness; a luxury i can afford but a feeling i cannot live
Man. What A life!
Anyway, What the hell is this place? Is it the inbetween? There's nothing here. No Life, Nothing Visible. It's all black but if it's all black then why am I seeing it because there's no light here.
"It's weird, isn't it?"
[Change of POV]
There's a radiant orb that's flowing in the dark place. It looks like a lost one. There's no other orb except it in this place. There wasn't even meant to be anything here except those that got permission.
'oh. I get it'
Let's hear his thoughts. What a weird one.
"It's weird, isn't it?"
Who's there? Who are you?
"Relax. No need to be scared when you're already 'dead'. I mean what's there that can scare you besides Deathling."
Oh, I guess you're right. But there is something more scary than Death... Wait, what did you call Death?
"What's more scary that Death?"
I guess you're not going to answer that. Well I guess it'll be Removal. When everyone forgets you ever existed.
"Well, Oblivion is not that bad once you meet him. For you it's scary. I understand"
So I'm guessing you're God.
"No I'm not but let me say I am. What do you want?"
If you're not a Good then Are you a Celestial or Primordial?
"Nope. Neither of Them. Forget what I am just tell me what you want?"
If you're neither. Are you like The Entity of Death? Are like Chaos or Angels or Origins?
"It seems you're not going to let it go, Are you?"
Yes. I can't even see you. Let alone I don't even know know you
"Good point. Time to show myself"
A being materials in the dark place. A human male appearance that has an orange hair colour and orange eye colour. Casually dressed in an unzipped gray hoody with dark gray T-shirt and blueish jeans with black and white Chuck Taylor All Star.
Ok. I didn't realise that all Gods wear human clothes.
"Okay. For your information, All clothes are Human Clothes. Why do you think Adam & Odam were naked all at the beginning?"
Excuse who's Odam?
"Ohh It's Adam & Eve. I keep forgetting of who she's called. Anyway. I'm Essence."
WHAT? What do you mean you're Essence?
"You asked who I am and I tell who I am. Let me ask you, who are you?"
I am... I am... What can't I remember my name? I remember I'm a black South African but I can't remember my name.
"That's the thing. Your name doesn't matter when you meet one of The Boundless in they're home."
The Boundless? One of The Boundless? Are you like the boss or Primordials and Celestials?
"Well more Celestials are the commoners and The Boundless are Kings. Lets move on, what do you want?"
That's cool. Why am I here?
"Someone invited you and I'm handling you"
Oh but why aren't they handling me?
"Well, they are Just Entertaining Certain Universe"
[A/N: JECU. I am JECU]
Cool. I can ask for anything right?"
"Yes Within My Power"
Okay. Is the a limit to the things I ask?
"Yes There's a limit without a number because I decides the limit"
Okay. Can you transmigrate to a magical world were there's dragons, elves, dwarves, humans... Where the all races including Gods/Devils and Demi-gods? Transmigrate me where there's a Villianess who is misunderstoods but actually nice or good.
"Okay. I understand the races stuff but why the villainess?"
Well, I don't know why but I've always wanted to serve a Villianess. I mean, I want to support them"
"Is that all or is the something you're not telling me?"
Well, I want to marry them if they happen to like me.
"So you want me to reincarnate you as a Duke or King?"
No, I don't want to reincarnate but Transmigrate on that world and not into the body of someone who lives in that world. Do you get me?
"So you want me to reincarnate you in a body with a parent or relation. Is that right?
Yes that's right and I need to stay human.
"You want me to reincarnate you as a Primordial and a Human. Why not being able to gain a polymorph ability while being a Primordial?"
No. How about you make me....