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Chapter 59 - Say Something Real

Alright.

I've had enough.

There's only so much "it's okay" a person can say before it stops meaning anything.

And Ren?

Yeah.

He's dangerously close.

We're walking along the street today instead of sitting at the pier.

Progress?

Not really.

He's still staring at his phone like it holds emotional answers.

Spoiler: it doesn't.

"You're doing it again," I say.

"Doing what?"

"Being safe."

He frowns. "What's wrong with that?"

I stop walking.

"That," I point at him, "is exactly what's wrong."

Mio slows down beside us. "Aio…"

"No," I say. "We're fixing this."

Ren sighs. "There's nothing to fix."

"There is," I reply. "You're not saying what you actually feel."

"I am."

"No, you're not."

He looks at me, annoyed now. "Then what am I not saying?"

I cross my arms.

"You're not saying that you don't like talking less."

Silence.

Hit.

"You're not saying that you miss her more when she's busy."

More silence.

Bigger hit.

"And you're definitely not saying that you hate pretending you're fine with it."

Ren looks away.

Yeah.

Exactly.

Mio speaks softly. "He doesn't want to make her feel guilty."

I nod. "I get that."

Then I look back at Ren.

"But there's a difference between being considerate and being fake."

"I'm not being fake," he says quietly.

"You kind of are."

His phone buzzes.

We all look.

Obviously.

Yuna: Sorry, today's really busy…

He reads it.

Expression tight.

"Here we go," I mutter.

He types.

Ren: It's fine. Don't worry about it.

I grab his arm.

"Stop."

"What?"

"Delete that."

"Why?"

"Because it's not real."

Mio watches carefully. "Aio…"

"I'm serious," I say. "You keep saying 'it's fine' when it's clearly not."

Ren pulls his arm back. "What do you want me to say?"

"The truth."

"And what's that?"

I look him dead in the eye.

"Say you miss her."

Silence.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

He looks at his phone.

Then at me.

Then back at his phone.

"That's too much," he says.

"No, it's not."

"It is."

"It's honest."

Mio adds quietly, "Honest doesn't mean pressure."

Ren exhales slowly.

Thinking.

Actually thinking.

He deletes the message.

Good.

Types again.

Slower this time.

Careful.

But real.

Ren: It's okay, but I miss talking to you.

He stares at it.

Doesn't send.

"Do it," I say.

"I don't know—"

"Do it."

Mio nods gently. "It's okay."

He closes his eyes for a second.

Then—

Sends.

We all wait.

Yes.

Still a group activity.

His phone buzzes almost immediately.

Yuna: …I miss talking to you too

I grin.

"There."

Ren doesn't say anything.

But his shoulders relax.

Just a little.

Mio smiles softly.

"That's better."

We start walking again.

The air feels lighter.

Not perfect.

Not solved.

But… better.

Summertimes are coming.

And maybe—

Just maybe—

Saying the right thing isn't about saying the safest thing.

It's about saying something real.

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