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Chapter 32 - Chapter 32: 18+ Missed This

Ash didn't speak at first.

He simply drew her closer, one arm firm around her back, the other settling warm and certain at her waist. Luna went willingly, curling into him, the weight of the night finally settling into something soft instead of heavy.

His mouth brushed her hair. Her temple. Her cheek.

Unhurried. Intentional.

She tipped her face up and he kissed her properly then, slow and deep, nothing rushed or desperate about it. Just the quiet certainty of being wanted. Of being missed.

Her hands slid into his hair. He made a low sound against her mouth, more relief than hunger, and pulled her closer until there was no space left to question.

They shifted together, settling against the stone beside the fire, limbs tangling naturally. His wing curved in, sheltering them both as if it had done so a thousand times already.

"I missed this," she murmured.

"I missed you," he corrected softly, and kissed her again.

His touch mapped old territory and found new, slow and reverent as if her body was a relic returned to him after years of worship in absence. The heat between them was no longer the hush of longing but the crackle of coals barely contained, threatening to flare. He cupped her face, thumb grazing her jaw, and when she opened for him he tasted her with tongue and teeth, something at the edges of restraint crumbling.

She shifted her hips, arched against him. Her belly, round and eager, pressed into his hardness. He groaned, the sound buried in her mouth. It trembled through his hands and into her bones. The need there the hunger she recognised made her bold, possessive. She nipped his lip, squeezed fistfuls of his thick hair, and he laughed: low, hoarse, thrilled.

His palm coasted down her front, reverent, splaying over the slope of her gravid stomach. "Strong already," he rumbled, awe and pride tangled in his voice. 

He kissed her again, greedy this time, and his hands grew less patient. He tugged at the tie of her dress. Her breasts spilled heavier than before, her body more sensitive. He made a sound almost a growl and kissed the curve just above her nipple. There he lingered, warmth washing her in shivers. His tongue tasted the skin, careful but thorough, and when she gasped at a sharper flick he stilled and studied her face. Reading her. Waiting for permission.

She slid a palm down his chest, tracing the hard plates and the softer hollows beneath. He trembled, then melted. She drew his hand between her thighs.

He sucked air between his teeth, arousal flaring electric in his gaze. "You burn," he whispered, "like you're alive just for me." His fingers were careful, knowing her limits now, but she arched into him, greedy for more, wanting him to lose the caution and take.

"More," she murmured, reaching for him. "I want to feel—" Her words vanished in a gasp as he filled her with first one thick finger, then another, stretching her gently, reverently, as if the memory of their joining had haunted every lonely night he'd spent apart from her.

He withdrew, shuddering with self-restraint. His body shook with it, he was always so careful not to crush her, not to break her, not to be the monster she should by all rights fear. But in her gaze there was no fear, only the shared ache of being apart.

"Luna." He said her name like it was the only word he knew. His cock pressed bold and insistent against her thigh, hard enough to make her ache in sympathy, and she reached for him, guiding him to her slick entrance.

He hesitated, a last tremor of doubt. "Are you?"

"Please," she said, and it was all he needed.

He slid in, slow but relentless, stretching her impossibly wide. She gasped and clung to him, her body quivering around the intrusion, but it wasn't pain not really, not with the way he filled her so perfectly, not with the way she wanted it. He held himself still, every muscle rigid with the effort to keep from pounding her. His control was absolute and yet so delicate, as if she were something sacred.

It took her a moment to adjust. When she did, her walls clenched and rippled, drawing a long, ragged moan from him that flared pride and need in her chest. She rolled her hips, inviting him deeper, and he took the invitation with a groan, thrusting once, twice, then finding a rhythm that was worship and promise and surrender all at once.

His mouth found her throat, then her pulse, tasting her with slow insistent laps that matched the drive of his hips. He whispered her name over and over, and when she arched and cried out, he swallowed the sounds, holding her with one huge hand and bracing her body with the gentle strength of a beast that could destroy and chose, every time, only to cherish.

She dug her nails into his back, raked the barest scratch along his shoulder blades, and he growled against her skin. A hand encased her thigh, lifting it to change his angle, making her gasp. The feeling was blunted, somehow, compared to before her body overwhelmed and overfull and craving, but at the same time, sharper. A burning purpose coiled in her core, somewhere between pleasure and a deeper, more primal fulfillment.

He broke from her neck. "Luna," he said, voice hoarse, "I can feel- your body, your blood calling"

She clenched around him, testing if she could feel it too. There, in the strange harmony of their joining, was something hot and wild, like a third heartbeat.

He shuddered, the motion running all through her, and buried his face in her hair. "I need" His hips stuttered, his restraint wavered, but he never let it snap.

She turned and caught his ear in her mouth, nipped the tip, and whispered, "Don't break me, Ash. Just ruin me a little."

That did it. He laughed, breathless, a sound made of want and awe, and kissed her hard as he plunged deeper, faster, the rhythm shaking her whole body. She wrapped herself around him, letting him use her, fill her, the pleasure jagged and bright and blooming everywhere at once.

He thrust again, one last pounding, and his wings flared, sheltering her from the world, blocking out everything but them. He pulsed deep inside, the warmth flooding her, sending a shock of completion through every nerve. For a moment, the system's icons flickered in her vision, crimson gold, platinum, an endless parade of notifications she couldn't process with her eyes squeezed shut and her heart beating out of order.

After, he cradled her in his arms, stroking her hair, her cheek, the curve of her belly. They lay skin to skin, breaths tangled.

"I missed you," he repeated, voice softer now.

This time, Luna believed him, absolutely.

Her own words were lost, so she simply held him tighter, claiming him in silence, letting their mingled warmth speak for her.

Firelight painted them both in gold, and outside, the world could burn.

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