I startes moveing toward North - North East, After traveling for one and half months, I arrive at shivaliks at this moment not only I'm invisible, non hearable or touchable but I also stoped sleep in other world now I can't sleep,no hungre for food.
I did'nt stop and continue my journey but after a while weather changed and heavy rain started at that point I saw sage sitting in meditating posture and his expression is very calm even in this heavy rain, I was messmerised seeing but suddenly I remembered that the aghori can see me and talk to me so I decided to wait near sage until he open his eyes may be he can also see me and guide me more about my journey.
I sitted beside him for days, week passed and a month also pass but I don't see any movement which makes me feel bad but still I waited for another week and the sage woke from his meditation and asked me why I am sitting near him and I formally indroduced me and for his question I explained him all the scenes to him and asked for guidence.
It can be said as mirecle but he said he is on verge of his life so before going to take samadhi he accept me as his last diciple.
He started teaching me yog, sastra, astras and various things once in his life he acquired.
I daily woke up before sunrise starts my daily jobs like yog, study and practicing multiple arts and taking care of my master (guru) since he is very old I also taking care of whole shivalik hill's creature whether it's a plant, tree or animal.
My master teacher me breathing exercises , energy gatherung and using it like I can burn a candel without lighter or matches stick it's quite low power but master say you just started practicing it take decades to master and increase power and you are here for only 5 years and you learned that much it shows you are a potent student.
During these year my master told me that when I was in Maze ruin i attempted 10003 attempts to clear it but it was a wrong way because in every attempt a form of my personality and conciousness broke and seperated from me which caused me to become a spirit like being which can't be visible for everybody .
My master said me to gain your proper self you need convince, forced or kill your every other partha of consciousness so that they merge from me and I become a normal human because I am main body and the more they grow the more I fade from reality or existence so he said you need special art or martial arts to fight them or convince them, for that he checked my body by his interal chakra energy and he found the energy of the scroll once it entered in my mind.
He checked the the scroll and said this is a good and fast method to beat your other parts of consciousness but it has a drwaback which leads me to drown in my emotions and loose control over mind and body if used and it stayed for many years in my body so it tranformed my body for its fit.
The drawback of the technique is very dangerous but now I cant replace it so my master burn his thousands of years cultivation to form a technique which counters the scrolls draw back but it won't stay usefull if I volutarily loose control for power but the cultivation sacrifice of my master who is already on verge of his life sacrifice for my sake .
"My dear diciple it's time to leave this world move toward eternal peace I hope you succeed in your goal , my all blessing and best wishes are with you please seal the cave with rocks so that I can take samadhi you are my last and best diciple I ever had and never stop to practice and learn. " These are the last words of my master before leaving me, now I am completely alone first my parents died and now my beloving master is also gone I am again alone.
