My name is Alex, a 30-year-old man. I'm about 6 feet tall and a little more handsome than average, working a dead-end job. I love sucking cock, and if it's 8 or 9 inches, that's great. I've always loved cocks that I couldn't easily fit in my mouth. I loved licking them, worshipping them, and sucking them, but most of all, I loved the slapping that came from a cock.
I want nothing more than to be dominated, humiliated and abused by hot men.
There's nothing special about me except that I'm a faggot and I only like older, manly guys.
It was 12 years ago when I passed my 12th grade exams. After the exams were over, I spent most of my time sitting idle. There was still time for admission to the graduation (BHM), so I was bored at home all day.
At that time, I had no knowledge of sex.
I didn't have much to do, so if any friend came in the evening, I would go out with them for a while.
I didn't know anything at the time, except that hot guys turned me on. But I didn't know why or how this happened.
There was a brother who was 10 years older than me living in my neighborhood. Sometimes, if my friends did not come, I used to go to him and chat. His name was Krish, and he was quite smart and handsome. He was about 6 feet 3 inches tall, fair complexioned, with black hair and a muscular body.
He was only here for a few days, but he actually lived in Bangalore. He had come home because the college was on vacation.
He wasn't a student, but a teacher, who was the athletic coach there.
I had seen him naked many times, just in her underwear. Whenever I saw him like that, I would involuntarily become aroused and attracted to him.
Whenever I went to his house, he would get me chocolates, candies or lollipops from the market.
In a very short time, he became my best friend. We would sit and talk for hours, and sometimes I would even stay with him overnight.
Whenever I stayed at his place, he would always say, "One day I will make you suck a very big lollipop."
And I would agree with him, and I would pester him with questions about that lollipop.
"Brother, when will you get me that big lollipop? Is it really that big?
Well, tell me how big it is."
Since at that time I had no knowledge about which lollipop he was talking about, I always kept asking him about it.
And most of the time, he would ignore what I was saying. Sometimes, he would try to distract me by tickling me or hugging me from behind.
One day, our neighbor, brother Randy, was getting married.
Both of our families had frequent interactions with brother Randy , so we all went to the wedding.
I had finished eating at the wedding. It was 10:30 pm, and I was feeling very sleepy.
I told my family, "I'm feeling very sleepy, and I need to go home."
At first, my father refused to let me go, but after my repeated insistence, he finally agreed to let me go home. Then brother Randy's father stopped us and wouldn't let us go.
"Hey brother, where are you going with the child at this time of night? Let Alex sleep in the guesthouse room."
But I refused to sleep in the guesthouse and said I wanted to go home because I didn't feel comfortable there and there was no one my age to spend time with.
Just then brother Krish came from the front and asked, "Uncle, what happened? Is there any problem?"
Then father told him everything.
Hearing this, brother Krish started thinking about something else. He said to Papa,
"By the way, I've already eaten dinner and was heading home to sleep.
If you're okay with it, I'll take him home... he'll sleep there."
Dad immediately agreed, and I did too. I already liked brother Krish. And when I'm with him, I get lots of chocolates and toffees.
After a while, we both left in the car. On the way, as usual, he gave me chocolates, candy, and lollipops and said:
"You always asked me about the big lollipop, right? Come on, today I'll give you the big one too."
I said happily and asked with surprise, "Really...
But why today? Every time you fool me, saying, 'If not today, then tomorrow, if not tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow.'
So you won't do that today either, will you?"
He said, "Yes, today I brought something special for you, my love. So today I'll definitely make you suck that lollypop."
"Did you really bring him?" I said happily.
I couldn't understand why my brother called me "my love" or where that big lollipop was. But I didn't think much about it.
We were home by then, and Krish brother had changed into a night suit. I didn't have one at the time. So brother told me to sleep in my underwear.
On this I smiled and said – "I feel shy… I sleep like this."
Then brother said, "Why should we be shy? We're both boys. And why should boys be shy?"
I said- No, I will sleep like this.
He said- okay
Then he played a video on his phone and sat on the bed while watching it. In that video it was being said that no one should sleep at night in uncomfortable or tight clothes as this does not allow the body to get proper rest.
When I heard this, I looked at Bhaiya for a moment and then looked at myself, after some deep thinking, I finally decided that I would sleep without clothes.
Then I looked at my brother, who was sitting on the bed. A little shyly, I asked him,
"Is what he is saying in the video true?"
He nodded in agreement to what I said.
Then I told her, "I'm ready to take off my clothes and go to sleep." I was very hesitant to say these words.
He looked at me, smiled and then said – okay.
It was already 11:00 pm. He turned off the lights.
We were the only two at home... everyone else was at the wedding.
So we both were talking and during the conversation brother Krish asked to me - "Promise me, whatever happens between us... you will not tell it to anyone."
So I also promised him– "I will never tell anyone anything that happened between us."
We were lying together, and brother kept kissing me. Brother always kissed me... so I had no idea what was about to happen.
I said- Brother, I am not able to sleep now.
Brother said, "What, can't you sleep?"
Now you have to suck the big lollipop, that's why you can't sleep.
You'll get a good night's sleep after sucking my lollipop, but you'll have to stay up late tonight.
I said – Brother, is there such a lollipop… after sucking which one gets a good sleep!
Brother said – Yes, this big lollipop is such that if you suck it, you will get a very good sleep.
Then I said – then brother, please give me the lollipop quickly.
Brother told me – You will have to take the lollipop in your mouth and move it back and forth and keep doing it until milk comes out of it.
I asked in surprise – "Does milk also come out of this lollipop?"
While kissing me he said – "Yes, milk comes out of it and you will have to drink that milk only then this lolly pop will work properly and you will be able to sleep."
I nodded in surprise at his words.
Seeing me agreeing to his words, he started caressing my head lovingly.
I was enjoying his caresses deeply.
And I wanted more of it. Slowly, I was beginning to moan, which was only making him more and more aroused.
He said to me again – "you promise that all these things that are happening between us, Don't tell anyone about it or I'll never speak to you again, and I'll never let you suck a big lollypop."
I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, but from what he was saying, it seemed he was serious this time.
I said- Ok brother, I promise I will not tell anyone.
Hearing my yes, he jumped with joy and kissed me on the lips. Then he caressed my hair and said-
"You just have to suck this lollipop... do not eat it or bite it with your teeth, after sucking it milk will come out of it automatically. You have to drink all that milk, so that you can sleep well, okay."
I said, "Okay, brother... turn on the light now. I want to see this lollipop too."
He said, "You must only suck this lollipop in the dark. Because it spoils in the light, you must suck it in the dark."
To which I shook my head unhappily.
Now my brother stood up from the bed and started bringing me a lollipop.
After a while, my brother returned to the bed. He asked me to sit on the bed.
Following his instructions, I sat down, and Bhaiya stood up. He tied a blindfold over my eyes.
I said- Brother, why are you blindfolding me?
"That's the secret of that lollipop," said my brother. "Just hold it in your hand and suck it; it will feel very soft."
I felt a little awkward, but then I agreed. I trusted him, so I didn't think much about it.
And I agreed.
After closing my eyes, brother held both my hands and placed the lollipop in my hands.
When I held that lollipop, it felt very soft from outside but was strangely hard when pressed. As soon as I held it, I felt something wet.
I asked him, "This one looks really wet. Is this lollypop wet?"
My brother had applied something sticky to his lollipop. It was probably chocolate or some other sweet substance, so that I could enjoy its taste.
Brother said in a seductive voice – Yes my darling, this is the big lollipop, which you have to take in your mouth and suck by moving it back and forth.
I touched the larger lollipop with my tongue and said, "Brother, this is too big... it won't fit in my mouth. But it tastes very sweet. It tastes exactly like chocolate."
Bhaiya had coated his lollipop with liquid chocolate so that I wouldn't suspect what was actually happening to me.
Brother said, "Yes, take it in your mouth slowly. It will go in completely... you just start."
I said- Ok brother.
At that moment, I had no idea what was happening. My brother's lollipop was too thick and large to fit into my mouth. I tried very hard, but it wouldn't go in.
I told my brother – "this is very big and is not going into my mouth."
Seeing my failed attempt, brother grabbed my head and said, "Now you suck. I will stop your head from going back and will push it forward so that you can suck comfortably."
Then what, brother caught my head by the hair and gave it a jerk so hard that the front part of the lollipop went into my mouth.
This incident happened very unexpectedly and suddenly due to which my mouth started paining.
On this I quickly separated myself from him and told brother – "my mouth is paining."
My brother told me, "Nothing will happen... When the milky cream comes out of it, everything will be fine.
You'll just have to endure a little pain for that.
And don't worry Alex, just apply a little force after that, you'll soon get used to it."
Saying this, he again grabbed my head by the hair and put his lollipop in my mouth. I was in a lot of pain, but in a strange way, it also felt good.
Understanding my dilemma, I started sucking on the lollipop again. Just then, Bhaiya jerked it again, sending the front of the lollipop into my mouth.
This again caused me severe pain but this time he did not leave me and stood in the same position without moving. Then slowly as my pain subsided, he asked to me-
"Are you feeling any pain now? I hope you'll be able to move it back and forth and suck it yourself, right?"
When brother asked me to suck his lollipop myself, at that time the length of his lollipop was about 8 to 9 inches and the thickness was almost 4 inches.
By now the pain had reduced considerably, so I also agreed to suck it.
Now I was sucking brother's lollipop by moving it back and forth... but that big lollipop was not able to go inside my mouth properly.
So brother held my head and shook it hard, due to which about 2 inches of lollipop entered my mouth.
Brother was moving the lollipop back and forth in my mouth very vigorously and I was crying because my mouth was hurting. But he did not pay attention... he kept pushing harder and harder.
Then for about 15 minutes, brother pushed the lollipop hard on me and made me suck it more deep. Within a short time, he poured all the milk from the lollipop into my mouth so that it would not come out of my mouth.
As soon as he milked me, he held my mouth upwards so that not even a single drop of it fell down, due to which I had to drink all the milk from the lollipop.
In about 5 minutes he expressed milk three times and I drank the entire milk all three times without spilling a single drop.
After milking, he was breathing deeply in a strange way. His breathing sounded very ragged. We sat there motionless for a while. He still hadn't taken his lollipop out of my mouth.
He took a deep breath for a while, then took out his lollipop and asked me, "Alex, tell me, how did you feel now...? Well, tell me did you like it?"
Tears were constantly flowing from my eyes, and I didn't respond. They offered me chocolate, try to calm me down.
I said crying, "I don't want to suck this lollipop anymore, I will never take it in my mouth again. Even though I was saying this in pain..., but to be honest... this pain was also making me feel a strange sense of relief.
Seeing my crying face, brother first smiled and then wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Hey love, why are you crying? This was your first time, that's why you felt so much pain. It won't happen like this every time.
Now tell me how you liked the taste. Did you enjoy it or not?"
"I don't know," I said.
The milk from the lollipop went down through my throat as soon as it came out, so I couldn't taste it.
Brother replied, "It's okay love, next time I'll let you taste it better. And next time you won't feel any pain... I promise"
"If you want, I can make you to test it again right now."
I hesitated when I heard him, but the pain was so intense that I couldn't muster the courage. And I refused. After that he removed the blindfold from my eyes and told me to go to sleep.
"Okay then, go to sleep now, now you'll sleep well."
With that, he picked me up in his arms. I felt a little uncomfortable with his action, but I didn't stop him. I could feel that he wasn't wearing any clothes either. He had already taken off the night suit he was wearing. He laid me down on the bed and then lay down himself. After that, he pulled me close and hugged me. And he said that if I am feeling scared then I should sleep clinging to him.
I obeyed and fell asleep clinging to him. His chest pressed against mine, and her breath was hot and strong, and I could feel it on my head. The warmth of this body and breath was giving me a strange sense of comfort. I didn't even realize when I fell asleep in this bliss.
When I woke up the next morning, I felt something heavy in my right hand. When I looked in the dim light, I found him without clothes, he was in underwear and my hand was inside his underwear. At this moment, his large, thick cock was clutched in my fist, and I could clearly feel its throbbing in my hand.
The fluttering veins of his erect cock... creating a strange restlessness in my hands.
I froze... feeling the intensity of his cock. And also feeling his dick length and thickness... now I just wanted to see his cock with my own eyes once. But I was also afraid that my brother might wake up. Thinking about this, I hesitated. Suddenly, he turned over and lay down flat. For a moment, I was startled, and in embarrassment, I immediately removed my hand from his underwear and turned away. I felt very embarrassed, and strange thoughts kept coming to my mind. This was the first time I had knowingly held someone's cock in my hand.
Now brother was lying straight and his penis was bulging out of his underwear. He still hadn't woken up, so I finally mustered up the courage and slowly pulled down his underwear, just enough to free his penis from its cage.
As soon as his penis was freed from the grip of his underwear, it immediately stood erect. For a moment, I forgot everything and was completely lost in it. I was'nt aware of my situation until brother made some movement.
His slight movement made my heart race. I immediately pulled up his underwear in fear. But it happened so quickly that his dick didn't even enter his underwear properly. It was still peeking out from under the elastic.
Due to my hurry, brother's sleep was also disturbed and now even if I wanted, I could not fix his cock. Now I was afraid that seeing his cock outside, he might suspect that I had taken his cock out.
Just then, brother woke up from the commotion and yawned, "Hey Alex, you're up, that too so early."
I did not reply to him and kept avoiding his gaze, fearing that he might find out that I was holding his penis and had taken it out without asking him.
My brother had also woken up, and I couldn't do anything even if I wanted to. The warmth of his dick was still in my hands, and for some reason, it was attracting me.
By now, the room had become even brighter. As bro got up from the bed, my gaze fell on his muscular body and then stopped at an unexpected place. I looked at the area in amazement. His hard cock was still peeking out from under the elastic.
My heart ached again as I saw him. His dick barely fit inside his underwear. Looking at the commotion inside, it seemed as if his weapon would tear its sheath and come out any moment.
By now brother had also noticed my gaze. But he did not say anything to me...while caressing his penis he went outside from the room... smiling..., maybe he wanted to show it to me and wanted to arouse attraction towards his dick in me, don't know. But perhaps he was completely succeeded in this.
Continue in the next chapter...