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Chapter 3 - Chapter 3 – Ash and Edge

The yard slept until Kaelen woke it.

Dew filmed the training sand in a thin, gray sheen that caught the first ghost of light before sunrise. The torches had guttered down to stubs, their smoke curling low and lazy, smelling of burnt pitch. Beyond the high walls, Dawnhold began its small morning rituals 'the rattle of a well chain, a baker's bell, a dog barking at a shuttered door.

Barefoot and raw-palmed, Kaelen stepped to the center of the ring.

He held two practice swords. They were shorter than the court's greatswords, their balance sitting heavy near the guard. To a knight, they looked like broken tools. To Kaelen, they felt like a secret.

He set his feet. Right hand speaks. Left hand listens.

Slash. Guard. Step. Pivot.

The wooden edges scraped the air. His off-hand followed his lead, but the rhythm was jagged. He was trying to force the water to flow uphill.

"Again," he whispered.

Right to catch. Left to cut. Cross. Slip. Turn.

He pushed faster. He tried to mimic the speed of the masters he had read about, the ones who moved like wind. But his mind raced ahead of his feet. His ankles tangled. The wooden blade clipped his shin, and he stumbled, dropping the left sword into the damp sand.

He hissed through his teeth, snatching the weapon up. The wet leather grip slicked his palm.

Stop trying to be fast, he told himself. Be empty.

He shortened his arcs. He let the Ash hand (the left) drift wide, offering a lie, while the Edge hand (the right) hid close to his ribs, holding the truth.

One 'two 'turn.

By the tenth exchange, something moved beneath the clatter. A pulse under the noise. For a breath, both blades traveled not as rivals, but as halves of one intent. The count felt clean in his ankles, certainty passing up into his hands.

He stayed there a moment, chest heaving, forehead lowered. He had found it. A tiny, fleeting thing. Not Alaric's thunder. Kaelen's quiet.

He rose, sweat running a cold path down his spine. His arms were hot with effort, but the heaviness felt earned.

"Again."

The sun's first edge spilled over the sea wall and slid fire onto the sand. It took his shadow and stretched it long. One blade sought; the other guarded. Not partners yet. Possibilities.

No court watched here. No whispers measured him against his brother's brightness. The yard gave him only the scrape of wood, the burn of air in his lungs, and the steady, unforgiving hush of dawn.

He worked the sequence until his shoulders screamed. When the left dragged late, he spoke to it under his breath '"With me" 'and tried again. When the right got hungry and rushed the kill, he checked it with a turn of the wrist.

"Feet first," he heard in memory, Deyric's voice like gravel in a churn. "Ground makes rhythm."

He let that thought carry him through another set. Right blade lied high; left skimmed the post; step across, hips through, blades changing places in a crossing arc that almost felt natural. He caught himself smiling 'quick, surprised 'and smothered it before it could loosen his hold.

He tried to repeat the pass. The timing slipped. The grace shattered. Frustration flashed 'hot and quick 'as he rapped the flat of the blade into the sand and tasted grit at the back of his teeth.

"Again," he said. Lower now. Not a plea. A promise.

He widened his stance the smallest measure. He listened for breath over thought. The next pass ran cleaner. Not beautiful. Honest.

A gull wheeled over the outer wall, crying like a torn seam. Light lifted another finger's width over Dawnhold. He rolled his shoulders, feeling the ache settle into a place he could carry.

He imagined an opponent 'lean and quick, fond of feints. He let the Ash hand drift, opening a door to his own ribs. Come in, the stance said. Strike me.

And when the imaginary blade fell, Kaelen slipped inside the arc, the Edge hand snapping forward to where a throat would be.

"You'll never be Alaric," an echo said 'King Aldrick's iron voice in memory, not unkind, just final. "Be Kaelen."

"I am," he told the air, the sand, his sore hands. "I will be."

Kaelen had thought the yard his alone. He was wrong.

A shadow separated from the colonnade as the scrape of wood settled. Armsmaster Deyric stood with his cloak loose and his arms folded, possesing the kind of stillness that made silence obey.

Kaelen straightened, both blades lowering. "Master '"

"Again," Deyric said.

It wasn't encouragement. It was weather.

Kaelen set his stance. Ash lied high, Edge meant low. Cross, slip 'his hilts kissed hard; the sequence collapsed into a clatter.

"Stop."

The single word cut cleaner than a blade. Deyric came forward, boots whispering in the sand, eyes mapping Kaelen from heel to crown the way a surveyor reads uneven ground.

"Two blades are not twice the sword," he said. "They are twice the argument." He tapped Kaelen's left wrist with a scarred knuckle, nudging it up a finger's breadth. "Your Ash hand leads late. You are offering a lie after they have already seen the truth."

Kaelen shifted. "Like this?"

"Closer." Deyric pinched Kaelen's elbow in. "Narrow the gate. You're offering your ribs a home for steel. The bait must look like a mistake, not a gift. Again."

Kaelen moved. Right showed. Left cut. The timing improved, then frayed.

Deyric's mouth twitched 'his version of patience thinning. He toed Kaelen's rear foot an inch. "Your step is greedy. Three grains narrower. Let your hips turn the blades. Hands follow feet, or you'll drown in your own cleverness."

Kaelen flushed, caught between shame and the relief of being seen. "I'll make them obey."

"Will you?" Deyric's gaze held, flat as an anvil. "A longsword teaches measure. A greatsword teaches will. Daggers teach silence. But this?" He gestured to the twin blades. "The Weaving teaches nothing anyone bothers to write down in this kingdom."

He tilted his head. "If you insist on walking the Divided Way, you'll write the book yourself 'with bruises for ink."

"I'll be first to read it," Kaelen said before sense could rein him.

Deyric's eyes narrowed, not displeased. A breath of a smile ghosted and was gone. "Feet first," he said. "Always. Ground makes rhythm, rhythm makes hands, hands make war."

Kaelen nodded, his pulse loud in his ears. He reset 'heels quiet, weight alive. The next pass ran cleaner. Not pretty, not yet, but the flow was there.

"Again," Deyric said, softer now, which for him passed as high praise.

Kaelen worked the count. When his right hand grew hungry and rushed the cut, Deyric rapped his knuckles with a cane he seemed to conjure from cloak-shadow. "Don't chase openings. Build them."

"When my off-hand crowds?" Kaelen asked, breath tight.

"Let the Ash speak first. Let the Edge end the sentence." Deyric adjusted Kaelen's grip half a thumb toward the guard. "Shorter arcs. Keep the points between you and the world."

They ran the sequence until sweat ran freely and Kaelen's forearms burned. Each correction came in millimeters and verbs: tighten, quiet, lead, trust. When Kaelen tangled, Deyric stilled him with two fingers on a shoulder, turning him as if aligning a compass.

"Your eyes are ahead of your hands," the Armsmaster said at last. "Good. Make your feet live between them. Insight without ground is just wind."

Kaelen swallowed air that tasted of oil and morning. "Yes, Master."

A herald's call split the yard, jarring and bright. "Prince Kaelen! By order of the Crown 'summoned to the Great Hall!"

Kaelen's grip tightened around both hilts. Leaving them felt wrong, as if he were stepping away from a door just beginning to open.

Deyric saw it. He rolled his cane across his palm, once. "Go. The court will try to teach you your measure." A pause, dry as sand. "It is a cruel instructor. Don't learn the wrong lesson."

"What is the right one?"

"That your ground is yours," Deyric said. "Claim it with your feet before you ask your hands to hold it."

Kaelen sheathed the wooden swords onto the rack and dipped his head. "I'll return before noon."

"You'll return when you're done being paraded," Deyric said. "And we'll make the parade regret the time it stole."

Kaelen couldn't help the line that touched his mouth. He turned toward the archway. As he went, his feet still kept the count the Armsmaster had named 'light, sharp, unbroken 'as if some quiet drum under the stone had learned his measure and would not forget it.

....

The Great Hall burned with light and appetite.

Chandeliers spilled fire across long boards; silver and gold threw back the glare until even the bread looked rich. Lutes and pipes ran quick, bright tunes that made the conversation move faster. Spiced wine rode the air, heavy with roasted meat and orange peel.

At the high table, King Aldrick sat crowned and still, silence heavy as stone. At his right, Alaric gleamed in silk and laurel 'ease made flesh. Nobles clustered near him, their laughter finding him like birds finding a warm wall.

"Six passes!" boomed a Caelis lord, goblet high. "The guard undone clean. Measure perfect."

"Like the King in his first tourney," another said, and the compliment rippled, familiar as a tide.

Alaric dipped his head with practiced humility; the curl of his mouth took the praise and made it truth.

Further down, Kaelen sat in the half-shadow below a sconce, wine catching lamplight like blood when he tilted it. He did not drink. The space around him was empty, a moat dug by preference and rumor.

The court spoke in smiles.

"Reads the floor before he cuts," said a Veythar baron, idly turning his cup. "Useful in councils. But the stands prefer a finish."

"A prince should leave a mark," a Thorne captain drawled, teeth flashing. "Sand remembers certainty, not studies."

A lady of Caelis fanned herself with the ease of discipline made habit. "Form is admirable. Form that ends is revered."

Someone near the dais let the word loose, low at first, almost affectionate.

"Adequate."

It traveled the hall like a rumor that liked its own taste.

"Adequate."

"The Adequate Prince."

Laughter followed 'not cruel, but polished. The sort that didn't stain gloves but rotted the air.

Kaelen's jaw set. He watched the wine tremble to his pulse. He did not look toward Alaric. He did not look away either.

From the Thorne benches, a cadet leaned back with teasing bravado. "If the younger prince brings two forks to supper, perhaps the roast will fear him more than the sand does."

More laughter. It slid over him like rain over the stone he was learning to be.

He glanced, once, at his mother. Elyndra's smile held its courtly shape, but her knuckles had gone white on the stem of her cup. When her eyes found his, she dipped her head a fraction 'steady 'and the knot under his ribs eased a breath.

Aldrick did not move. His gaze held forward, iron unbending. Around him, nobles shifted to catch Alaric's light. One or two cut eyes toward Kaelen and looked away, as if surprised he did not flinch.

Kaelen lifted his goblet to his mouth at last and let the wine wash his tongue. It was bitter. So was silence. He chose both.

When the feast broke into the rustle of silk and scraped benches, Elyndra's hand brushed his sleeve as she stood, the touch light as instruction.

"Come to me later," she said, voice sotto behind the din.

Kaelen set his goblet down without sound. "Yes, Mother."

He rose into the stream of courtiers shifting toward doors and music rooms and softer lights. Their compliments pooled around Alaric again, easy and admiring. Kaelen took the long way out, where the banners stirred in the draft and the stone remembered every foot that had ever crossed it.

He walked as if the hall had not named him. He walked as if the sand would.

The laughter of the hall clung to him like smoke. Kaelen took the long gallery where the torches burned low and the banners breathed in the draft. The stone cooled the heat in his face by degrees.

Guards at the Queen's door straightened and stepped aside. Inside, lamplight gentled the edges of the room 'pale silk on the walls, a low fire whispering, a bowl of oranges bright as small suns.

Elyndra stood by the window with her hair unbound, the night making a mirror of the glass. She did not greet him with court words. She opened her arms.

He went without thinking. The tight place under his ribs loosened when she pressed his head to her shoulder. For a few breaths, he was only her son and not a measure set beside another.

"They called me 'Adequate,'" he said into the fabric. The word tasted like iron.

Her arms tightened, then eased so she could see him. "Do you believe them?"

"No." Too quick. His throat worked. "I… don't want to."

"Good." Her mouth almost found a smile. "Then we will file the word down until it has no edge."

He huffed something between a laugh and a breath. "They said it before Father."

"Of course they did." Elyndra brushed damp hair off his brow with healer's hands. "The court is an echo chamber; it loves the sound of itself. When it is unsure what to praise, it chooses the loudest light."

"Alaric," he said quietly.

"Alaric," she agreed, without censure. "He shines. You map." She let the sentence sit. "Both are useful. One will blind our enemies. The other will lead us where we mean to go."

Kaelen's gaze dropped to his hands, the raw places hidden beneath neat wrappings. "They want signatures. I have… steps."

"Then make steps the thing they fear," she said. "Make every footfall a promise. Make your timing the signature." She turned to the sideboard, poured water, not wine, and pressed the cup into his hand. "Drink that. You have more mornings than feasts to win."

He drank. The cool cut the bitter.

"What if they never see it?" he asked, softer than the hearth.

"Then make them." The warmth in her voice sharpened, steel under linen. "Let them laugh now 'laughter is cheap. Set your own cost. Show them that thought in your hand does not dull the blade; it keeps it where it must be."

She took his hands, turned them palms up, and studied the wrappings with a clinician's focus. "How bad?"

"Useable," he said, and winced when she pressed.

She fetched a small jar, working balm into the edges with careful thumbs. "When your left crowds your right, let it speak first," she said, as if discussing tea. "You were always a child who wanted to answer too quickly."

He blinked. "You've been watching the yard."

"I am Queen," Elyndra said, tone dry as parchment. "My kingdom includes stubborn sons."

He smiled despite himself.

"There," she said, tying the cloth with a neat tug. "Better."

He flexed. The sting dulled to a respectable ache.

"Now," she said, lifting his chin with a finger so his eyes met hers. "Walk out of this room as if no one in Dawnhold has the right to name you. Earn your names in sand, not in wine."

"Yes, Mother."

"Good. And Kael '" She leaned forward, rested her brow against his for a heartbeat. "When you are tired of carrying other people's voices, put them down. Pick up your blades. They are quieter."

He nodded, something fierce and clean lighting behind his ribs. "I will."

Elyndra stepped back, and the room's gentleness returned as if released. "Go, then. Before I keep you and teach you courtiers' smiles."

"I'd fail that lesson," he said.

"Spectacularly," she agreed, pleased.

He turned for the door, her warmth a coal he could carry.

The latch clicked soft as breath behind him. The gallery waited 'cool stone, low flame, the long hush between one choice and the next.

Clap.

A slow, deliberate sound uncoiled from the shadow between pillars.

Kaelen stopped. The ember inside him held. He did not turn yet.

Another clap, amused, patient.

He turned. Alaric stepped into the light, hair gilded by the sconce, smile already sharpened.

"Well," he said, voice smooth as polished steel. "You look lighter than when you fled the feast. Mother is a fine balm."

"Better balm than wine," Kaelen said, keeping his tone level.

Alaric's smile sharpened a degree. He began to circle, not close enough to crowd, but close enough to claim the space. "Wine is for men who have already earned their stories. You are still… drafting yours."

"I'm writing it," Kaelen said.

"With two quills?" Alaric cocked an eyebrow toward Kaelen's hands, where the fresh wrappings showed beneath his sleeves. "I heard the yard complains of splinters."

"It complains less than the court," Kaelen said. "And it listens more."

"A court listens to certainty," Alaric replied. "The sand listens to anyone who bleeds on it long enough." He tilted his head, as if considering a specimen. "You surprise them sometimes. The way you see. I'll grant that."

Kaelen blinked. Praise? Not quite 'measured, edged, a weapon offered hilt-first.

"But sight without finish is smoke," Alaric added softly, the knife sliding in after. "You felt it tonight. They like you well enough. But they remember me."

The word from the feast moved between them without being spoken. Adequate. Kaelen let it pass.

"I'm not you," he said.

Alaric's eyes warmed; it looked like affection until you touched it. "No. And there's use in that 'Father says as much when he's in his… generous moods." A beat. "But use and heir are not the same."

Kaelen's jaw worked once, then eased. "I don't want what is yours."

"That's sensible," Alaric said, amused. "Wanting is where wars begin."

He stopped his circle at Kaelen's shoulder, close enough that the heat of him touched the air. "They started a little game tonight," he murmured. "Have you heard it yet?" He didn't wait. "Prince Adequate." The name came out smooth, gilded with delight in its neatness. "It fits poorly. You should grow faster."

Kaelen held his brother's gaze. "I am growing," he said. "Just not toward your shadow."

Alaric's lashes lowered 'a flicker, gone. "Grow wherever you like. Just understand: Father watches the horizon, not the underbrush. Make your mark tall."

"I will," Kaelen said. "In my way."

"Do hurry," Alaric said, stepping past with a silk-soft tread. His shoulder brushed Kaelen's, a touch that felt both brotherly and dismissive. "The realm is patient with princes only until a war reminds it what impatience is."

He was nearly beyond the next pillar when he spoke again, not turning. "Oh 'and when you bring your two forks to supper, try not to drop either. The roast is unforgiving."

Kaelen let the quip strike and fall. He didn't chase it. The ember in his chest held steady, fed by his mother's counsel, hardened by Deyric's words, cooled by the stone.

When Alaric's steps faded into the bend of the hall, Kaelen looked toward the arch that led down to the open air.

The yard waited where voices thinned and wood spoke plain.

He turned that way.

The stair down to the courtyards held the night like cool water in a bowl. Kaelen took it two at a time, Alaric's last quip sloughing off behind him. Stone gave to sand, and the yard opened 'posts, racks, moonlight laid thin and silver across everything.

No herald. No audience. Just breath, and the old smell of oil and wood.

He crossed to the rack and took the pair of short practice falchions. The grips knew his palms now. The weight sat honest near the guard, asking for feet more than shoulders.

He set in the center. The first pass was all edges and argument 'left crowding right, right rushing to be clever. The blades kissed and clacked, ugly as jeering.

He stopped. Let the quiet pool. Deyric's voice arrived without the man: Feet first. Ground makes rhythm.

Kaelen widened his stance a thumb's breadth, brought his rear foot under him, softened his knees. Breath in fours. He let the Ash speak first, a small lie high. The Edge answered low. Cross 'slip 'turn.

The cadence caught. Then slipped. He stumbled, recovered, and the old burn of embarrassment threatened. He refused it.

"Again."

He worked smaller. Shorter arcs. Hands inside the width of his shoulders; points living between him and the world. When the Edge got hungry, he checked it. When the Ash dragged late, he spoke to it.

The yard replied with the clean report of wood on wood. Moonlight made pale smoke of his breath. Sweat began its slow track down his spine.

He closed his eyes. Don't look at the blade. Feel the space.

He imagined an opponent 'lean wrists, quick feints, feet that loved center. He fed that fighter a Baited Void 'a purposeful hole in his defense near the ribs. He felt the imaginary blade strike for the gap.

Kaelen collapsed the distance, spinning inside the guard, his Edge snapping to the neck.

Adequate drifted across his thoughts like an old splinter working free. It made no difference to his feet.

He moved faster. Not headlong 'purposeful. The twin arcs began to cross without clatter. The noise in his hands quieted. The ground kept time for him. His blades stopped feeling borrowed and started feeling like longer words for what his body already knew.

He missed. Reset. Missed again. Reset. The next sequence landed clean enough to sound like a struck bell.

He paused, air sawing, chest open to the night. The city hummed far away; the crickets fell silent and started again. He could have stopped there. He didn't.

"Again."

He took the sequence apart and put it back together until his forearms shook. The moon rode higher. The posts wore fresh scars where his rhythm had found them. When he finally let the points drop, his hands trembled with effort, not doubt.

For the first time, the blades in his grip felt like he could stand.

He looked at the dark beyond the wall, then at the battered post, then at his own footprints mapping the sand 'the path he'd cut and recut until it belonged to him.

"I am not you," he told the absent hall, the absent voices. "I am me."

Moonlight laid the yard in silver lines 'posts and racks drawn with a careful hand. Kaelen moved inside them, twin blades tracing arcs that were no longer arguments. Sweat fell from his jaw to the sand in steady marks.

He didn't know he was watched.

High in the colonnade, where shadow ate torchlight, King Aldrick stood without herald or guard. His hands were empty now, but they kept the memory of a hilt in their set. He watched the boy below as a man reads weather: for trend, not spectacle.

Kaelen missed a beat, reset, found it again. The change lived in his feet 'the narrow gate corrected, the rear step less greedy, the hips turning the hands instead of chasing them.

Aldrick's eyes narrowed. He recognized the pattern. The Eastern flow. He had seen it twenty years ago in the mud of Oakhaven, used by mighty men to gut knights in armor. It was fast, precise without lines and geometry. A killer's style.

But the boy wasn't fighting dirty. He was fighting fluidly.

Below, the blades crossed, parted, crossed again without clatter. Kaelen's shoulders shook, but the sequence did not. He stopped only long enough to breathe, to tighten a wrap with his teeth, to set again.

Aldrick saw the trap. Kaelen dipped his left shoulder 'a fatal error for a longsword fighter, exposing the heart. But as the imaginary enemy struck, Kaelen vanished from the spot, spinning to the flank.

A Baited Void.

The King's jaw eased by a measure only a wife would note. Pride was not the word 'too soft, too quick. Recognition fit better. The first true weight of it.

He turned into the dark without sound, cloak whispering against stone.

There would be words, later, when they could carry iron.

For now, silence was the praise he allowed.

Aldrick entered his chambers without ceremony. The crown was gone; the mantle lay folded on a chest; only the man remained, shoulders squared as if steel were a habit the body refused to unlearn.

Elyndra waited by the hearth, pale silver pooling at her feet, firelight threading gold through her hair. She did not rise. She did not need to.

"You watched him," she said.

Aldrick paused in the act of unbuckling his swordbelt. "I did."

"And?" Her tone was linen; her eyes were wire.

Silence took a measure of the room, filled with the soft labor of the fire. "He bleeds for it," Aldrick said at last. "Not like Alaric. The eldest never needed to. Kaelen breaks against steel and rises sharper."

Elyndra's fingers tightened on the chair's carved arm. "They mocked him. You heard it. Prince Adequate."

"Let them." He set the belt aside with care. "If he cannot carry the laughter of courtiers, he will not carry the malice of enemies. Mockery is a forge. It tempers or it breaks."

"There is more to kingship than surviving cruelty," she said. "If the court salutes only light, it will miss the map that keeps it alive."

Aldrick's gaze went to the fire, eyes narrowing. "A king stands when others sway. Endurance builds the bone."

"And mercy shapes the hand that holds the realm," Elyndra answered, rising now. "If you let the court file his heart down to a point, you'll have another Alaric. Two of the same blade are easy to shatter."

He looked at her fully. The iron in his face did not soften, but it listened. "Mercy without edge is sentiment."

"Edge without mercy corrodes," she returned, steady. "You want him hard enough to rule. I want him whole enough to last."

The fire snapped; a spark climbed and died.

Aldrick's jaw worked once. "He is not ready."

"No," she agreed. "Readiness comes to boys who believe they are seen. Speak to him sometimes with more than silence."

A breath ran through Aldrick's chest. He did not sigh. He measured. "I will not praise what is not yet true."

"Then name what is," Elyndra said. "He reads the field. He learns the ground. He returns to it even when the hall steals his breath. Tell him that much, and let Deyric build the rest."

Aldrick's mouth bent 'something colder than a smile, closer to assent. "He is learning the Divided Way. The Weaving. It is a dangerous path for a prince."

"Does he do it well?"

"He does it… with intent," Aldrick admitted. "If the Armsmaster tolerates his experiment, I will not forbid it."

"Good." Elyndra's shoulders eased a fraction. "Let the court laugh at forks. Let the yard teach them fear."

Aldrick glanced toward the shuttered windows, as if the night beyond held a map only he could see. "He will need a proving. Not pageantry. Work."

"Choose the proving wisely," she said. "Make it a road, not a cliff."

He considered. "A drill at first light. Closed yard. Deyric sets it. If the boy keeps his feet, he keeps the form."

"And if he fails?" Elyndra asked.

"He learns where it breaks," Aldrick said. "Then he fixes it or throws it away."

She stepped to him, close enough that the fire made one pool of their shadows. "Do not make silence the only answer he ever gets from his father."

Aldrick's hands 'scarred, empty 'flexed once at his sides. "He will have what he earns."

"And a word when it counts," she said, not pleading.

He held her gaze. The iron did not melt. It shifted. "When it counts."

Elyndra inclined her head; the strategist had her concession. "Then sleep, if you remember how."

"I remember little else," he said, almost dry.

She turned back to the hearth. He moved to the inner door.

At the threshold he stopped. "He kept the points between him and the world," Aldrick said without turning. "Tonight. And he watched the space, not the blade."

Elyndra's mouth softened. "Then you did see him."

Aldrick left on quiet boots, the chamber taking him back into its old, disciplined silence. The fire worked. The crown waited elsewhere.

First light would come, and with it, the Proving.

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