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Chapter 45 - I Ruined You

The permanence hit Ling like a spark, surprise widening her eyes before it melted into possessive delight.

Rhea noticed the stare and panicked, her hand flying to cover the spot, fingers splaying over the still-tender skin. "Don't—it's nothing. Just... forget it." Her voice cracked, blush intensifying as she tried to curl away, but Ling was faster, gently prying her hand aside.

"I see it," Ling breathed, awe threading her tone. She leaned down without hesitation, lips pressing a soft kiss to the tattoo warm and reverent, tongue flicking out to trace the letters.

The contact sent a shiver up Rhea's side, her attempt to hide dissolving into a gasp. Ling lifted her head only to capture Rhea's mouth in a harder kiss, deep and claiming, tongues tangling as she murmured against her lips, "My future wifey... already claiming her territory. You inked my name on your skin? For real?"

Rhea broke the kiss with a laugh, bright and genuine, the sound bubbling up through her embarrassment. She cupped Ling's face, eyes shining with a mix of nerves and joy.

"Yeah... I did. Traced it from that night you drew it with the pen, joking around. Thought it'd be... permanent, like us. I'm yours, my body, my heart, my soul, everything."

Her words tumbled out sincerely, the blush lingering but softened by the admission, her free hand resting over Ling's on the tattoo.

Ling's expression darkened with fierce possession, her kiss returning softer now but no less intense, nipping at Rhea's lower lip.

"I won't let anyone have this never. You're mine, marked and all. No one touches what's branded with my name."

She traced the tattoo again with her thumb, the touch electric, pulling Rhea back into the cuddle bodies flush, the air thick with their shared promise, Ling's teasing flirtation giving way to a deeper, unyielding claim.

Ling kissed her last time and soon exhaustion took over both of them.

——

Morning existed without words.

They lay tangled beneath the blanket, bare skin warm, limbs loosely knotted from a night that had already passed beyond language. Rhea slept deeply, face pressed into Ling's chest, mouth slightly open, breath slow and unguarded. One of Ling's legs was hooked over Rhea's, possessive even in stillness.

Ling was awake. Her eyes were open, steady, unmoving. One arm curved around Rhea's back, hand resting exactly where it had all night, fingers spread as if claiming territory rather than offering comfort. Her other hand lay near Rhea's shoulder, thumb occasionally shifting just enough to keep Rhea anchored in sleep.

 

Rhea stirred once, a faint frown crossing her face, body instinctively pressing closer. She relaxed the moment she felt Ling there, safe, solid, unmoving. Trust settled back into her bones as easily as breath.

Ling adjusted the blanket when Rhea shivered, pulling it higher, tighter sealing the cocoon. Her touch was careful, practiced. Protective to anyone watching. Her gaze never softened.

This was the point she needed.

The quiet after.

The morning after.

The moment where Rhea's body remembered safety before her mind ever questioned it.

Ling stayed still, letting Rhea sleep, letting dependence grow silently. No teasing. No affection spoken aloud. Just presence heavy, reliable, undeniable. Trust didn't need conversation. It only needed repetition.

And Ling intended to give Rhea plenty of that before the fall.

Rhea woke up with a small, instinctive smile the kind that appeared before thought, before memory caught up.

She shifted under the blanket, eyes still half-closed, and leaned in to press a soft kiss to Ling's lips. It was gentle, unguarded, a morning habit forming too fast.

Ling didn't return it.

Instead, when Rhea pulled back, she saw it not warmth, not teasing but a slow, wicked grin curling at the corner of Ling's mouth. Sharp. Knowing. Completely controlled.

Rhea blinked, confusion flickering across her face.

"What—" she started, voice still sleep-soft.

Ling didn't answer.

She slipped out of bed smoothly, the sudden absence of warmth making Rhea shiver. Ling moved with unhurried precision, reaching for the robe and tying it around herself, knot firm, posture already closed off. The shift was subtle but unmistakable like a door being shut without a sound.

Rhea pushed herself up on her elbows, watching her. "Ling?"

Ling turned then, eyes dark, unreadable. The grin was still there, but it didn't reach her gaze. "Good morning," Ling said lightly, as if nothing had happened at all.

Rhea frowned. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Ling tilted her head, studying her bare beneath the blanket, hair messy, expression open. Vulnerable in a way Rhea didn't even realize she was offering. "Like what?" Ling asked.

"Like… I don't know." Rhea hesitated. "Different."

Ling's grin softened just enough to seem harmless. Convincing. She stepped closer to the bed, fingers briefly brushing the edge of the blanket not touching Rhea, just close enough to be felt. "People look different in the morning," Ling said. "Night changes things."

Rhea searched her face, unease creeping in beneath the warmth of earlier. "Did I do something wrong?"

Ling chuckled quietly. "No. You did everything right."

That answer didn't comfort her the way it should have.

Ling stopped in front of the window, her back to Rhea. The robe was tied neatly now — armor, not comfort. She spoke without turning.

"My mother says something," Ling said calmly, almost academically. "When a woman reaches the peak of her love, she gives you her body."

Rhea stilled.

Ling turned then, slow, deliberate. Her eyes didn't soften. They assessed. "You gave me yours," Ling continued. A pause precise, intentional. "So I won."

The word landed wrong. Heavy. Final.

Rhea's smile faded, confusion rippling into something sharper. "Won… what?" she asked, voice careful, like stepping onto thin ice.

Ling tilted her head, that same wicked curve at her lips not playful now, but controlled. "Your trust. Your surrender. Everything you said you were afraid to give."

Rhea sat up fully, the blanket clutched to her chest. "Ling, why are you talking like this?"

Ling exhaled softly, almost amused. "Because I don't want you confused later. I want you to remember this moment clearly."

Rhea's throat tightened. "Remember it as what?"

"As the moment you chose me completely," Ling said. "And didn't even realize what that meant." Silence stretched.

Rhea searched her face for the Ling from last night the one who held her, who waited, who promised safety. What she found instead was distance shaped like confidence. "You're scaring me," Rhea whispered.

Ling's gaze flickered just once then steadied again. "No," she said. "I'm teaching you something."

She stepped back, creating space where there had been none, and added quietly: "Love isn't just feeling safe. It's knowing who holds the power when you do."

Ling laughed.

Not loud. Not wild. Just a short, sharp sound like something snapping into place.

"I ruined you, Rhea," she said lightly, almost conversationally. "Just like you tried to ruin me."

The words didn't hit all at once. They seeped in.

Rhea shook her head immediately, confusion overriding fear. Her grip tightened on the blanket as if it could anchor reality back where it belonged.

"No," she said, breath uneven. "You're joking. Right?"

She tried to smile, tried to read it as teasing, as one of Ling's cruel jokes taken too far. "You're just, you're messing with me."

Ling didn't deny it.

She walked closer instead, slow, unhurried, stopping just out of reach. Her expression was calm now. Controlled. The grin was gone replaced by something colder.

"You really thought last night was just love?" Ling asked softly. "That I didn't know exactly what I was doing?"

Rhea's chest tightened. "Ling… please!."

"Do you know how rare it is," Ling continued, voice even, "for someone like you to give everything so willingly? Your fear. Your body. Your trust."

Rhea's eyes filled, her head shaking again and again. "I trusted you because you said you wouldn't hurt me."

"And I didn't," Ling replied smoothly. "You chose me."

"That doesn't make this okay," Rhea whispered. "This isn't revenge. This is.. this is cruel."

Ling tilted her head, studying her like a lesson unfolding exactly as expected. "Revenge is always cruel. You just never imagine yourself on the receiving end."

Rhea's voice broke. "I loved you."

For a fraction of a second barely there something flickered in Ling's eyes. Then it was gone.

"And that," Ling said quietly, stepping back, "is why it worked."

Rhea sat frozen on the bed, the blanket clutched to her chest, the room suddenly too large, too empty. The safety she'd felt hours ago now felt like a trap she'd walked into willingly.

She whispered, barely audible, "You promised."

"Promises feel different," Ling said, without looking back, "when you believe them."

Ling laughed again but this time it wasn't sharp. It was low, almost breathless, like she was amused by how deep it had already gone.

"You trusted me," Ling said, voice smooth, deliberate. "And I broke it." She tilted her head, eyes glinting. "How mad are you? Too angry to see the truth yet?"

Rhea shook her head, overwhelmed. She stood up suddenly, forgetting everything else the blanket slipping, her body exposed without her realizing. Her focus was only Ling.

She reached out and grabbed Ling's robe, fingers trembling, pulling her closer. "Ling," Rhea said, voice cracking, breath uneven. "You're not like this."

Her eyes searched Ling's face desperately, as if trying to peel back a mask. "Something happened, didn't it? Did I do something wrong? Tell me. I'll fix it. I swear."

Ling's gaze dropped for a split second not to Rhea's body, but to her hands, clutching so tightly. Possession. Panic. Attachment.

Exactly where Ling wanted her.

"You didn't do anything wrong, except betraying me." Ling said softly. Too softly. "That's the problem."

Rhea's breath hitched. "I told you it was mistake. Then why are you hurting me?"

Ling lifted her hand and caught Rhea's wrist, not forceful, just firm enough to stop her shaking. She held it there, grounding and trapping at the same time.

"Because now you think love is safety exactly as I thought." Ling said. "And I needed you to learn that love is power."

Rhea swallowed hard, tears blurring her vision. "I gave you everything."

Ling stepped closer instead of away, lowering her voice. "Yes. You did."

She reached out and pulled the blanket back around Rhea's shoulders herself, slow and controlled, re-covering what Rhea hadn't realized she'd exposed an act that felt intimate and cruel at the same time.

"I didn't leave," Ling continued. "I'm right here."

Her fingers lingered at Rhea's collarbone for half a second too long.

"This," Ling said quietly, "is what it feels like when the person you feel safest with decides what happens next."

Rhea's knees weakened slightly, the weight of it all crashing in the night, the trust, the sudden shift. She clung to Ling's robe again, voice barely holding together.

"Please," she whispered. "Don't do this to me."

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