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Chapter 36 - Choices

Morning at the university always arrived loud.

Voices overlapped in corridors, bags hit desks, laughter bounced between concrete walls. Rhea walked beside Ling through the main hallway, half-awake, coffee in hand, complaining about an early lecture.

"I hate mornings," Rhea muttered. "Who decided intelligence works best before sunrise?"

Ling hummed, hands in her pockets. "People who don't care about happiness."

They reached the notice board near the stairs. A small crowd had formed.

Rhea slowed. "Oh—Zifa said she'd meet me here."

Ling didn't object.

She didn't pull Rhea away.

She just stopped walking.

Rhea took two steps ahead, then turned back instinctively.

"You okay?" Rhea asked.

Ling tilted her head slightly. "I thought we were going to class together."

It wasn't accusation.

It wasn't demand.

It was phrased like an assumption.

Rhea hesitated only a second. She glanced at the crowd, then back at Ling.

"She can wait," Rhea said easily. "Come."

Ling nodded once and walked beside her again.

Choice one.

Small.

Unnoticed.

Inside the lecture hall, seats filled quickly. Rhea spotted her usual group waving from the middle row.

Before she could move, Ling slid into a seat near the aisle and placed her bag down on the adjacent chair.

Rhea paused.

Ling looked up. "Is this okay?"

Again neutral. Calm. No pressure.

Rhea smiled. "Yeah. I prefer this side anyway."

She sat.

From across the hall, one of Rhea's classmates frowned, confused.

Ling didn't look back.

Midway through the lecture, Rhea's phone buzzed.

Unknown: Group meeting moved to break. You coming?

Rhea typed a reply, then stopped when Ling leaned slightly closer.

"What is it?" Ling asked quietly.

"Club thing," Rhea whispered. "They want to meet during break."

Ling nodded slowly. "You wanted to revise today."

Rhea blinked. "I did?"

Ling met her eyes. "You said it last night. You were worried about the quiz."

Rhea exhaled. "Right… yeah."

She typed back:

Can't today. Maybe later.

Ling didn't smile.

She simply returned her attention to the lecture.

Choice two.

During break, they walked toward the cafeteria. Rhea's pace naturally matched Ling's — she hadn't noticed when that started happening.

Zifa appeared near the vending machines.

"Rhea," Zifa called. "We're going to the library. You in?"

Rhea slowed.

Ling didn't stop walking.

She didn't look back.

She just continued trusting Rhea would follow.

Rhea stood still for half a second, torn.

Then she jogged two steps to catch up with Ling.

"Next time," Rhea called over her shoulder.

Zifa watched them leave, unease settling in her chest.

Ling heard none of it.

At a table near the window, Ling pushed Rhea's coffee toward her.

"You didn't eat," Ling said.

"You noticed?" Rhea smiled.

"I always do."

Rhea laughed softly. "You sound like my mom."

Ling's eyes flickered not offended, not amused.

"She trusts you," Ling said instead. "That's why she leaves you free."

Rhea nodded. "Yeah."

Ling stirred her drink slowly. "You don't need control when someone chooses you willingly."

Rhea didn't realize her fingers had reached for Ling's sleeve until Ling's hand covered hers.

Warm. Grounding.

"You okay?" Ling asked.

Rhea nodded immediately. "With you? Always."

Ling squeezed once, then let go never holding too long.

By noon, it had happened again and again.

Who Rhea sat with.

Who she walked beside.

Who she answered first.

Who she postponed.

Nothing dramatic.

Nothing obvious.

Just preferences slowly reshaped into habits.

Ling never demanded exclusivity.

She created gravity.

And Rhea, unaware, kept orbiting closer mistaking the pull for love, safety, home.

As they left campus together, Rhea leaned into Ling's side.

"You know," Rhea said casually, "I don't really feel like I need anyone else when you're around."

Ling glanced down at her, expression unreadable.

"That's good," Ling replied softly.

"Because I'm not going anywhere."

Rhea smiled, trusting without reservation.

Ling looked ahead.

And counted.

——

Swimming Competition

The swimming complex buzzed long before the competition began.

Echoes of whistles, splashing water, damp tiles, and restless energy filled the air. Rhea stood near the lockers, tugging nervously at the strap of her bag, eyes darting around the massive pool. Crowds were already gathering in the stands classmates, faculty, teams from other universities.

"I hate crowds," Rhea muttered under her breath.

Ling, already changed and stretching her shoulders, glanced at her. "You're not swimming. Why nervous?"

Rhea scoffed. "Because you are. And you're insane."

Ling smirked. "That's confidence."

Rhea crossed her arms. "That's arrogance."

Ling stepped closer, lowering her voice. "You like it."

Rhea tried to deny it, but her ears betrayed her, warming slightly. She looked away, pretending to inspect the pool.

Ling noticed everything.

The announcer's voice boomed through the speakers, calling out heats and names. Ling's name echoed across the complex, followed by murmurs some impressed, some curious. She was already known. Not just for winning, but for how effortless she made it look.

Rhea found a seat near the front, clutching her bottle tightly.

Zifa slid in beside her. "You look like you're about to jump in and swim for her."

Rhea shot her a glare. "Shut up."

Zifa laughed. "You're worse than a nervous spouse."

Rhea opened her mouth to argue, then stopped when Ling glanced toward the stands.

Their eyes met.

Ling didn't wave.

Didn't smile.

She simply held Rhea's gaze steady, grounding before turning back to the pool.

Rhea's breathing slowed without her realizing.

As competitors lined up on the blocks, tension thickened the air. Ling rolled her shoulders once, calm amid the chaos. Water reflected light across her skin as she stepped forward.

Rhea leaned forward unconsciously.

Don't slip.

Don't push too hard.

Just finish safe.

The whistle blew.

Bodies sliced into water.

The race exploded into motion.

Ling cut through the pool with sharp, controlled strokes. No wasted movement. No panic. She wasn't rushing she was owning the lane.

Rhea barely blinked.

Every time Ling surfaced, Rhea's chest tightened. Every turn, her fingers dug into the bench.

"She's leading," Zifa whispered.

Rhea didn't reply.

She already knew.

The final lap approached.

The crowd roared.

Ling surged forward not desperate, not frantic just decisive. She touched the wall first.

For half a second, the world went silent in Rhea's head.

Then noise crashed back in.

Applause. Cheers. Whistles.

Rhea stood up so fast her bottle fell.

"That's my—" She stopped herself, breath hitching.

That's Ling.

Ling pulled herself out of the pool, water dripping down her arms, chest rising steadily as if she hadn't just raced at full intensity. She ran a hand through her wet hair and looked up instinctively.

Straight at Rhea.

Rhea was already clapping, smiling so hard it hurt.

Ling's lips curved small, private meant only for her.

Later, near the locker rooms, Ling towel-dried her hair while teammates talked loudly around them. Rhea waited a little away, arms folded, pretending not to stare.

Ling noticed.

She always did.

"You didn't leave," Ling said when she approached.

Rhea shrugged. "Why would I?"

Ling tilted her head. "You could've gone with Zifa. Or your friends."

Rhea frowned, confused by the question. "Why would I leave when you're here?"

Ling watched her closely measuring the ease of the answer.

"You stayed the whole time," Ling said.

"Obviously," Rhea replied. "I wasn't going to miss it."

Ling stepped closer, lowering her voice. "Even when it was boring? Long?"

Rhea scoffed. "Watching you win isn't boring."

Ling smiled, satisfied.

As they walked out together, Ling draped her towel over Rhea's shoulders without asking.

"You did great," Rhea said softly.

Ling leaned in slightly. "You stayed."

Rhea looked up. "Of course I did."

She didn't notice how naturally the word of course came.

Ling did.

And as they left the swimming complex, Rhea matching Ling's pace, crowd fading behind them Ling knew another quiet line had been crossed.

Just through presence.

Another choice made.

Another thread tightened.

And Rhea, glowing with pride and trust, walked beside her never once questioning why it felt impossible to walk anywhere else.

That night, Rhea lay curled on her bed, lights dim, phone warm against her ear. The house was quiet. The silence made everything Ling said feel louder, heavier.

Ling had called the moment she reached her mansion.

"You ate?" Ling asked.

Rhea smiled softly. "Yes."

"What did you eat?"

Rhea chuckled. "Why are you interrogating me?"

Ling didn't laugh back. "Just answer."

"Soup and toast," Rhea said. "And before you ask yes, it was warm."

A pause.

"Did you lock your window?" Ling continued.

Rhea shifted onto her side, hugging her pillow. "Ling… I always lock it."

"Check again."

Rhea sighed but got up anyway, padding across the room to tug the latch once more. "See? Locked."

"Good," Ling said. "And your door?"

"Ling."

"Rhea."

Rhea laughed under her breath. "Door is locked too."

Another pause longer this time.

Rhea sat back on the bed, phone pressed to her ear. "You're being very careful today."

Ling hummed. "Is that bad?"

"No," Rhea said immediately. Too immediately. "It's… nice."

Ling's voice softened. "You sounded scared this morning."

Rhea frowned. "I was just tired."

"You were quiet," Ling corrected. "You didn't argue with me."

Rhea smiled at the memory. "So now you miss me fighting you?"

"Yes," Ling said without hesitation. "That's how I know you're okay."

Rhea's chest warmed.

They talked about small things the competition, Ling's win, how the water felt too cold, how Rhea hated the smell of chlorine even now. Ling listened more than she spoke, responding carefully, choosing her words like they mattered too much to waste.

Rhea noticed.

"You're different tonight," Rhea said softly.

Ling stiffened. "Different how?"

"Slower," Rhea replied. "Like you're… holding something."

Ling exhaled. "I don't want to push you."

Rhea's heart squeezed.

"You're not pushing," she said quickly. "You never do."

Ling's voice lowered. "Tell me if I ever make you uncomfortable."

"You don't," Rhea said. "You're the only one who doesn't."

Another pause.

Ling asked gently, "Did you feel okay when I touched your hand earlier?"

Rhea smiled into her pillow. "Yes."

"And when I stood close?"

"Yes."

"And if I hadn't stopped myself—"

"Ling," Rhea interrupted, flustered but smiling. "You stopped. That's what matters."

Ling murmured, "I always will."

Rhea closed her eyes.

To her, it sounded like care. Like patience. Like someone finally listening instead of taking.

She mistook the carefulness for love.

"You should sleep," Ling said eventually. "You have class tomorrow."

"You too," Rhea replied. "Stop overthinking."

Ling laughed quietly. "Says the girl who worries silently."

Rhea smiled. "Goodnight, Ling."

"Goodnight," Ling said. "Lock your door."

Rhea laughed again. "I will."

The call ended.

Rhea stared at her phone for a long moment, warmth settling in her chest. She felt safe. Chosen. Protected.

She didn't see the pattern forming.

She didn't notice how every question narrowed her world.

How every check replaced trust with dependence.

How Ling's care was no longer instinctive but intentional.

Rhea fell asleep smiling.

And miles away, Ling lay awake, phone still in her hand, eyes open in the dark — counting how easily love could be shaped when fear was already there.

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