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I didn't know why the room felt smaller after Ziven walked in.
Nothing had changed. The table was the same, the food still warm, Marcus still standing beside me holding a serving spoon like he wasn't sure where to put it.
And yet something shifted.
"Sit," Marcus said lightly, pulling out a chair. "It's getting cold."
Ziven took off his jacket slowly, folding it over the back of a chair before sitting down. He didn't rush. He never rushed. Even now, when the air felt tight enough to snap, he moved like everything was under control.
I sat across from him. Marcus took the chair beside me.
That small detail didn't go unnoticed.
I could feel Ziven's attention move not obviously, not in a way anyone else would catch but I knew him well enough to recognize it. The way his gaze lingered half a second too long. The way his jaw set before relaxing again.
Marcus started talking first, as if determined to keep things easy.
"So," he said, smiling at me, "first day's going to be terrifying, right?"
"Thanks," I muttered. "Very encouraging."
He laughed. "I mean it in a good way."
Ziven didn't interrupt, but I felt his silence like a weight.
Marcus kept going, asking about the office, the commute, what I thought the work would be like. I answered, trying to stay relaxed, but I found myself glancing at Ziven without meaning to.
He was eating slowly, methodically, like he wasn't really tasting anything.
"You cooked this?" he asked finally.
Marcus nodded. "Mostly Asher. I just helped."
Ziven's eyes shifted to me. "It's good."
Something warm flickered in my chest. "Thanks."
The conversation moved in small waves after that, not quite smooth but not awkward either. Marcus filled most of the silence, telling a story about something ridiculous that had happened at work, laughing at his own punchline.
I laughed too, but my attention kept drifting.
Ziven was quieter than usual.
Not withdrawn. Not cold.
Just… watching.
At one point, Marcus reached past me to grab something from the table, his shoulder brushing mine. It was nothing. Barely a touch.
But I felt Ziven's gaze sharpen instantly.
The moment passed so quickly Marcus didn't notice. I almost convinced myself I imagined it.
Almost.
Dinner ended slowly. Plates emptied. Glasses drained. The warmth of the food faded into the kind of quiet that follows a conversation running out of momentum.
Marcus stood first. "I should head out," he said. "Early morning tomorrow."
"I'll walk you out," I said automatically.
Ziven didn't move.
Marcus grabbed his jacket, thanked me again for dinner, and headed toward the door. I followed, heart still carrying that strange, restless energy I couldn't name.
At the door, Marcus paused.
"You did good today," he said quietly. "I mean that."
"Thanks."
He hesitated, then added, "Don't overthink things, okay?"
I frowned slightly. "About what?"
He just smiled faintly. "Everything."
Then he left.
I closed the door slowly, leaning my forehead against the wood for a second before turning back.
Ziven was still in the dining room, standing now, collecting plates.
"You don't have to do that," I said.
"I know."
But he kept doing it anyway.
I stepped closer to help, and for a moment our hands brushed as we reached for the same plate.
The contact was brief.
But neither of us moved immediately.
I looked up. He was already looking at me.
The silence between us thickened, heavy with something unspoken. My heart started to beat faster for no reason I could justify.
"Ziven," I said quietly.
"Yes?"
"Are you… upset?"
"No."
The answer came too quickly.
"Then why does it feel like you are?"
He set the plate down carefully, like it required his full attention.
"I'm not upset," he repeated.
I searched his face, trying to read what he wasn't saying. "Is it Marcus?"
His eyes lifted to mine, sharp and direct.
"No."
But something in the way he said it made my chest tighten.
"I didn't mean-" I started, then stopped, unsure what I was trying to explain.
"You don't have to explain," he said.
That again.
Those same words from before.
And somehow they felt heavier now.
I exhaled slowly. "Okay."
We finished cleaning in silence after that. Not uncomfortable, but charged in a way I couldn't ignore.
When everything was done, I turned to go to my room.
"Asher."
I stopped.
"Yes?"
He hesitated, just long enough for me to notice. "I'm glad you got the job."
The sincerity in his voice caught me off guard.
"Thank you," I said softly.
For a moment, neither of us moved.
Then I nodded and walked away, my thoughts restless and tangled.
I didn't understand what was happening between us.
But I felt it.
Every step of the way.
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I waited until I heard Asher's door close before letting out the breath I'd been holding.
Dinner had been… difficult.
Not because of Marcus himself. He was harmless. Easygoing. Transparent in a way that made him predictable.
What unsettled me was the way Asher laughed with him.
The ease.
The comfort.
The way Asher's guard lowered in small, unconscious ways I rarely saw.
I shouldn't have noticed.
I noticed anyway.
I rinsed the last glass, setting it on the rack with deliberate care. The kitchen was quiet now, the house settling into the stillness of night.
Control, I reminded myself.
This was still about control.
Not possession.
Not jealousy.
Control.
But the image of Marcus leaning close to Asher at the table returned uninvited, sharp enough to make my jaw tighten again.
I turned off the light and stood in the dark for a moment, listening to the faint sounds of the house. The quiet breathing of walls, the distant hum of electricity, the barely audible movement from Asher's room.
He was here.
Safe.
Close.
And not mine.
That last thought lingered longer than it should have.
I went to my room and closed the door, but sleep didn't come easily.
Because tonight had confirmed something I'd been trying not to acknowledge.
The balance between us wasn't steady.