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Chapter 20 - Good Bye From A Friend

"All in."

Ren didn't raise his voice.

He didn't slam the chips.

He didn't look dramatic.

He simply pushed everything forward.

And let go.

For half a second, the table stopped existing.

No shuffle.

No breath.

No ring turning.

Just silence.

Hiroki's fingers rested against the silver band on his index finger. He wasn't spinning it anymore. That alone told Ren something had shifted.

Haruto leaned forward slightly.

"Ren… what are you doing?" he asked quietly.

But Ren didn't answer.

Because if he spoke—

He would fall out of it.

The white space.

The pulse.

The sound.

It was still there.

Faint now.

Distant.

But present.

Hiroki studied him.

Not mocking.

Not irritated.

Evaluating.

"You're committing," Hiroki said softly.

Not a question.

A confirmation.

Ren's vision felt layered — like a second image existed over reality. Not clear. Not sharp. Just fragments.

Hiroki's pulse — controlled. Slight acceleration.

Haruto's pulse — uneven. Conflicted.

The dealer's pulse — chaotic.

Ren swallowed.

I can still feel it.

Hiroki looked at the pot. Then at Ren.

Then—

He pushed his stack forward.

"Call."

No emotion.

No performance.

Just decision.

Now all eyes turned to Haruto.

Because Ren's all-in was smaller.

If Haruto called, a side pot would form between him and Hiroki.

If he folded—

Ren and Hiroki would settle it alone.

Haruto exhaled slowly.

He looked at Ren.

Really looked at him.

There was something wrong with his eyes.

Not fear.

Not rage.

Something deeper.

You're not fully here, are you?

Haruto felt it.

But he also saw something else.

Resolve.

"…Call," Haruto said at last.

And the table transformed.

Main pot — all three.

Side pot — Hiroki and Haruto.

The dealer moved.

The turn was already out.

The river remained.

Before that—

Showdown for the all-ins would wait until the river.

Everything would resolve at once.

The dealer burned a card.

Then slowly revealed the river.

Diamond.

The room didn't breathe.

Ren felt the sound disappear.

Hiroki's pulse — sharp spike.

Haruto's pulse — sharp drop.

Ren's fingers went cold.

Slowly—

Hiroki revealed first.

Two pair.

Solid.

Strong.

Calculated.

Haruto flipped his cards next.

Top pair.

Better than Hiroki's initial strength before improvement.

For a moment—

Haruto was ahead.

But the board told the rest.

Ren turned his cards.

2♦ 5♦

Silence.

Then understanding.

Flush.

Complete.

The diamond on the river had sealed it.

Ren won the main pot.

All three stacks contributed to it.

The dealer pushed the mountain of chips toward him.

But that wasn't the end.

Because the side pot remained.

Hiroki and Haruto.

And there—

Hiroki's hand prevailed.

He had improved enough to edge past Haruto's top pair.

Not flashy.

Not explosive.

Just mathematically superior.

The dealer announced calmly:

"Side pot — Hiroki Sakamoto."

Haruto's stack was gone.

All of it.

No chips remained in front of him.

For a long moment, Ren didn't process it.

The aura faded completely.

The heartbeats vanished.

The white space collapsed.

Sound returned.

The faint hum of lights.

The distant ventilation.

The subtle clink of chips.

He blinked.

The world felt normal again.

Too normal.

Then he looked up.

Haruto was staring at the empty felt.

Not shocked.

Not furious.

Just… still.

"So," Haruto exhaled quietly.

He leaned back.

And smiled faintly.

"I guess that's that."

Ren felt something heavy drop inside his chest.

No.

Not like this.

He hadn't planned it.

He hadn't aimed to eliminate him.

It had just—

Happened.

The guards approached.

Slow.

Controlled.

Haruto stood before they could reach him.

He didn't resist.

He didn't protest.

He looked at Ren.

"You won the main pot," Haruto said lightly. "Nice."

Ren couldn't smile.

"It wasn't about that."

Haruto tilted his head.

"It always is."

Ren's throat tightened.

"I didn't mean to eliminate you."

Haruto laughed softly.

"Ren… that's poker."

Simple.

Blunt.

True.

The guards paused, giving him a moment.

Haruto stepped closer to the table.

Closer to Ren.

"You know something?" Haruto said quietly.

Ren lifted his eyes.

"You love this game."

Ren froze.

Haruto's gaze sharpened slightly.

"I don't just mean playing it. I mean… you live inside it."

Ren didn't respond.

Haruto continued.

"When you're thinking, you disappear. Back in high school too. You weren't playing cards. You were studying people."

A small smile.

"I was just having fun."

A pause.

"That's why you're still sitting there."

The words settled deeply.

Haruto looked down at the chips in front of Ren.

"That wasn't luck."

Ren's pulse shifted.

"You changed in the middle of that hand," Haruto added quietly. "Your eyes… weren't normal."

Ren's fingers twitched slightly.

"You were somewhere else."

A long silence.

Then Haruto smiled again.

Soft.

Genuine.

"Don't lose yourself."

The words weren't dramatic.

They weren't heavy.

But they cut.

The guards gently gestured.

Haruto nodded.

As he turned to leave, a thought surfaced inside him.

Ren is further than me.

He loves the game in a way I don't.

For me, it was survival.

Ego.

Proving something.

For him—

It's identity.

Haruto felt no bitterness.

Only clarity.

I couldn't follow him there.

And that's okay.

At the doorway, he glanced back once.

Ren wasn't looking at him.

He was staring at the chips.

And something inside him.

The door closed.

Metallic.

Final.

Silence returned.

Only two remained.

Ren.

Hiroki.

Ren stared at the stack in front of him.

The largest he had held so far.

His hands were steady now.

No trembling.

No blur.

He did this.

Not randomly.

Not emotionally.

He entered something.

Something inside him.

And it worked.

A slow warmth spread through his chest.

It wasn't joy.

It wasn't relief.

It was something more dangerous.

Expansion.

I surpassed him.

I read them.

I felt them.

I saw the cracks.

The memory of the pulses returned faintly.

The ring sound.

The sweat.

The rhythm shifts.

It was real.

Not hallucination.

Not panic.

A fragment of something deeper.

Hiroki gathered his side pot calmly.

He didn't look rattled.

But he didn't look amused anymore either.

"You got lucky," Hiroki said evenly.

Ren looked up.

And smiled.

But this wasn't the shy smile from before.

It wasn't the nervous one either.

It was sharper.

Measured.

Confident.

"Did I?"

Hiroki's ring turned once.

Ren heard it.

Faint.

The fragment inside him stirred.

He could almost slip back in.

Almost.

Not yet.

But he knew something now.

I can go there.

I can reach that place.

And if I do it again—

I won't lose.

Haruto's words echoed faintly.

Don't lose yourself.

Ren ignored them.

Because something else was louder.

I'm better.

Not just at cards.

At people.

At control.

At depth.

Regret flickered briefly.

Then dissolved.

This is what it takes.

Hiroki's eyes narrowed slightly.

He was no longer looking at a nervous amateur.

He was looking at someone who had crossed a line.

And didn't intend to go back.

Ren leaned back slowly.

Only two players remained.

The final stage of qualification.

He didn't feel desperate anymore.

He didn't feel scared.

He felt—

Inevitable.

And that—

Would be his next mistake

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