jayjay's POV~
"Why??!!!!!!"
I tell tears streaming down my face non stop
"Why did you leave without telling anyone??!!! You should have told someone!!!!"
I take a deep breath and continue
"You have no right to take Ariella without Telling anyone , it doesn't matter if it's for ice cream or for safety or any of your bullshit"
"You just don't fucking have the right to , keifer!!!!"
I yell , trying to act firm but my voice breaks
Keifer just stand silent guilty
"Do you know , how damn worried I was , i-i...I thought something happened to- to Ariella again!!"
I choke out
"Do you know I was gonna fire the whole security for not knowing how ari got kidnapped again, and they still will be fired for not even seeing her leave with you....they will lose their job because of your carelessness"
"I fucking told Percy!!!"
He roars finally losing it
My brows furrow and I look at Percy raising ab eyebrow
He looks guilty and says
"Oh that's was why Keifer came to my room , i thought he came to ask things about you again and then act like a possesive caveman , that's why I didn't listen to him and kicked him out of my room as soon as he finished"
Percy looked so guilty
I start laugh histerically and shake my head continuously and say
"It doesn't matter, no offense percy, but he is her uncle and that too step uncle , and I am her damn mother!!! You should have told me!!! Or Ariella's personal bodyguard! You could have told someone with an actual brain and doesn't think everything else except his beauty is not important"
I scream
Percy scowls but doesn't say anything
I look back at Ariella just to see her shivering scared behind Percy's leg
She is scared
OF ME
She.is.scared.of.me
Of me!!!!!
And that breaks me , I forget all of my anger and i run to ari as get on my knees
"Please baby. I am sorry don't be scared of me , please mommy won't shout at you , mommy won't scold you, if you want i will stop shouting at keifer too. Just don't be scared of me "
I choke out
She still doesn't look at me and keeps her face hidden between Percy's legs
"I am so so so so sorry I didn't want you to be scared of me please, please just look at me, please look at mommy , please princess 🥺 🥺 😭😭😭😭"
My tears can't seem to stop no matter how much I try
"I am sorry, I was just so worried, i woke up and no one knew where you were and your uncle Adrian told me that our enemies and the bad guys were increasing and were found roaming around the hotel , that's why I was so worried
And while I was crying thinking that you were kidnapped again and i couldn't find you anywhere, you were eating ice cream with Keifer , I was just very mad , I didn't mean to scare you,
I was just annoyed and confused at myself that i didn't think of finding you around the city or at the tourist places and was finding you at abandoned places, that's why I took my anger out of your tito keifer"
I suddenly remembered that keifer said that he will tell Ariella about him being her father.
My eyes widen and i stare at ari waiting for her to correct me that it's her father not tito , i even waited for keifer to correct me but they don't
And i release a breath I didn't know I was holding
Ari finally looks at me and whispers
"Apologise to tito keifer''
I freeze and she repeats her words again telling me
"Say sorry to tito keifer mommy , or I won't forgive you''
My heart clenches at her words i just swallow hard and nod slowly still processing her words
She wants me to apologise to keifer, when he should apologise to me
I want to laugh but I don't
I get up and look at keifer with my jaw clenched
And i say
"I...i....I....I am sor...sorr...."
I close my eyes tight and say quickly in a second
"I am sorry"
Ariella says from behind me
"For what?"
I clench my fist and open my eyes and forcefully smile at ari then at keifer
And say
"I am....sor..I am sorry, for slapping you , and for not listening to you , I am sorry"
I say forcefully
I turn and I look a Ari and smile saying
"I apologized see, please forgive me please Ariella"
She says whispering still trembling
"You will never do it again? You will never get angry at me right mommy?"
I bite my lip and say ''it depends but I won't shout at you , promise"
She smiles and runs to me and hugs me , and I get on my knees and hug her back
Her small body hiding in my arms and lap
I hug her back hard and let out a relieved cry
Keifer just stares at us
The others look at us not knowing what to react
Percy looks at us with a small smile but a guilty face
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(*Time skip to after a while*)
My tears stop after a while but my face is still wet and i don't stop hugging Ari
The others left and went to their rooms a while ago
, percy takes ari from my arms and put her to sleep in his room
Now it's just me and keifer in the hall
We both stare at eachother not knowing what to say
But as soon as everyone else leaves and I am sure won't come out for an hour or so
I cry out loud again and keifer runs to me and hugs me
He kisses my head and whispers
"I am so so so so sorry, I didn't know that your enemies were roaming around the hotel , I just wanted to spend some time with my daughter
I didn't tell her that I am her dad , but I can say that she loves me now , and will probably choose me over the other section E"
I let out a small chuckle
"Why didn't you atleast just call me or message me or just inform me in some way
, I was so worried, i thought I failed as a mother again, I thought that i should get the worst mother's award
I thought that I am not better than my own biological mother, i thought I was becoming like her , letting my daughter be traumatized because of me , i am the worst mom ever right? I am worse than my own mothe-"
He didn't let me finish, he pressed his lips to mine tightly and after a while he pulled back one inch and whispered
"Don't finish that sentence, no you are better than your mother, you are the best mother alive, percy thinks the same too, ask him yourself, Ariella thinks the same too"
He continues
"I asked her and she said and i quote 'my mommy is the bestestestestest mommy ever , all of my friends in new york is jealous of me because mommy buys me everything i ask for and does everything I say to do , she is the best knight too, tito percy always says that we both team up against him but he is dramatic like that, but don't tell tito otherwise he will tickle me until I say that he is the best and the most handsome tito ever alive' see only Ariella can say so much in 30 seconds!!! She is a very fast talkative girl but I love it , I love everything about ari and you, you both are perfect"
I smile despite my tears and say
"why do you still love me? I broke your heart , i didn't listen to you , i ruined us by being selfish and didn't even thought of what will happen to you if I leave"
"Why do you still love me keifer?"
Keifer smiles as if my words and his thoughts amuse him and says
"I love you because you may have some flaws but those are with things that make me fall for you more , your flaws are perfect too, its so perfect that I don't even know why, everyone might call me whipped, biased or obsessed, and I won't lie , if you think that too then I am , no matter how much I force myself to hate you ,my thoughts come back to your beautiful face and your melodic voice and your beautiful eyes that I keep drowning in , and i don't even know why
I just keep loving you, despite myself, my heart knows it belongs to you and will forever even if you don't love me back anymore, my heart is yours , everything about me is yours and I don't want anything else from you except your love and trust, just remember that i will love you until scientists find the end of universe, maybe i will love you even after that , no not maybe i will i will love you even after the scientists find the end of the universe"
My breath hitches at his words, his words bring more tears to my eyes and I let out a sharp cry and i hit his chest but he doesn't stop smiling at me
"Why??!! Why do you love me so much , i want to hate you ,but you keep making it impossible for me!!! Why?!! I am tried of loving you keifer, because as long asi love you , there always be a part of he that thinks you will hurt me again , my whole body except that part will hope you don't , it will keep trusting you , but I can't love like this , scared of my heart being broken again "
"I don't want Ariella to be fatherless and i know you will be the best father for her ,but a part of me is scared that you might not be best for me"
"I love you too keifer , I will love you forever too, but I can't forgive you when I am scared of the fact that you might hurt me AGAIN, i can't live in fear fir the rest of my life , Keifer . I just can't"
"I can't and won't allow anyone to hurt me again, not even you , the man I am sure I will keep loving even after my last breath"
As soon i finished my words my eyes closed, and the last thing I see is keifer's face covered with deep pain and his beautiful magical eyes filled with tears , i caused
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The next chapter will be keifer's POV
I am sorry for not posting before this , my sister was home all the time and didn't even let me touch her phone and i was too tired and lazy now a days to post and write a chapter for one hour
So that's why a big chapter in this book and I will post a small chapter on my another book and I am sorry for not Posting on it , i am just not having ideas what to write in it anymore, PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR SUGGESTIONS, PLEASE I BEG YOU GUYS!!!!
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