Nayi class, nayi books, aur nayi faces… 11th ka pehla din mere liye ek fresh chapter tha. Dil mein thoda sa darr tha—naye teachers, naye subjects, aur ek alag responsibility ka ehsaas. Lekin ussi darr ke saath ek excitement bhi thi, jaise zindagi ek nayi raah dikhane wali ho.
Classroom mein enter karte hi laga ki purani yaadein peeche chhod kar main ek nayi journey start kar raha hoon. Apne sapne ko aur bada karne ki soch aur ek naya confidence... sab kuch ek hi din mein feel hua.
11th ka pehla din sirf ek school day nahi tha, balki meri zindagi ke naye dreams ka starting point tha.
**HA to mane bataya tha ki mere papa mujhe ek surprise dene vale the, aur ma vo sunne ke liye tayyar tha. Maine bola, "Papa, kya surprise hai?" Papa ne kaha ki "Ma, tere liye online class ka course buy kar raha hoo. Tu ghar se hi tere foundation exam ki tayyari karna." Fir maine kaha, "School ka bhi aur foundation ka bhi kaise manage hoga sab?" Unhone kaha ki "Tu sab kar lega." Mane kaha thik**
**Fir next day mera 11th start ho raha tha, vase mane abhi tak koi subjuct choose nahi kiya tha lekin choose karta usase pahle mere papa ne mujhe bio lene ke liye kha diya tha aur doctor banane ke liye kha ,ye unka dream tha ki ma doctor banu , mane jayada khuchh nahi kaha aur ha kar di vase mera bhi ek dream tha ,lekin mane us dream ko mita diya ...**
**"Kai bar hame apne mammi papa ke dreams ko pura karne ke liye apne dream ko mitana padta h. Mane unki bat isliye mani ki ye jo zindagi ma ji raha hu ye unhone hi mujhe di h agar vo nahi hote to ma is duniya ko nahi dekh pata." Isliye mane unki baat mani aur biology le li, lekin hamare man me jo hamare dreams hote h vo kahi na kahi chhupe hote h. Vo itani aasani se nahi mitate , aur vo dreams kahi na kahi hamari present life ko nukasan pahuchte h. Aisa hi kuchha mere sath bhi hua, par ma ye batane se pahle apko bata du ki agar aapki life me aisa kuchh ho to aap apne mammi papa ko jarur bataye, isase apko apne dreams ko pura karne ka moka mil sakta h...**
**"likin jo mane kiya vo aap log kabhi mat karna varna na hi aap present se na hi past se aur na hi future se khush honge."**
\*\*Jab ma first day school cycle se gaya to barish ho rahi thi. Mera school bag pichhe se puri tarah bhig gaya tha. Main jaise-taise school pahucha aur sir se apne classroom ka pata karke school pahucha. Classroom me mera koi purana dost nahi mila. Ma akela first bench par baith gaya. Hamare classroom me first teacher chemistry ke aaye. Unhone hame is class ke bare me isase related apne future banane ke bare me bataya. Ma sunta raha aur man hi man soch ki mera future to pahle se hi ban chuka h, is trha mera pura din bit gya aur school ki chhuti ho gayi. Ma ne apni cycle li aur ghar aa gya. Tab tak papa bhi apni job ke liye chale gaye the. Ma bahut sad tha...
"apke sathh bhi kabhi na kabhi aisa hua hoga ki aap apne ghar valo ke sath kafi dino se rah rahe ho aur unki bhi job ho aur vo apni job par chale jaye to aap kafi dino tak strange feel karte h, yahi sab mere sath hua tha jab papa mammi vapas job par chale gaye the."
ma kafi dino tak udas feel karta raha...
Meri padhai un dino kuchh achhi nahi chal rahi thi, kyuki papa ka kaha hua word ki "Doctor banana hai" aur dusari taraf mere dreams mere andar ek ghutan si paida kar rahe the, jiske chalte main dhire dhire depression me jata gya aur mujhe pata hi nahi chhala ki ma bahut jaada depression me ja chuka tha ....
Lekin mujhe is bat ka bhi gam tha ki ma apne dreams ke karan papa ke dream ko nuksan pahuchha raha tha. Pure year mere sathh asa hi kuch hota raha...
ise janne ki liye app next chapter jaroor padiyega ke mere sathh pure saal kya hua.