It's a nearly unavoidable human failing to feel jealousy and anxiety in the face of such a disparity.
But if I were going to be jealous, I would have been, long ago, when Su Zhou was hopping about in front of me, full of life, while I could barely take two steps without gasping for air. But back then, Su Zhou would carry me on his back or push my wheelchair, so I learned early on not to be jealous of him.
014's goal hadn't changed. He was now offering to provide resources to support my Cultivation, asking only that I hand over the highest administrative authority to him. All they needed was that link of Cause and Effect; they would still manage the fan club with the utmost diligence. In essence, they were spending a vast amount of resources to purchase a channel for communicating with a Great Being. I wouldn't have to give up a thing. It was the ultimate win-win.
