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Chapter 17 - Chapter 17 : Before Time itself

The throne hall was silent.

Not the silence of emptiness.

But the silence of something that had already witnessed everything.

At the far end of the vast chamber, upon a throne sculpted from flowing light and suspended fragments of golden time, sat the Goddess.

One hand rested beneath her chin.

A faint, knowing smile touched her lips.

She had already seen it.

The morning.

The conversation.

Arin speaking to something unseen.

His doubt.

His fear.

His attempt to brush it aside.

Even this very walk toward her throne.

To her, it had already happened.

And yet—

She wished to hear it from them.

Footsteps echoed.

Arin and Caelum entered.

Both lowered themselves immediately, heads bowed in reverence.

"My Lady," Caelum began smoothly.

He explained everything.

Arin's strange experience that morning.

His conversation with the unseen presence.

His confusion.

His uncertainty.

His doubt.

The Goddess listened.

Patiently.

When Caelum finished, he paused—then added casually,

"Oh… my Lady."

"I neglected to mention something."

A subtle shift in the air.

"Arin was rather reluctant to come here."

"I wonder why."

Arin slowly turned his head toward Caelum.

He said nothing.

But his eyes screamed:

Why would you say that?

Caelum, still bowing, responded without looking at him.

A polite voice.

A perfectly innocent tone.

"…I merely felt transparency would be appropriate."

The corner of his mouth lifted.

Arin's expression darkened.

Traitor.

He swallowed.

A cold weight settled in the air.

He hadn't even looked up—

And yet—

He could feel her gaze.

It was not hostile.

Not angry.

But it was absolute.

He took a slow breath.

But before he could control himself—

"That is not true."

The words escaped.

Too fast.

Too defensive.

The hall grew still.

The Goddess tilted her head slightly.

"Is that so?"

Her voice was calm.

Gentle.

Dangerously gentle.

"Then tell me, child…"

"So Was your hesitation merely illusion as well?"

Arin felt it instantly.

He had stepped wrongly.

He lowered his head further.

"I—"

Golden light shimmered faintly in the air.

"Do you dare," she asked softly, "to offer falsehood before me?"

The pressure was not physical.

It was existential.

As if every second of his life stood exposed before her gaze.

He swallowed.

Forced himself to think.

Then he spoke again—slower this time.

Measured.

"My Lady… I would never presume to deceive you."

"My hesitation was not refusal… but uncertainty."

"I feared presenting an unverified experience as truth."

"If my perception were flawed, I would have wasted even a fragment of your eternal attention."

He steadied his breath.

"It was not concealment… but consideration."

Silence.

Then—

The faintest smile appeared upon her lips.

Impressive.

Very impressive.

She had seen through him instantly.

But the way he reframed it—

Elegant.

Careful.

Respectful.

"Very well," she said at last.

"Then let us remove uncertainty."

Her golden eyes shimmered.

"Survive this."

Arin's pupils shrank.

Before he could speak—

Before he could object—

A thin strand of golden light drifted from her fingertip.

It touched his chest.

Softly.

Gently.

And then—

Everything ended.

There was no explosion.

No visible force.

But inside—

Something tore.

Not flesh.

Not bone.

His soul.

A sensation beyond pain consumed him.

It was not burning.

Not freezing.

It was erasure.

As if existence itself was being peeled away from him.

His thoughts shattered.

His heartbeat ceased.

His consciousness fragmented into void.

For one impossible moment—

He understood death.

Completely.

Then—

Nothing.

Absolute darkness.

Within the same breath—

Time reversed.

The golden strand pulsed.

Return.

Fragments gathered.

Soul reassembled.

Breath forced violently back into lungs.

Arin collapsed to his knees.

Air tore into his chest as though he had been drowning in endless black.

His heart slammed violently against his ribs.

Cold sweat drenched him.

His body trembled uncontrollably.

His mind refused to function.

That moment—

That void—

It lingered.

A scar carved into his being.

For the Goddess—

It had been nothing more than a whisper of her authority.

Barely a fraction.

She observed him quietly.

No reaction.

Her eyes narrowed slightly.

Was the stimulus too absolute?

Or does the trigger require the perception of imminent death… rather than instantaneous erasure?

Interesting.

Very interesting.

Caelum remained silent.

Even he had felt the weight of what she had done.

And he knew—

She had barely acted.

Arin's fingers dug into the marble floor.

His breathing was uneven.

Every inhale felt uncertain.

As though it might vanish again.

His mind replayed it.

That terrifying absence.

Not pain.

Not fear.

But nonexistence.

Slowly—

He lifted his trembling gaze toward her.

There was no clever phrasing now.

No elegant defense.

No composure.

Only raw, primal terror.

For her—

It had been an experiment.

For him—

It was worse than death.

And he understood something clearly now:

If she wished it—

She could end him again.

Effortlessly.

The hall remained silent.

Time itself waiting.

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