ENEMY
I was walking through the garden holding a bottle of Champagne, I can't even walk straight without being wobble by the effect of liquor under my skin.
I stopped for a moment as I look at the tall building and a light radiant above the 2nd floor where Matthew and his mistress will be having a rough night.
"I've never shared a bed with you....but you change a woman every week to satisfy you..." I whispered as I look away with the stingy feeling of hatred and loneliness I felt for almost a year with him.
I drink while walking barefooted on the green grass and my feet started to swollen because of the tiny pebbles scattered around the garden for decoration and maybe...to hurt me.
I tried to walk inside the mansion but the El Capitan wouldn't allow me because it was an order made by my husband.
I felt weak and cold and my feet started to bleed but no one dares to check on me, no one dares to ask me what I feel....but yeah! This is the dark reality in this madman world, he's a boss and I was only a bosses daughter who force myself to get into this situation.
I made my way through the garden. "Aaaaagghhh!!" I shouted loudly to ease the pain and jealousy in my vein.
My throat started to feel dry as I keep screaming like an idiot, my body collapse and I started to shake with the cold temperature.
"Heidi....how long are you going to do this? Please, you don't have to do that. Choose yourself atleast" Drew said as he cover my body with a warm blanket. He was the consiglier of Mathew, and this was the first time he come near me.
"You don't have to, just let me feel it. It was nothing to do with you anyway" I said while drinking the bottle of champagne that is in my hands.
A hand suddenly snatch it away from my mouth before I could even drink some. "You're tipsy already, madame" he sternly said then he throw my precious bottle on the far side of the garden.
I groaned in disbelief and went over him, "how could you do that!? Do you think you can just do whatever you want!? Let me just remind you Drew, you are just a fvcking consiglier of my husband so just mind your damn business!"
I thought he would flinch nor react and left me but he just stood there like a robot with no emotion. "I don't meddle with my boss's affairs but please, atleast look for yourself" he said then he left.
I felt disappointed and annoyed.
How could he just say what I should do? It's my life and he was just a pawn, this is ridiculous!
I headed through the refuge where I normally spend the night whenever he had an affair with other woman.
This is the place where I can cry all I want, rant all I want, until my eyes were tired enough to stay awake until morning. He was always like that and no matter how I do and please him, he never look at me the same way he looked at his ex fiance.
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"Madame, madame?" An old soft voice waked me as she continue to shake my arms. The light coming from the small holes of the wall blinded my sight as it feels heavy like it was swollen and stung by the bees.
The old woman look at me with sympathy as he hold my hands and offer me a ice pack as she put it on my swollen eyes.
"Young lady, show mercy to yourself. You always end up hurting and shattered, yet you still willing to take it?" She said while gently patting the ice pack on my face.
"No, I'm okay. Maybe, he was really busy and stressed in work that's why he cam home with a woman. I-Im sure t-they just did a r-raw sex after all" those words keep sputtering as if something was blocking my air way to utter a proper sound.
She lowered her head and her tears didn't escape from my sight even if she wiped it secretly. "No, don't cry for me. I-its my choice and....it is my fault as well for separating them" I said while a bitter smile drawn from my lips.
She shook her head to show disapproval. "No! It is not your fault so never blame it on yourself, you've been so obedient for almost a year and I understand your father for trying to claim you back. No parents could ever let their child suffer for an unnecessary reason" she said and I wiped my tears who escaped from my eyes without my permission.
Those words hit me like a knife, she had a point after all. But what could I do if my heart stays in here? Call me arrogant and blind but you wouldn't feel my agony unless you stand on it.
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After she care for me at the shelter she gave me a clean clothes to atleast look presentable. I even ask a favor on her to make sure no one could see me while going inside cause I don't want any contact especially seeing his another whore.
"Oh? Is it really the daughter of Enriquez Embassy? The one who made a fit for herself but end up as a push over" a voice of a woman talked behind my back and I already knew who it was.
I faced him with my unbothered and confidence look. "Is it the whore who just made a victory last night? Yes, I am the daughter of the Enriquez Embassy and the only daughter of Enriquez Mafia family...what are you? Comparing yourself for that small victory?" I said while looking at her with disdain.
My mood rose up after she acted violenty, "YOU!! Huh, well...you know what I have a secret to tell you. Do you know that he got an 10 inches d1ck? Ah, why would I tell that in front of a wife that until now.... she's still virgin" she said then a sarcastic laugh escaped from her damn mouth.
She passed through me and stopped at my side and my ears started to feel the heat of my ranging bones ready to made her bones a pulp. "You got a societal power....but what else you can do after all if you couldn't claim your so called husband" she continued.
I was ready to slap her but my standards and effort doesn't define her to be worth my attention.
She wasn't even at my level to pick a fight with, remember never lower your standards at someone who doesn't even worth your time. They just do such fvcking things to piss you, to disappoint you and to manipulate you over things that aren't even true.