Im bad with words, which is the reason why I remain silent every time cuz' I think you re good at eye reading, explaination is not made for me I can get whatever you say and you don't say, its just every time I wanted to hear it from your mouth , ican observe the behaviour , atmosphere of everyone around me . I know im rude , im selfish, im optimistic but once I just wanted to be loved , in just this age I handled things which even an aged people doesn't know . my childhood is all ruined , I didn't went to those enjoyment of lives I can wear a mask of happiness , smile on my face as long as im in public . im just a minor with qualities of an adult. sometimes nobody knows that negativity , fadeness , depressiveness in my life , some times I really felt that my life is just a prison with the hope of freedom at the end at the end these all are just a some trailer of my strangest feeling I felt every day which make me emotionless body , im living a life which have a daily dose of death , these re the feelings I cant show up at all
