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Chapter 98 - Choose (Jina)

[Consent]

Morning didn't reach the Dragon Holding Wing.

It only arrived as a shift in temperature—lanterns replaced, guards rotated, boots scuffing in a rhythm that pretended routine could make last night ordinary.

Jina hadn't moved from the bench.

Not because stubbornness was a virtue—though it helped—but because leaving would become a story the palace could sell.

The Regent fled the moment the beast stirred.

The Regent can't hold him.

The Regent is afraid of what she made.

No. If Severin wanted a clean narrative, he could choke on mess.

Warden Garrick appeared at the far bend with two men behind him, face set in the kind of exhaustion that came from being responsible for violence you couldn't commit yet. He stopped short of the gate like stepping closer might wake the wardlines.

"Regent," he said quietly. "Report."

Jina nodded once. Poison strain burned low and constant under her ribs. Her lip stung when she swallowed. Even that felt like a betrayal—her body insisting on being a body when she needed it to be stone.

"Market Ward held," Garrick said. "Barely. Food convoy rerouted. Temple bells rang off schedule again. My cousin's boy nearly got trampled at the junction."

"Any deaths," Jina asked.

Garrick hesitated, then admitted it. "Two. Not from blades. From panic."

A thin, sharp ache opened behind Jina's sternum. She shut her eyes for half a heartbeat, counted it, filed it. If she let grief become fog, the fog turned into more names.

Garrick continued, voice rough. "Temple attendants returned at dawn with another transfer order. Different seal. Better forged."

"Still not valid," Jina said.

He nodded. "We kept them out."

A pause. Then his voice dropped another degree, as if the stone itself might gossip.

"And your sibling."

Jina's stomach tightened like someone had pulled a cord.

Garrick's gaze flicked up the corridor. "Moved at first bell. White bandages. Public prayer. Councilor Halvern at their side. Lady Sorrell behind. The crowd… liked it."

Of course they did.

Blood made stories taste sweet. Bandages made lies look holy.

Before Jina could answer, footsteps approached from above—lighter than guard boots, controlled. Theron and Sivaris appeared at the bend like two different blades drawn from the same sheath: one clean and cold, one gleaming and unpredictable.

Theron's eyes went to Jina's face—mouth, hands—inventory. Sivaris's gaze swept the corridor the way a crowd did, but sharper, measuring who was watching and from where.

"We delayed the temple again," Theron said without greeting. "Maren remains secured."

"And the forgeries," Jina asked.

Theron held out a parchment with an oath-stone strip attached. "New attempt. They're accelerating."

Jina took it and scanned the seal. Better. Still wrong. The lie was learning.

"They're pushing the sibling hard," Sivaris murmured, voice careful—not playful. "Reasonable. Gentle. Stable. Blessed by pain."

Theron's jaw tightened a fraction, a microtell he probably hated giving. "It is effective."

Jina exhaled slowly through her nose. "They want me to look like the opposite."

"They want you to look like danger," Theron corrected. "Or failure. Either will make 'mercy' attractive."

Sivaris didn't joke. Not fully. He offered a small ease at the edge of his expression, like a hand held out without touching. Underneath it, Understand caught a quiet want—selfish in a harmless way: to be the reason she breathed out once, to be the brief room where she didn't have to be Regent.

It worked more than she wanted it to.

A short breath slipped out of her—almost a laugh, too tired to be humor. "Mercy," she muttered. "They're generous with it when it comes with chains."

Theron's gaze cut to the sealed door, then back to her. "We need you seen as capable and safe. Not soft. Not monstrous. Capable."

"That's a narrow bridge," Jina said.

"It is the only bridge," Theron replied, voice like stone.

Jina looked at the door again.

Behind it, Rhydian's presence sat heavy in the bond-web like a storm cloud pressed against glass. The wardlines hummed a low warning—steady. No flare yet. Not peace either.

"How's the city now," she asked.

Sivaris's expression sharpened. "Temporarily quieter. That kind of quiet is never free."

Theron nodded once. "Severin will try again by midday."

The name iced the back of Jina's neck.

She didn't look up. She didn't give the corridor the satisfaction of seeing her react.

"Then we don't let him turn this into another lever," she said.

Theron watched her for a beat, then said, "You cannot respond to the sibling narrative emotionally."

Jina felt his intent like a thin wire drawn tight—cold clarity, fear of sentiment, the need to keep her from being steered by blood. Not because he didn't care. Because he cared in the only shape he trusted: strategy.

Blood made people soft. Soft made them stupid. Stupid got people killed.

Theron needed her to trust his cold clarity over the lure of family. Needed to be the voice she accepted even when it hurt.

Jina met his eyes and gave him a single nod. "I won't."

Not because she was immune.

Because she was tired of being played.

"Good," Theron said, and slid immediately back into logistics. "Garrick. I require access to your custody logs. All transfers requested from midnight to now."

Garrick hesitated, then nodded. "You'll get them."

Sivaris leaned slightly toward Jina, voice low. "You've been here all night."

She didn't deny it. Denial would turn it into shame. Shame was another lever.

His eyes flicked to her hands, then to the sealed door, then back to her face. For a fraction of a second, the ease vanished and something more serious sat beneath it: he understood the optics and the danger—and he understood the human reason she was still sitting.

"You look like you're winning," Sivaris said softly.

Velvet over steel. A reminder that sometimes looking like you were winning mattered more than winning.

"Do I," Jina asked, dry.

His mouth curved—barely. "You look like you don't run."

Theron turned away, already pulling Garrick into procedure. Sivaris lingered a half-beat longer, then stepped back too, letting the corridor breathe.

Lysander remained where the light didn't quite reach, not moving, not intruding—present in the geometry like a vow kept quiet.

Jina stood slowly.

The movement made her stomach roll. Poison heat flared. She held her face still until it settled; she refused to hand the corridor a stagger it could gossip about.

Garrick's gaze sharpened. "Regent—"

"I need to speak to him," Jina said.

Garrick's mouth tightened. "Through the door."

"Through the door," Jina agreed.

He hesitated, then nodded toward a narrow panel in the wall—an observation slit layered with warded glass. A small speaking aperture below it could be opened with a key, allowing sound through without allowing heat and force to flood out.

"This stays between you and him," Garrick said. "My men will not crowd."

"Good," Jina said.

Crowding turned fear into reflex. Reflex turned into tragedy.

She stepped to the observation slit.

The glass was cold under her palm. She didn't press her forehead to it. She didn't make it intimate like that. She simply looked.

Inside the sealed chamber, Rhydian lay half-sitting against the wall, wrists bound in silver-threaded cuffs that hummed faintly with suppression. Damp clung at the edges of his hair. His shoulders looked too broad for comfort, and the air around him shimmered like heat had decided to live under his skin.

His eyes lifted the instant Jina appeared.

Not surprise.

Recognition. Hunger. Fury. Pain.

The bond flared hard enough to make her ribs ache.

His gaze cut over her—mouth, bandage—then snapped back to her eyes as if the sight of injury was an insult he couldn't swallow.

Jina slid the small aperture open.

A thin line of air moved between them, carrying salt and metal and a faint taste of smoke that didn't belong down here.

"Rhydian," she said, voice low.

He didn't answer immediately. His throat moved. His jaw clenched.

When he spoke, the sound scraped out raw, as if words were rust.

"Don't Command me."

The corridor seemed to hold its breath.

Behind Jina, Garrick stiffened. One guard shifted and then froze again under discipline. Lysander went impossibly still in the shadow seam, ready to intercept anything that turned lethal.

Rhydian's eyes didn't leave Jina's. He wasn't begging like a petitioner in silk.

He was pleading like a man who knew exactly what it felt like to be made into a puppet.

The bond vibrated with it—fear dressed as rage, rage protecting the last strip of autonomy he still believed belonged to him.

Jina swallowed. Her lip tugged. Copper rose anyway.

"I won't," she said.

His eyes narrowed, disbelieving. He'd lived in a world where people lied with soft faces and called it mercy.

Jina didn't try to sell him comfort.

She gave him the thing he'd asked for, shaped into truth.

"You're not going to be controlled by my voice," she said. "Not here. Not like that."

His breath hitched. Heat shimmered along his collarbone—white flame pressing at the crack in whatever shield he'd rebuilt. The wardlines in the chamber brightened a shade in response.

His bound hands flexed. The cuffs hummed louder.

He flinched, anger flashing, then forced his fingers still as if even movement was a risk he couldn't afford.

His voice dropped lower. "They'll make you."

"They've tried," Jina said.

A bitter sound left him—half laugh, half growl. "And you stayed outside my door like you were—"

"Like I was what," Jina asked.

His eyes flicked to her mouth again, then away, as if looking at injury made his restraint slip.

His voice roughened. "Like you were… proving something."

"I was," Jina said simply.

The bond pulsed—confusion, wary attention. The storm adjusting its center.

Jina let her next words land clean and sharp, because this was where boundaries became either law or decoration.

"Choose," she said.

His eyes snapped back to hers.

The word hit him like a slap—not cruelty, but an offer he wasn't used to being given without poison attached.

"I'm not ordering you," Jina continued. "I'm not pulling you. I'm giving you a choice you haven't been allowed to have in a long time."

His jaw worked. "Choice," he echoed like it tasted wrong.

"Yes," Jina said. "Right now. About what happens next."

The wardlines hummed. The air between them felt too thin.

He stared at her for a long beat. Then his voice came out quieter—worse, because it wasn't armored.

"If I choose wrong, they kill me."

"And if you choose nothing," Jina said, "they use you until you burn."

His eyes flared. The bond tightened like wire.

Jina held steady.

"You can choose to work with Garrick's rules," she said. "Small things. Specific things. Or you can choose to fight the chamber until the white flame eats your restraint and gives them the monster story they want."

Heat shimmered along his shoulders like the flame hated being named.

His nostrils flared. "You know about it."

Jina didn't answer with a lie.

"I can feel you," she said quietly. "Not your thoughts. Your state. Your pain. Your… pressure."

His gaze sharpened, suspicious.

Jina kept her voice even. "That's why I'm here. Because if you flare, the city pays. And Severin wants the city to pay."

His mouth tightened at the name like he recognized that kind of enemy without needing a face.

The bond pulsed colder—threat assessment. The storm reorganizing itself into something with edges.

Jina continued carefully. "First choice: water."

He blinked, thrown.

"Second choice: let Garrick loosen the cuff pressure by one notch," she said. "Not remove. Not free. Reduce the bite so you stop bleeding."

His eyes flicked to his wrists. Fresh red glistened in the creases.

"Third choice," Jina said, "you give us a signal. If the flame surges, you speak one word through this slit before it breaks you. One word that means you want distance, not a fight."

His throat moved. The idea of asking for help looked like it hurt worse than the cuffs.

Jina didn't soften into pity. Pity could be turned into patronage, and patronage could be turned into a leash.

But she let her voice go quieter. "You don't have to trust me. Not yet. Just choose something that keeps people alive."

For a long beat, Rhydian didn't move.

Then his gaze dropped—to the aperture, to the thin line of air between them, to the fact that he could speak and she was still not taking control from him.

His voice came out hoarse. "If I choose… water."

"I'll have it brought," Jina said.

"And if I choose… cuff loosening," he forced out.

"Garrick does it," Jina replied. "With your consent. You tell him yes. Not me."

The bond trembled at the word consent. Not approval—recognition of a concept that had almost never been offered without a hook.

Rhydian's eyes lifted again. "And if I choose… nothing."

Jina held his gaze. "Then I keep sitting outside your door until you either choose or you burn. And I won't Command you to stop. I'll just be there when the ash settles."

His lips parted slightly. The white flame shimmered brighter for a heartbeat—then steadied, as if the part of him that wanted to destroy didn't know how to fight stubborn presence.

His voice came out barely above a rasp.

"Water."

A second later, harsher—like he hated himself for needing anything—"And… loosen. One."

Jina didn't smile. She didn't reward it like a trained pet.

She treated it like what it was: a man choosing not to become a weapon.

She closed the aperture and turned without hurry.

"Warden," Jina said. "Bring water. And adjust the cuffs one notch. Only if he confirms to you."

Garrick looked startled, then relieved, then wary again—because relief in this wing was never safe. He stepped to the observation slit, voice controlled.

"Rhydian. Do you consent to the adjustment."

A pause.

Then Rhydian's voice, rough but clear: "Yes."

Garrick's shoulders dropped a fraction. He signaled a guard, who hurried off.

Lysander stayed still. No triumph. No comment. Just the quiet presence of someone who understood how fragile this was.

Jina returned to the bench and sat again, because leaving now would make Rhydian's first choice look like a mistake he'd be punished for.

A minute later, a guard brought a cup and slid it through the chamber's delivery slot. Another brought a key ring to Garrick. Garrick moved carefully, opening a small access panel, adjusting the cuff mechanism with hands that didn't tremble, then sealing it again.

Through the glass, Rhydian's breath hitched as the pressure eased.

Not freedom.

Just less bite.

The wardlines dimmed a shade.

The bond flare settled—not gone, not gentle, but steadier. A storm choosing to hold its lightning for another hour.

Aboveground, bells rang too early again. The city still wanted to ignite. The sibling's white bandages still glowed in public prayer.

But here, under stone, something more dangerous than any speech had happened:

He had asked not to be Commanded.

And Jina had let him choose.

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