The ones who banned me this time were from r/BorderlinePDisorder. I'm going to read my post.
Flair: Art & Poetry (quite literally bruh)
Post: Raise your hand if you are willing to write at least 3459 chapters for your favorite person. Even if she no longer sees me, or even if I can no longer text her, I will write 3459 chapters just so she can [learn from my mistakes] and to give her a good show.
Comments of mine: "I would guess whose story is that? *** x *** x ***".
I ended up getting banned for being disrespectful and whatever. I was doing it on purpose to provide myself with some good entertainment and to give the world a glimpse of it. The lesson I was trying to display here was how to annoy someone and ensure your own pain is validated.
I was simply telling my own authentic and honest story, which was how I survived. I didn't realize it was so simple to become the villain of my own story to the world and rage-bait an entire team, while one person could do it differently.
As I have quoted from my literal god who saved me
"Kneel down motherfuckers" - the writer whose story saved me.
If I was going to be in chronic pain, I might as well try and teach others on how to defend themselves from bullies and whatnot. I stopped listening and caring for people who didn't want to understand me. Why would I do that as a Regression Model human being after all?
I will simply fail, and the world will learn from my mistakes. I am the sacrificial person who resists authority figures just because I can and because I want to. This is a cruel world we all live in anyway. I wanted to inspire and save the underrated ones who never felt validated.