(This is starting after Keifer took Jay in his car when she came back from Yuri's House )
Jay's POV:
Everything is a mess! I'm engaged! I shouldn't be doing this but why does it feel so right? No no Jay stop this! You're With Yuri
Engaged to Yuri! Stop this
Keifer: You've made up your mind haven't you? Okay Fine I'll give up 😭 You can have Yuri You can be Happy with Him I give up!🥺
Jay: K-Keifer-
Keifer: I've no more for you 🙂 I hope you're happy Jay
Then he left with his car after he dropped me home
he left after saying those words it felt like a slap to my face
Jay: I love you Keifer, But It has to Be Yuri I'm Sorry 😔
I went to my room and cried my eyes out everything's a mess
I'm in love with Keifer not Yuri But I Have to be With Yuri
My Future Is Decided To Be With Yuri! 😭😭😭😭😭
I-I I'm sorry Keif I'm So sorry 😔
Keifer's POV:
The moment I reached home I went to my room locked my door and stayed there Tss! It's always Him ALWAYS Yuri ALWAYS
I didn't cry
I didn't shout
I didn't Object
I just... Accepted it because who was I to say anything when fighting for the girl I love won't accept me? Who was I huh?
Maybe this is a sign That Love isn't for me First Freya Then Ella And Now Jay Jay? Mama I know you can here me from heaven
I'm In Pain But..I'm proud to be your Child 🙂🥲🙂
I can never be loved and I'll accept that forever I'll stop trying
because anyone I love? Leaves me and I can't even hate Jay for that because I know she won't care, she won't listen
Maybe Destiny wanted this Maybe Destiny Set my future
I've to accept this and I finally have, I let go of Jay I Let Go Of Freya I Let Go Of Ella I just want peace I'm strong in everyone's eyes
I have to stay like that even if it's kills me inside 🙂
I love you Jay..Even if it hurts
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End of This Chapter 🫶🏽