Goodbyes? what are they, are they the final words we say to our loved ones or are they just words we speak out loud. For even up until now it still feels like I am in that place but with more peace and love. Yuki will be moving to Abroad so we can't see each other until the next three years. I got my acceptance letter to the school I wanted on the Island which is very far from here. Even tho I have accepted love in my mind it still doesn't make much of sense to me. Feel and see are two different things and yet they make the same conclusion. The rest of the gang will attend my school, in the next year but my will is for them to be happy.
As I was walking on the wooden floor I heard Nana calling me with a sorrowful expression. Her hands were trembling, voice shaking, eyes full of tears these were the things my observation managed to obtain before going to hug her. The main reason why she was behaving like this was because she never really had time. For the longest time she had now found her lost siblings, then right after one had to leave. It really frustrated her because she thought I hated her, because I hadn't spent much time. With her everything felt at peace so I thought everything was alright with us not seeing what she felt. As she cried I hugged her and told her that; I will love you always and never hate you. With those words she managed to clean her eyes and look at me and hugged me back. To me; the most important people to me are Nana, Ichika, Yuki and the boys. Who I would do anything for, with all the misunderstandings settled we all went to our rooms, but to show her some love. I took my blanket and went to her room, but she wasn't that surprised. I guess she saw right through me, so in the cold winter night we sleet together in the bed as a family and Ichika joined us too.
We arrived at the train station in the afternoon and said my goodbye to everyone, I hugged both of my sisters and went in the train waiting for them until next year.