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Chapter 198 - Chapter 197

[Keifer's POV]

The Blue Suite felt like a vacuum. Kiara was talking—always talking—about a vacation in Maldives that I couldn't visualize and a life that felt like a movie I'd walked into halfway through. Every time she touched me, my skin felt like it was retreating, a silent "System Rejection" that made my stomach knot.

"I need air," I muttered, cutting her off mid-sentence.

I didn't wait for her to follow. I stepped out of the suite and began walking down the long, mahogany-lined corridor of the mansion. The "Hard Drive" of my brain was still glitching, but my feet seemed to know the way. They led me toward the grand living area, toward the scent of sandalwood and something faint... something that smelled like home.

I stopped at the edge of the sunken lounge.

The Sight of the Shattered Empress

There, on the oversized velvet couch, was a scene that caused a physical spike in my chest.

Jay was curled into a ball, her face buried in Bridget's shoulder. My mother, Mamma Serina, was on her other side, stroking her hair with a rhythmic, grieving tenderness. The air in the room was heavy with the sound of muffled, jagged sobs. It wasn't just crying; it was the sound of someone who had been hollowed out.

Seeing her like that triggered a violent "Alert" in my central nervous system. I didn't think about Kiara. I didn't think about the doctor's warnings. My body moved on its own—1,000% instinct.

I walked toward the couch, my footsteps silent on the rug. Bridget looked up first, her eyes sharp and protective, but when she saw the expression on my face, she softened, moving slightly to let me closer.

"Jay?" I whispered. The name felt like a prayer.

She flinched, her shoulders tensing before she slowly lifted her head. Her eyes were a devastating shade of red, her cheeks stained with tears that felt like they were burning into my own skin. When she saw me, she didn't smile. She looked at me with a longing so deep it made my breath hitch.

"What happened?" I asked, my voice thick with a concern I couldn't logically justify. "Why are you... why is everyone crying?"

I reached out, my hand hovering inches from her face, desperate to wipe a stray tear away. My "Protection Protocol" was screaming at me to fix whatever had caused this.

The Wall of Professionalism

Jay took a sharp breath, her entire posture shifting. She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, pulling back into a cold, rigid dignity that felt like a firewall slamming shut in my face.

"It's nothing, Mr. Watson," she said. Her voice was steady, but I could hear the cracks in the frequency. "Just a momentary lapse in the... staff's emotional regulation."

"Staff?" I repeated, the word tasting like ash. "You don't look like staff. You look like you're dying."

She didn't answer. Instead, she reached for a small silver tray on the coffee table. Her fingers were trembling, but her gaze was fixed. She picked up two tablets and a glass of water, holding them out to me with a formal, distant grace.

"It is time for your 18:00 neural stabilizers, Mr. Watson," she murmured. "Please. Take them. Your recovery depends on your compliance."

I stared at the tablets, then back at her. I didn't want the medicine. I wanted to know why my heart was thudding against my ribs like a trapped bird. I wanted to know why I felt like I was the one who had caused those tears.

The Care: A Physical Sync

I took the water, but I didn't look away from her. "Why do you call me that? Mr. Watson?"

"It's your name," she said softly, her eyes dropping to my throat.

She stood up, stepping into my personal space to adjust the collar of my shirt, which had gone crooked. As her fingers brushed my skin, the "Static" in my head vanished. For a split second, the world was in high-definition. Her touch wasn't like Kiara's. It didn't feel like a claim; it felt like a Completion.

She began to check my pulse, her cool fingers pressing against my wrist. I let her. I would have let her do anything. I stood perfectly still, my breathing syncing with hers as if my lungs were trying to remember her rhythm.

She moved her hand to my forehead, checking for a fever, her touch lingering longer than a professional would allow. I saw her lip quiver. I saw a single, fresh tear escape and roll down her cheek.

"You're stable," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "The physical parameters are... within range."

"Then why are you still crying, Jay?" I asked, my voice dropping to a low, dangerous register. I reached up and finally caught that tear with my thumb, my heart hammering.

She froze. For one heartbeat, I saw the "Empress" break. I saw the woman who loved me peering through the amnesia, screaming for me to remember her. I felt a massive surge of attraction—not just physical, but a soul-deep pull that told me this woman was my Magnetic North.

"Because some things can't be fixed with medicine, Keifer," she whispered.

She pulled away before I could respond, tucking her hands behind her back. "Rest now. Kiara is waiting for you in the suite."

As she walked away with Bridget and my mother, I stood in the center of the room, the glass of water still in my hand. I looked down at the gold ring on my finger. It felt like a lie. I looked toward the Blue Suite, and then toward the hallway where Jay had gone.

The "Data" told me Kiara was my wife. But my "System"—every nerve, every beat, every instinct—was telling me that I was standing in the wrong room, holding the wrong woman, and that the only truth in this house was the girl who was currently crying on a velvet couch because I had forgotten her.

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