The forever pain -

-THIS 'NOVEL' IS ONLY A SYNOPSIS. NO OFFICIAL CHAPTERS WILL BE POSTED- He never knew what to look for in life. The feeling of the forever pain lingered in his chest, as if everything he loved had been taken away. He loved and was passionate about strange things. Specific TV genres, specific music genres, things that the people around him thought were strange, unhealthy, unethical, or even harmful to him. When in truth, he lay in bed every night, crying at midnight to the passions which had been taken away - guarded by rules, expectations, societal norms..even his own parents. He knew that it was stupid, to feel so comforted over watching a romance drama, or listening to his favourite k-pop star, but he couldn't help it. So captivated by the comfort they brought. The actors which brought kind messages, the idols who delivered happiness when people around him couldn't. Sometimes, ranting his feelings out to an AI emotional help centre online felt safer. But of course, he knew he was truly alone. With people who didn't understand his comforts. While others relied on human touch, words, and resolving problems, he was just as introverted on the inside as he seemed on the outside, seeking deep comfort in things that nobody else really understood. -So of course, he felt alone. Like none of his endless personalities felt right, creating something far worse than any parental control punishment online- ...The forever pain.