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Chapter 1 - chapter 1 :loneliness was her first friend

She was born in 2000.

When she was born, her parents felt proud. They believed she would change their future.

She was just a small child, but she always felt different. She wanted true friends — kind, caring, and honest. But instead, she found jealousy. Whenever she tried to do a little better, people around her became jealous.

Slowly, she chose to stay alone. Because loneliness felt better than betrayal.

Even though she stayed alone, she had a kind heart. She always helped people who were in trouble. She often got hurt, but she never stopped caring.

She loved being alone because it made her feel safe. When everyone betrayed her, she didn't know what to do next. Sometimes she felt like she was only living for her parents.

People judged her for her looks and appearance. Day by day, their words hurt her deeply. She was bullied for not looking like others. At first, she thought it was only in her mind — but later she realized it was real.

She tried to change herself to be like them. She stopped smiling. She helped others without expecting anything. She tried to act strong and distant.

But she could not change her true nature.

She had a soft heart, an overthinking mind, and a kind soul.

She felt sad because she wanted everyone to be her friend. But many people only acted nicely to use her kindness. She always helped without asking questions or expecting anything in return — yet no one helped her.

Sometimes she felt that life was a punishment. She even wondered if God wanted her to suffer. But deep inside, she also thought — maybe God has a plan. Maybe this pain is preparing her for something greater.

And even in her loneliness, she continued to survive.

Sometimes she felt that life was a punishment. She even wondered if God wanted her to suffer. But deep inside, she also thought — maybe God has a plan. Maybe this pain is preparing her for something greater.

She didn't know it yet, but this was only the beginning of her transformation.

To be continued…

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