Grey woke up to the smell of something cooking.
This was unusual because he was in a tent in a meadow, two days from the nearest town, with a staff of three that did not include anyone whose main role was breakfast.
He lay there for a moment, staring at the tent ceiling, listening to the distant river sounds and the closer, deliberate noises of someone managing a fire and cookware.
He got up, pulled on his boots, and stepped outside.
The morning felt so serene that it was almost guilt-inducing to complain about anything.
The cool air and clear sky set a peaceful scene, with the meadow still immersed in the calm of night, the long grass softly illuminated as the sun rose low and golden over the eastern hills.
In the distance, the river appeared as a shimmering line and the air was filled with the fresh scents of greenery and clean water.
Vivienne was crouched by the camp fire with a pan.
Grey stopped and stared at her.
She was still wearing her morning clothes — a plain dark dress, with her hair loosely braided over one shoulder and sleeves rolled up to her elbows, an appearance he had never seen before because Vivienne in the manor was always impeccably dressed by the time he saw her.
She was deeply focused on the pan, applying the same attentive focus she reserved for ledgers, maps, and organising what she deemed important.
She looked up when he stopped.
"You're awake," she said.
"And you're cooking," he said.
"Yes."
"You cook."
She said, gesturing at the pan with the spatula, "I'm cooking right now," as if to make her point more convincing than his doubts. "So apparently yes."
Grey approached and crouched down next to her. The pan held eggs with herbs, prepared with skill rather than just heat. They appeared appetising and smelled inviting.
"Where did Perrin go," Grey said.
"I sent him to check the horses," Vivienne said.
"For how long."
"Long enough," she said, which wasn't really an answer but somehow felt like a complete one.
She had dismissed the staff to prepare breakfast for him personally.
Grey added this note alongside the tea, the library, the supply list in a waterproof case with his name, and the quietly expanding archive of Vivienne's unannounced and unexplained actions, details he was beginning to see as increasingly significant.
"Can I help," he said.
She looked at him sideways. "Do you cook."
"No," he admitted.
"Then no," she said pleasantly.
Grey sat in the grass beside the fire, observing her cook with relaxed confidence, as someone who knows when to yield gracefully.
The morning slowly unfolded around them, with a bird in the meadow cheerfully announcing the day's possibilities.
Vivienne served the eggs on the camp's simple tin plates with the same poise she displayed at formal dinners.
Grey found this quietly amusing as they sat on the grass by the dying fire, watching the sun finish rising and the meadow warm up around them.
The eggs were excellent.
"These are good," he said.
"I know," she said.
"You've been holding this back for six weeks."
"Perrin prepares satisfactory breakfasts," she said.
"These are better than satisfactory."
She glanced at him with a faint almost-smile. "Yes," she replied plainly.
Grey ate his eggs while gazing at the meadow, thinking about a woman who excelled at everything she tried.
She had chosen to spend this morning proving that she was also skilled in cooking.
Now, she sat in the grass in her morning clothes, watching the day unfold with calm assurance, as someone who was perfectly content in her chosen place.
'Know her,' the quest had said.
He was starting to think knowing her was not the hard part.
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After breakfast, Vivienne retrieved a blanket and laid it on a flat patch of grass near the river, and settled down with a book.
Grey observed the operation finishing and concluded that she planned to read by the river all morning.
She had carefully spread the blanket to be large enough for two, applying the same quiet deliberateness she used for everything else.
He got his own book from the tent.
It was the library's collection of annotated maps yet entirely fitting for him. He knew this, but he sat down on the blanket anyway.
Vivienne glanced at his book, then at him. She remained silent, and her silence spoke volumes.
"I find maps relaxing," Grey said.
"Mm," she said, indicating she believed him, thought it was very Grey, and then resumed her own book.
They read as the river and grass moved nearby. The blanket was large enough that they weren't quite touching, but close enough that when Vivienne shifted her position, her shoulder brushed his arm, and neither of them pulled away.
Grey flipped the page and ignored this.
Halfway through the morning she said without glancing up from her book, "What are you actually worried about."
Grey kept his eyes on his map. "What makes you think I'm worried about anything?"
"You read the same page three times," she said.
He looked down, realising he had read the same page three times without understanding it.
He decided to blame his failure on the pleasant weather, which he thought distracted him and affected his Observe skill.
He folded the map and then looked at the river.
"The territory," he said, which was true. "There's a lot to do."
Vivienne paused briefly before saying, "That's part of it," indicating she knew there was more but chose not to press. Then she resumed her reading. "The territory will be fine. Aldren is thorough."
"I know."
"You're allowed to be here," she said, still reading. "You don't have to keep working at things in your head."
Grey looked at her. She wasn't gazing back; instead, she deliberately avoided his gaze while speaking, and her way of saying it was so perfectly chosen that it hit him in a place he wasn't prepared for.
"Is that something people tell you?" he said. "That you're allowed to stop."
She turned a page, paused briefly, then said, "My father used to," recalling, "When I was young."
It was the first time she had given him something without being asked.
Not as a response to a direct question or for a practical purpose, but simply a small, honest thing. She handed it over quietly, as she did with everything else.
Grey dismissed it silently. He simply nodded, looked back at the river, and let it rest quietly between them without adding any burden.
"My life before," he said, after a while, "was very — busy. In the head. Lots of things to manage."
"And now?" she said.
He reflected on the drainage survey, the territory map, the mornings in the courtyard, and the evenings in the library.
He also considered the ledger columns, which now added up correctly because someone had spotted the error in the notes.
"Still busy," he said. "But differently."
Vivienne flipped to the next page. "Is it better or worse?"
"Better," he said, without deciding to.
She didn't smile; she simply made a subtle acknowledgment sound and kept reading, with the morning unfolding in a warm, simple rhythm like a day that had nothing to prove.
Grey opened his map back up and actually read it this time.