Keifer's Pov
The minute I asked her move in, I saw her expressions change, it felt like I asked her something, I shouldn't have asked for,
I felt like I have put her in a tough spot,
She said she needed time and space, It hurt me when she said that, I don't know why, wasn't she sure of us? Or does she still need time to believe me?
I controlled my tears because I couldn't hurt her because of my emotions. But I believe in her words when she said that we are okay.
But I wasn't able to look at without crying, but thank god, David called me and said I had to be there at the office, I went alone giving her the time and space she needed. I hope everything gets better between us.
I went to the office and David came in,
David: "I am sorry for bringing you in early and making you miss your cuddling morning with Jay" he said as soon as he entered in a teasing tone,
then he saw my face, his expression changed,
David: "What happened?"
then I said to him about the happenings,
David: "I don't know what to say, the last time I checked in with you everything was amazing with you too"
Keifer: "I don't know what happened, I don't know if I did something wrong"
David: "Or what if it is just normal fear? you know the one you get before taking a big step, many people get that, maybe that's what this and has nothing to do with your relationship, I mean her life had pretty big change in the last week, so it must be overwhelming for her, So just like she said just give her some time and space"
I nodded my head with the hope that everything gets better,
After that we had a meeting, but I did not look at Jay because I know she needed space, So I am going to give, I controlled myself from looking in her direction but while leaving I couldn't take it anymore and saw her one more time before leaving.
I kept looking at her from my cabin when she wasn't looking at me and I realised she was a little bit mess too because of the situation.
We were leaving and she started driving and I was just looking at her, no matter what chaos or whatever happens I just get peace just by being near her or looking at her.
We reached a place out of the city, she got down and I followed her and then she started speaking,
I couldn't believe what and all she had to go through, the girl who grew up with a comfortable life, came here struggled and she never said that was the hard and the harassment that she had to face, I know it has scared her for life and I wasn't there with her, when she needed me the most, I felt awful after hearing, It felt like I did not protect her,
It felt like I was one of the reason for what she went through,
I hugged her and started asking, even if I ask 1000 sorry it wouldn't be enough for she went her, I hugged her tightly as if I could take her away from the all the bad memories out of her,
I just wanted her to feel safe and make her forget the bad things that had happened, I don't want her to ever remember,
Then she started speaking again, Then she said, the day she shouted at because she actually remembered this incident made feel worse because, I was hurt by her words that day but I know the reason I was even more hurt because I did not understand what she went through all of this all alone in a new city.
Both of us couldn't help but cry, then she said the reason she hesitated to move in with me was because she was having nightmares and panic attack, I felt a little relief when she said she is not having those when she was with me but also little angry on myself that, I did not notice or knew this thing about her.
She said she did not want to keep any secrets from me before moving in with me, and here I was worrying about she wasn't sure of us.
But then I remembered my insomnia and panic attacks, I haven't told her about this yet, but I couldn't possibly tell her now, after looking at her condition, this whole week, I tried to hid this from,
I cannot hurt you anymore Jay, You have already suffered a lot, So I think this will be a good decision for the both of us, I know it will be cured soon, since I've got you, no more worries for you.
I looked at her face, it was filled with tears, I wiped her tears and pressed a long kiss on her forehead.
She finally gave me a smile,
Jay: "Sorry, I hurt you, I know how excited you were when you asked me to move in"
Keifer: "No, I am sorry, I did not know what happened to and what you went through and I and sorry I wasn't there with you when you needed me the most, but I promise you, I am never going to let you get hurt anymore, I am always going to be there."
Jay: "It wasn't your fault, I am just happy That I got you back, now I don't need anything else." She said with a smile
And I joined my foreheads together,
Jay: "So, Do you still want to move in with me?"
Keifer: "Is that even a question?"
I asked and she smiled, which in turn reflected in my face.
Author's Note:
Jay did not want any secrets but Keifer is keeping a big one, how is this going end🫣
How is Jay going to react when she finds out🫣😶
Next chapter will also be Keifer's Pov ig
What's going to happen next?
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