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Chapter 5 - CHAPTER FIVE

The academy did not confront. It adjusted.

By morning, no one mentioned the training ring. No one said I had almost done something impossible. No one said they felt the shift. But the atmosphere altered in subtle, practiced ways. Conversations didn't fall silent when I entered the dining hall they curved. Wolves were too disciplined for crude reactions. They watched through peripheral glances, through slight changes in posture, through the deliberate casualness of their movements. The rumor wasn't loud. It was contained. But it was alive.

Elowen sat across from me, tearing bread into pieces she didn't eat. "It's contained," she said quietly.

"What is?"

"The version where you embarrassed a fourth-year. That's the safe one." Her eyes lifted to mine. "The other version hasn't caught."

I didn't ask what the other version said. I didn't need to.

Across the hall, Rowan occupied the heir's table. He wasn't the loudest, nor the most animated, yet the others oriented toward him instinctively. When he spoke, they listened. When he leaned back, they adjusted. Dominance didn't require spectacle. It required certainty. His gaze lifted mid-conversation and found mine. There was no softness in it now. No curiosity. Something sharper. Intent. I looked away first not submission, but control. Still, heat rose beneath my skin as if my body had drawn a different conclusion.

Combat resumed that afternoon. My ribs still ached from the previous day, but yielding would only confirm weakness. I was paired with a third-year lean, quick, with the faint smile of someone who believed the outcome predetermined. The first exchange was clean. The second wasn't. His elbow drove into my side and pain detonated through my ribs. Air fled my lungs. I hit the ground hard enough to rattle bone.

He didn't press. He waited.

To see if I would rise.

I forced myself upright, breath scraping painfully. "Yield," he said lightly.

The word echoed deeper than it should have. Yield was survival. Yield was strategic. Yield was what I had done before everything burned.

He advanced again. His grip clamped around my wrist tight, testing. Something surged beneath my skin, instinctive and furious. For half a heartbeat, the air thickened. His pupils flared. He froze not victorious, but uncertain.

That was the danger.

I shut it down ruthlessly. Let my knees buckle. Let my weight sag as if I simply lacked strength. He released me with faint disgust. "Human," he muttered.

"Enough." Kael's voice cut through the arena.

The third-year stepped back immediately. Kael descended from the platform with measured steps, hands clasped behind him. The entire chamber recalibrated around his presence. He wasn't merely an instructor. He was Head Alpha of the academy, appointed by the High Council, the political hinge between rival packs and future leadership. Discipline here was not personal. It was structural.

"You are compensating poorly for injury," he said.

"Yes, sir."

"You overcorrect when pressured."

"Yes, sir."

His gaze sharpened. "And you nearly did not."

My pulse thudded once, heavy. He had felt it. Of course he had. Kael missed nothing that threatened order. He turned away without elaboration, dismissing the match and the murmurs with equal ease. The message was precise: he would not expose me but he was watching.

The rumor evolved that evening. Not loudly. Just enough. She moves wrong for a human. Her scent shifts. Kael intervened too quickly. It remained among upper-years for now but it spread like a crack beneath glass.

Elowen cornered me at dusk. "What are you?" she asked, not accusing afraid.

"Bruised," I said.

"Don't." She stepped closer. "You changed in the ring."

"I was angry."

"You felt… older."

That word struck deeper than she knew. I held her gaze. "I'm human."

She searched my face as if hoping to find reassurance she could trust. "If they start believing you're something else," she said quietly, "they won't test you gently."

Rowan found me outside the training wing after sunset. No audience. No heirs. Just iron-scented air and fading light. "You dropped too easily," he said.

"Maybe I was tired."

"You weren't." His voice carried an edge tonight.

"You're watching me closely."

"Yes."

"Why?"

His jaw tightened. "Because something in me reacts when you're cornered."

The honesty unsettled me more than suspicion. "That isn't my responsibility."

"No," he agreed. "It's mine."

He stepped closer, slower this time. Not dominance. Not quite. His fingers brushed my injured ribs lightly. I inhaled sharply. The contact wasn't intimate, but it felt dangerous. His scent shifted warmer, sharper. My body leaned toward him before my mind intervened.

He noticed.

Of course he did.

His hand stilled, then withdrew. For a fraction of a second something unguarded crossed his expression not possession, not desire. Recognition.

"That shouldn't happen," he muttered.

"No," I whispered.

"If anyone accuses you directly," he said, voice steadying, "I want to know."

"Why?"

"Because if they push too far, I won't be patient."

Alpha heir. Not a boast. A promise.

The following morning clarified Kael's authority without spectacle. Two upper-years were reassigned from advanced rotations. No announcement. No explanation. Just removal. The heir table shifted afterward. Alliances recalculated. Kael did not threaten. He adjusted balance and balance obeyed.

Later, he summoned me to the strategy chamber overlooking the valley. Rowan stood there already not as student, but as heir. The distinction mattered.

"This is not disciplinary," Kael said.

"It feels like it."

"You destabilize pattern recognition among the heirs," he replied calmly. "Instinct matters here."

"I can't control their instincts."

"No. But you can control yours."

Silence stretched between us.

"If you are entirely human," Kael continued, "your training suggests unusual background. If you are not, you represent either strategic advantage or destabilizing threat."

"And which do you prefer?"

"Stability."

The implication was clean. If I fractured that, I would be removed.

That night, alone, the cracks widened. My body hurt. My control hurt more. I unwrapped the blade beneath the floorboard and held it loosely in my palm. Cold metal. Memory. Purpose. Revenge required clarity. Distance. Rowan complicated that. Kael measured it. The rumors tightened the timeline.

And beneath all of it was the pull subtle, wrong, undeniable. When Rowan touched me, something answered. When I nearly lost control in the ring, something rose to defend.

Not human.

Not wolf.

Something in between.

I pressed the blade into my palm until pain clarified thought. I am here for a reason.

But for the first time, that reason felt less certain than the way my body reacted when Rowan stood too close.

Outside, a low howl drifted across the forest and was answered almost immediately. Recognition rippled through the air. My chest tightened with it.

And for one fragile, dangerous moment, I didn't know whether I was preparing to destroy this place or becoming tied to it in ways I might not survive.

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