19. "LIFETIME MEMORIES"
I got a lonely night ahead of me, I've been living in my mind and seeing things that are out of my sight.
I wish you would come knocking on this door, winter is creeping in and my body is yearning for your warm embrace. In times like this, you would have you leg and arms around me, breathing near me and warming me up to my sleep, lifetime memories.
You're not here to help me like you used to, you're not here to cuddle me and let me in your beautiful world, you're not here to kiss my lips and tell me that everything will be okay.
I wish you would speak to me in this moment, I wish you were laying right here next to me, oh I so wish I had a time machine, I would stop the time at that moment I had you in my arms, that moment of peace and affection, lifetime memories.
I've been living in my head, holding on to faded memories of the love we used to have..
20. "LOVENESS"
It took me an entire year for me to get to this point, I would've never said these words a month ago but now I'm at a better place Loveness.
You found me when I was lost, you loved me when I thought I wasn't good enough of love, you chose me when I was not good, you stayed with me when I was pushing you away with my bullshit and I never had my mother's love, but your love filled that void up, now I'm healing because of your love.
You helped me grow, you put me in one place when I was tryna run around, you made yourself a warm home for me and if it wasn't for you coming into my life, I would've turned out worse than what I am now because you wouldn't be there to help me get through my troubles and challenges.
You protected me from a lot of things, you showed me what it feels like to matter and to be loved unconditionally, I know a woman's worth and a genuine love all because you.
Loveness.