2 days until school starts
I think I might relapse again. I might have not told you this but I'm depressed and I self-harm. I know its destroying my body but I cant stop. No one in my family pays attention anyway so no one notices.
I stopped like 2 weeks ago but I wanna do it again. I promised my bsf to stop doing it but I cant stop thinking about the blade and that sting after it cuts.
Well that was a lot. Sorry.
I think I will never grow again. I been stuck at 5,2(157) for a while now. I seem to never grow.
Oh welp I will probably be stuck like this forever.