The facility had not collapsed.
It had simply stopped being important.
Emergency strips still pulsed faintly along the lower walls, thin red veins stretching across cracked white panels. Dust hovered in stagnant air, undisturbed by ventilation systems that had died years ago. Somewhere above, unseen water gathered weight before surrendering to gravity.
In the center of the primary laboratory, beneath a fractured skylight and exposed steel beams, a boy stood before a tall glass incubation tube.
He did not touch it.
Inside, suspended in faintly glowing violet fluid, floated a newborn girl.
She looked exactly like him.
The same pale skin that seemed to resist warmth.
The same raven-black hair drifting weightlessly around her small skull.
The same dark eyes — though hers remained closed, unaware of light, of ruin, of inheritance.
He watched her the way one studies a reflection that moves half a second too late.
Behind him, metal scraped against concrete.
The sound echoed farther than it should have.
His mother pushed aside a collapsed instrument cart, clearing a narrow path. Her movements were deliberate, economical — not because she was careful, but because she no longer had the strength for waste.
The lab smelled of oxidized steel and evaporated antiseptic. Underneath that lingered something older. Organic. Persistent.
Each breath she took rasped slightly, as though her lungs had begun negotiating with the air.
She reached his side and rested a trembling hand against the glass.
"Well, Sun," she said softly, exhaustion woven into the edges of her voice, "today's the day. Are you ready?"
He didn't answer.
He turned his head slightly and studied her instead.
Her skin had gradually and subtly thinned over the past months. Until bone and vein had begun to show through in quiet defiance of flesh. Her cough had grown heavier. Wet. She disguised it poorly.
She should have been resting.
Instead, she was here.
Bringing another child into a world that had already rejected the first.
He nodded.
She smiled — faint, but real — and stepped toward the control panel.
The interface flickered before stabilizing. She moved through its sequence without hesitation, fingers pressing familiar commands. The faintly purple nutrient solution began draining from the chamber.
It spiraled downward through transparent pipes with a hollow, rhythmic gurgle that echoed through the empty facility like distant breathing.
There was no tremor in her hands now.
She had done this before.
The fluid level lowered.
The girl's body settled slightly within the tube.
The glass casing unlocked with a soft, pressurized hiss.
When she lifted the infant free, cold air replaced sterile suspension.
The newborn inhaled sharply—
And cried.
The sound was thin.
Fragile.
It seemed impossibly small against the vast interior of the ruined laboratory.
Sunless flinched before he could stop himself.
They were fortunate no one lived nearby anymore.
The outskirts had crept away from this place over time, as if instinctively avoiding whatever had once happened here.
His mother cradled the infant close, whispering soft, meaningless syllables — not because they held meaning, but because tone mattered more than language at that age.
The crying weakened and became hiccups.
Then silence.
Slowly, uncertainly, the girl opened her eyes.
Dark.
Deep.
Unfocused for only a second before aligning.
Identical to his.
"Cute, isn't she?" his mother asked, and her smile was brighter than it had been in weeks.
Sunless didn't answer.
The girl's gaze drifted across the ruined ceiling, the red emergency strips, the cracked skylight.
Then it stopped.
On him.
She did not blink.
She did not frown.
She simply looked.
He felt…
Observed.
A drop of water struck concrete behind them.
Then another.
And another.
A slow, irregular rhythm.
He hadn't noticed the leaking roof before.
"It's raining," his mother murmured.
There were no thunderclouds rumbling overhead. No wind rattling broken panes.
Just rain.
Steady and quiet
Threading down through fractures in the ceiling, slipping into a place that had once been sealed against the outside world.
She looked down at the child in her arms.
"How about Rain?" she asked. "Let's call her Rain."
He stared at her.
Rain.
A name formed from coincidence. Or laziness. Or perhaps both..
He imagined other children repeating it mockingly.
Then again, most children already avoided them.
Ghostface Family.
That was what they were called.
For their pale skin.
Their pitch black eyes.
Their habit of keeping to themselves.
There were other whispers too.
That they weren't entirely human.
He had never dismissed that possibility.
His mother crouched carefully in front of him and extended the infant.
He hesitated only a fraction of a second before accepting her weight.
She was warm.
Warmer than the lab.
Small.
Too small.
Her head fit easily within the span of his palm. Her fingers curled reflexively, grasping nothing with quiet insistence.
A memory surfaced without permission.
Cold air biting skin.
Fluid draining.
Blinding Light.
Being lifted and held.
Why had she saved him?
Why save either of them?
The world outside this facility offered no abundance. Only rationed meals. Quiet suspicion. Slow decay disguised as stability.
One child had already strained resources.
Now she had chosen two.
The infant shifted weakly against his chest.
Something unfamiliar moved beneath his ribs.
It was not fear.
Not confusion.
Possession.
He adjusted his grip without realizing it.
Careful and secure.
He would not let her break.
Behind him, the rain continued to fall.
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The coughing started again, and this time it did not carry the brittle sharpness of something survivable; it rolled out of her chest thick and submerged, as though it had clawed its way up from somewhere light could not reach, dragging something vital along with it.
Sunless stilled before he understood that he had done so. Then something struck the floor — a dull, wet sound that did not belong in the rhythm of their small, fragile world — and he was already moving.
He reached the main hall in three strides and found her collapsed beside the workbench, one hand splayed against the concrete as if she were trying to hold the ground in place. Her shoulders shook with the effort of breathing. Dark blood slipped from the corner of her mouth and struck the floor in small, patient drops. There was too much of it.
She tried to push herself upright, stubborn even now, but her arms trembled violently beneath her weight, thin muscles straining as though the air itself resisted her.
"I'm fine…" she rasped.
She wasn't. The lie did not even attempt to stand on its own. Her voice sounded distant, hollowed out, like it had traveled across a vast emptiness before reaching him.
"I have to be fine…"
Another cough tore through her chest, raw and merciless. More blood followed, brighter this time, blooming against the gray of the floor.
For a moment, he could not move.
He had seen corpses before. He had cut through flesh and catalogued organs with steady hands. He had eaten things that used to breathe, had listened to bones crack between his teeth without flinching. Death, in all its ugliness, had never demanded anything from him except observation.
But this—
This was wrong in a way that bypassed logic and went straight for something softer, something he did not like acknowledging.
He crossed the distance in an instant and caught her before her strength failed completely. She weighed less than she should have. Fragile, like a structure that had been hollowed out from within and was pretending it could still bear weight.
He carried her back to the thin mattress in the corner, lowering her carefully as though carefulness still mattered.
Somewhere behind him, Rain began to cry, startled by the noise. The sound was thin and frightened, cutting through the metallic scent of blood.
His mother tried to sit up at once, instinct overriding the collapse of her body.
He pressed her shoulders down with firm hands.
"I'll take care of her."
His voice did not shake. It surprised him.
He lifted Rain from the cradle and held her against his chest, rocking her with small, measured movements. Her tiny fingers twisted into the fabric of his shirt, clutching with blind trust. Her cries softened into uneven hiccups, then into fragile silence as she buried her face against him, unaware that something irreversible had already begun.
When she was quiet, he laid her back down and returned.
His mother was staring at the ceiling, as if trying to memorize it. Her breaths came in short, uneven pulls that seemed to scrape against her ribs on the way in and out.
He sat beside her.
She lifted a trembling hand and brushed his hair back from his face. Even now, her fingers were gentle.
"Listen closely… Sunny…"
Each word cost her. He could see it in the tightening of her jaw, in the way her throat worked as though swallowing glass.
"You won't… stay here forever."
He said nothing. The world outside the lab was a concept, not a promise.
"You'll go outside… eventually."
Her eyes found his, and despite the fever burning behind them, they were sharp. Present. Insistent.
"And when you do… you'll meet people. They'll tell you what to think. What's right. What's wrong."
A faint, bitter smile touched her lips, as though she had once believed those things herself.
"Don't let them decide that for you."
Another cough escaped her, weaker now, as though even her body understood it was running out of time.
"If you believe something… then do it. Even if they hate you for it."
Her fingers tightened in his hair, not enough to hurt, but enough to anchor him there.
"It's fine to fail… as long as you chose it yourself."
His throat felt tight, constricted by something he refused to name. He searched for words — something steady, something useful — but his mind, so precise in other matters, offered him nothing.
"You think this is your fault," she whispered.
His eyes widened before he could stop the reaction.
She let out a faint chuckle that broke apart midway, dissolving into breath.
"I'm your mother… of course I know."
Another inhale. Shallow and careful.
"This isn't because of you. I chose this. I chose you."
Her gaze softened in a way that made his chest ache.
"I never hated you. Not once."
His vision blurred. He blinked, irritated at the weakness of it, at the betrayal of his own body.
From the cradle nearby, Rain shifted in her sleep, unaware.
"Take care of her," his mother murmured.
Then, softer still—
"Take care of yourself."
Her fingers slipped from his hair, trailing down as though even gravity had grown heavier.
"I love you."
Her chest rose once more, a final, fragile effort.
Then it did not rise again.
The lab fell into a silence so complete it felt manufactured, as though the world had paused to observe the result.
Only the rain continued, tapping against the structure with patient indifference, washing the blood from the edges of the concrete, and reminding him that outside, life went on without hesitation.
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The rain stopped sometime before dawn. The storm withdrew the way everything else had — without ceremony, without apology — and by then the world had narrowed to two things: the small, fragile weight in his arms and the vast, immovable silence at his back.
Rain's cries had turned ragged hours ago. He adjusted her carefully, one arm wrapped securely around her tiny body, holding her close enough to feel each uneven breath, while the other hand remained buried in the earth behind the lab.
The soil was softer than usual. The storm had seen to that. Water had seeped deep, loosening what the dry seasons made stubborn.
It still wasn't enough.
He had never dug a grave before. The word itself felt abstract, like something belonging to distant places and distant people. He did not know how deep it should be. He did not know what was considered respectful.
He only knew it had to be deep enough.
Deep enough that nothing would claw her back to the surface. Deep enough that the world would leave her alone.
The wooden handle of the shovel tore through his palms within the first hour. Skin softened by rain split easily, peeling back in angry lines.
He kept digging.
The rhythm settled into him — lift, plunge, push, drag — until his body moved without needing instruction. Rain shifted occasionally against his chest, letting out weak, puzzled sounds that he answered only by holding her tighter.
At some point, he noticed the sting in his hands had dulled.
He paused, more from curiosity than pain, and glanced down.
The bleeding had stopped.
Not slowed.
Stopped.
The torn edges of his skin had drawn together in uneven, pink seams. The flesh looked tight and unfamiliar, as though the wound had grown impatient and erased itself halfway through existing. There was no scab. No tenderness. Just smoothness where there should have been damage.
He stared at his palm for a long second, watching for something — pain, reopening, a trick of the light.
Nothing happened.
The world did not change. The grave was still shallow.
He returned to digging.
…
There were limits to the human body.
He was certain he had heard that before. It sounded like something adults said when lifting heavy crates or when illness dragged on too long. A phrase used to excuse collapse.
He tried to measure himself against it.
He felt tired. His limbs carried a distant heaviness, like weights tied somewhere far beneath the surface. He felt hollow in a way that had nothing to do with hunger.
But his muscles did not tremble. His shoulders did not lock. His breathing did not scrape his throat raw. His arms did not falter no matter how many times he drove the shovel into the earth.
The limit did not come.
Eventually, the hole was deep enough.
He stood at its edge for a moment, chest rising in steady pulls, then climbed out carefully. His boots slipped in the mud, but he did not fall. He adjusted Rain higher against his shoulder and walked back inside.
He did not carry his mother the way he carried Rain.
There was no rocking. No instinctive sway meant to soothe.
He lifted her with deliberate care, sliding one arm beneath her shoulders and the other beneath her knees. Her body yielded too easily. The tension that had once defined her — the stubbornness, the warmth — had faded, leaving only weight without resistance.
She felt smaller now.
Or perhaps he simply understood how little space she truly took up in the world.
When he stepped outside again, Rain stirred. She would not remember this morning. Her world was measured in warmth, hunger. She would not remember the smell of wet soil. She would not remember the sound of earth striking cloth.
He lowered his mother into the grave slowly, careful not to let her tilt, not to let her touch the sides.
For a moment, he froze.
He knew there were words meant for moments like this. He had heard them from a distance, drifting from the outskirts when someone failed to wake up one morning. Muted voices. Ritual phrases. Promises about peace and rest and reunion.
He did not know those words.
So he said nothing.
He picked up the shovel and began to fill the grave.
Each movement was slower now. More deliberate. The soil fell in heavy clumps, striking fabric with a dull, final sound that echoed far louder in his head than it did in the open air. He did not look away. He watched until there was nothing left to see but earth.
When the hole was full, he pressed the soil down with the flat of the shovel. Then with his boots, grinding it firm. Then, kneeling carefully so as not to wake Rain, he pressed it with his hands, smoothing the surface until it blended with the surrounding ground.
He did not place a marker.
A marker could be moved. Broken or stolen.
Instead, he memorized it.
Three steps from the fence.
One step from the crooked post that leaned slightly east.
A faint slope toward the drainage ditch where rainwater gathered during storms.
He traced the measurements into his mind with the same precision he used for everything else.
He would not forget.
And he would not need a stone to tell him where she lay.
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The lab did not feel abandoned.
Abandonment implied conclusion — an ending acknowledged, doors locked, lights extinguished with intention. This place did not carry that weight. It felt paused, as though the people who had filled it with noise and movement had stepped out for a moment and simply failed to return.
Unfinished.
The upper corridors lay in dim suspension, emergency strips along the floor casting thin veins of red light across sterile white walls. The glow painted everything in a muted, artificial dusk. Doors stood slightly ajar, revealing glimpses of orderly rooms left mid-thought. Equipment rested where it had last been handled. A clipboard lay on its side near the main hall, a few pages half-torn as though someone had meant to retrieve it after resolving something urgent.
No one had.
Rain stirred faintly against his chest as he walked, her breath hitching now and then in small, uncertain sounds before settling again. He adjusted her automatically, shifting her weight without breaking stride. Her warmth anchored him. Her fragility defined the margins of every decision.
He knew where the storage level was.
No one had explicitly forbidden him from knowing. The adults had simply assumed children did not wander into places that did not concern them.
He had wandered.
Curiosity had never felt like disobedience to him. It had felt like a necessity.
The metal staircase leading down to the lower floor was colder than the air above. When his bare hand closed around the railing, the chill bit into his skin.
The lower level lights were weaker.
Not dark.
Just… tired.
Their glow seemed diluted, as if the system sustaining them had shifted into a mode meant only to preserve, not to operate. Dust floated lazily in the dim air.
He found the supply room first.
Stacked nutrient packs filled one wall, sealed water containers another. Medical kits were arranged in precise rows. The order remained intact, indifferent to the absence of those who had created it.
He moved methodically, scanning labels and sounding out unfamiliar words under his breath. Some terms he recognized from overheard conversations. Others he skipped without hesitation. Expiration dates were easier. Numbers were honest.
He gathered what he could carry without compromising Rain's position and set the supplies near the stairwell.
That would have been enough.
Food. Water. Basic medical equipment. Survival for days, perhaps weeks.
He should have stopped there.
Instead, he turned toward the central research wing.
The main terminal screen glowed faintly in the dimness, its dashboard frozen mid-operation. It did not look shut down. It looked suspended — like a held breath.
Rain shifted in his arms.
He looked at the screen.
Then at her.
Then back at the screen.
The decision did not feel dramatic. It felt inevitable.
He carried her to a side bench and laid her down on a folded thermal sheet. She fussed once, small fingers curling reflexively around empty air, then settled, her face smoothing into sleep.
He stepped toward the console.
The interface did not prompt him for a password.
It was already open.
A status message blinked in one corner of the display:
System operating in emergency continuity mode. External network disconnected
He did not fully understand the phrasing.
But he understood access.
Rows of folders lined the screen in clean, ordered columns.
Project Overview
Integration Trials
Subject Archives
Environmental Stress Logs
His gaze lingered on the last one, the words carrying a quiet gravity.
Then he selected: Subject Archives
A list populated the screen.
S-01
S-02
S-03
S-04
…
Beside most entries, small red annotations glowed with sterile finality.
Terminated
Instability
Failed integration
Non-viable
His eyes returned to the top.
S-01
The only entry without red text.
He tapped it.
The file opened slowly, as if reluctant.
The first paragraph was dense, thick with language designed more for precision than clarity. He read the first sentence once. Then again. The third time, his lips moved slightly as he separated the longer words into pieces he could process.
"…prenatal genetic mosaic integration…"
He did not understand mosaic in that context.
He scrolled.
A chart appeared.
Numbers were easier.
Baseline human muscle density — reference value
Below it:
Subject S-01: +63%
He knew percentages.
That was not minor variance. That was significant.
Without realizing it, he flexed his fingers.
The skin on his palms was smooth. No tearing. No tenderness. No trace of the hours spent forcing steel and wood through wet soil.
He scrolled further.
Enhanced oxygen utilization efficiency — +41%
Oxygen utilization.
He translated it instinctively into sensation.
Breathing.
Running.
Holding breath beneath water.
A memory surfaced uninvited — diving into the flooded drainage canal beyond the facility perimeter years ago, staying submerged longer than the boys from the outskirts who had dared him. He had watched them surface, gasping and coughing, while he remained beneath the murky water, counting silently.
He had assumed they were exaggerating.
Perhaps they had not been.
He continued reading.
Some terms blurred together.
Cross-domain sequence incorporation
Extremophile-derived resilience markers
Multi-kingdom integration stability
He frowned at extremophile.
The word was familiar.
A fragment of an argument drifted back to him — two researchers in the corridor, voices tense.
"…if the extremophile sequences destabilize under thermal stress—"
Thermal.
Heat.
His gaze moved lower.
Temperature tolerance variance: elevated
Recovery from induced tissue trauma: accelerated
He paused.
Induced tissue trauma.
He understood trauma.
He looked at his hands again.
They were torn open hours ago and yet they remained unmarked.
Too clean.
He scrolled.
A section header appeared:
Long-Term Adaptive Potential: Undetermined
The paragraph beneath was longer than the others, more speculative. He read it slowly, stopping midway, then returning to the beginning.
The language did not resolve entirely into comprehension, but the structure did.
"Adaptive response increases proportionally to environmental stress exposure…"
Increases.
With stress.
Something shifted in his chest — not fear, not excitement.
Recognition.
At the bottom of the file, an attachment icon blinked softly.
He selected it.
Maternal Host Authorization — Confirmed
The document opened instantly.
This one was concise.
Housing guarantee
Nutritional provision
Medical security
Long-term residency within research facility perimeter
In exchange:
Full consent for prenatal genetic modification trial
His gaze settled on the signature.
Her name.
The date.
He counted backward without consciously deciding to.
The calculation completed itself.
Before he was born.
He read the document again, slower.
There were no promises of greatness. No rhetoric about evolution or superiority.
Only stability.
Food and shelter
Protection from the outskirts.
Fragments of memory surfaced — nights before the lab. Cold air cutting through thin walls. Hunger that settled into bone. Her voice softer then, quieter, when she thought he was asleep.
He did not feel betrayed.
The agreement did not feel monstrous.
It felt practical.
He closed the file and opened another.
A research memo.
This one lacked formal polish. The tone was almost reflective.
"There are limits to the human body.
Those limits are often mistaken for absolutes.
Our data suggests they are thresholds.
Thresholds can be shifted."
He read it once.
Then again.
Threshold.
He understood that word.
A doorway.
A line drawn across a floor.
A boundary you could step over — if you had the strength.
He lifted his gaze from the screen and let it sweep across the lab — the equipment left mid-calibration, the silent terminals, the halted logs.
The project had not concluded.
It had stopped.
Abruptly.
He switched back to his file.
S-01
Subject
Not a name.
He felt no surge of anger at that.
Only clarity.
He was not incidental.
He was constructed.
Not as a weapon or soldier but as evidence
Proof that thresholds were not fixed.
Behind him, Rain made a small, uneven sound.
He turned instantly.
She remained asleep.
He realized, belatedly, that he had reacted before the sound fully formed — that he had registered the change in her breathing pattern before it became audible.
He turned back to the screen more slowly.
Another line drew his attention.
Neural processing efficiency — elevated baseline variance
He did not parse the phrasing completely.
But he noticed something else.
Patterns repeated throughout the file.
Efficiency.
Stability.
Adaptation.
Stress response.
He did not consciously attempt to connect them.
The connections formed anyway.
His body was built to endure.
To recover.
To adjust.
And perhaps—
To improve.
He did not smile.
He did not feel powerful.
He felt accountable.
If this was true —
If he healed faster.
If he endured more.
If pressure refined him instead of breaking him —
Then weakness was not destiny.
It was circumstance.
And circumstances could be altered.
He shut the terminal down carefully, navigating through menus with deliberate precision. The folder structure imprinted itself into his memory without effort — not because he tried to memorize it, but because it remained once seen.
He lifted Rain back into his arms.
She felt warm and delicate.
Entirely human.
He looked at his hands one final time.
There are limits to the human body.
He wondered where his were.
And for the first time since the rain had begun, his thoughts extended beyond the next hour.
Beyond the next day.
Toward preparation.
He would test himself.
Not recklessly
He would observe.
Measure and record
If Thresholds could be shifted, Then he intended to find his.
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The outskirts did not pretend to be anything else.
There were no promises painted over rusted walls. No systems advertised as protection. No authority to curse when things went wrong.
There were no systems to fail you.
Only people.
By the time he turned ten, Sunny understood something most adults preferred to ignore: survival was negotiated daily, and the terms changed without notice.
Water was not guaranteed.
Food was not guaranteed.
Safety was never guaranteed.
Nothing existed by right. Everything existed by leverage.
There were no teachers to dismiss him, no classrooms to confine him, no structured hierarchies with visible rungs to climb. No written rules. No posted consequences.
Only informal power.
Who controlled access to the latest supply drop.
Who gathered loose individuals into groups.
Who people avoided meeting in the eye.
Who could stand in the center of a clearing and make others unconsciously shift aside.
Strength in the outskirts was rarely loud. It was not declared; it was repeated. Someone won enough confrontations, and eventually no one tested them again. Authority calcified not through speeches but through accumulated outcomes.
Sunny watched this.
When two men argued over a crate of preserved rations, he watched their hands more than their mouths — who gestured openly, who kept fingers flexed and ready, who shifted weight onto the balls of their feet. Words were distraction. Bodies were intent.
When someone was cornered by a group, he did not focus on the shouting. He noted who stepped in to mediate and who deliberately stepped back to avoid future obligation.
When a stronger figure entered a shared space, he observed how posture changed before speech did — shoulders straightening, chins lowering, eyes sliding away a fraction of a second too late.
Patterns.
The outskirts ran on patterns more reliably than any written code.
And patterns could be understood.
…
At eleven, he began testing invisibility.
Not literal disappearance.
Social invisibility.
He softened his movements. Lowered his voice. Offered no resistance when pushed aside in crowded corridors or narrow alleys between patched-together structures. He let insults pass without reaction. Let assumptions remain unchallenged.
He wanted to see what happened to someone who did not assert themselves.
The result was immediate and precise.
People stopped accounting for him.
They did not track his movements. Did not measure him as a rival. Did not categorize him as a threat or asset.
He became background.
That was useful.
So he refined it.
It was not weakness.
Weakness invited exploitation.
Harmlessness invited neglect.
And neglect created space.
…
At twelve, he began predicting small outcomes.
If one group claimed a larger share of a supply drop without negotiation, retaliation would surface within a day — rarely from the obvious target, often from an unexpected direction.
If someone borrowed resources and delayed returning them, trust would erode incrementally, and within a week their access to future cooperation would shrink.
If someone displayed anger publicly, someone else would test them privately — not to win, but to gauge whether the anger was sustained or situational.
Most of the time, he was correct.
When he wasn't, he simply adjusted.
He did not need to manipulate yet. Influence required visibility. Visibility carried risk.
Observation was enough.
…
Rain altered the equation.
She did not move through the outskirts with calculation.
She was open in ways that unsettled him. Reactive. Expressive. Quick to trust words at face value.
She still believed that when people promised something, they intended to follow through.
That made her vulnerable.
He did not resent that quality in her.
He measured it.
If resources ran thin, she would share before securing her own portion.
If conflict escalated, she would attempt to mediate before assessing danger.
If someone smiled at her, she would smile back.
If violence erupted unexpectedly, she would not respond with efficiency.
That realization did not generate panic.
It generated contingency planning.
…
At thirteen, the physical testing began.
Quietly.
Not the dramatic image of training carved into legend. No witnessed duels. No declarations of ambition.
Just questions.
How long can I run before my lungs burn?
How long can I hold my breath underwater before the body insists on air?
How long until pain becomes background noise rather than instruction?
He treated his body as he treated the outskirts — as a system.
Variables.
Inputs.
Limits.
Data.
He ran at dawn when fewer people watched. Timed distances by counting breaths. Submerged himself in stagnant water and measured tolerance by internal rhythm rather than external markers.
He did not push recklessly.
When muscle fatigue approached tremor, he noted it.
When breath tightened into discomfort, he extended it slightly further.
When bruises formed, he observed recovery time.
No audience.
No announcement.
Just accumulation.
…
By fourteen, distance had become instinct.
He did not withdraw from Rain. With her, he allowed small expressions — dry remarks, subtle humor, the occasional correction softened into patience.
But with everyone else, he remained measured.
He listened more than he spoke. Watched conflicts without volunteering commentary. Memorized faces. Noted alliances that shifted quietly over time.
He understood something essential:
In a place without formal laws, reputation replaced rules.
And reputation could be engineered.
So he kept his small.
Not nonexistent.
Just undefined.
Undefined people were harder to categorize. Harder to preemptively eliminate. Harder to predict.
…
At fifteen, the realization solidified with unsettling clarity.
The outskirts were unstable not because of scarcity alone, but because adaptation was slow. Most people responded to change emotionally first, strategically second. Panic preceded planning.
He did not.
Or rather, he felt emotion — he was not incapable of it — but it rarely dictated his next action.
He adapted quickly.
That difference mattered.
If something larger ever descended on the outskirts — something beyond disputes over food or territory, something systemic rather than personal — most would hesitate. Some would freeze. Others would lash out blindly.
He would not.
But only if he prepared.
That was when the direction of his thoughts sharpened.
He needed to know his limits.
Not guess them.
And once defined, he would test their edges.
The basement would not be rebellion against circumstance.
It would be continuation.
A controlled environment for shifting thresholds.
A place where adaptation could be accelerated deliberately rather than forced upon him without warning.
If the outskirts negotiated survival daily, he would renegotiate his own parameters first.
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The realization did not arrive wrapped in urgency.
It came on an ordinary afternoon.
Rain was sitting cross-legged on the uneven floor, holding a cracked shard of colored plastic up to the light as though it were stained glass salvaged from a cathedral. She had found it wedged between two rusted panels and declared it treasure. Now she was explaining, with earnest conviction, how one day they would live somewhere with real walls — straight walls — with windows that opened properly and lights that did not flicker or hum like dying insects.
She believed it.
Not as fantasy.
As inevitability.
Sunny listened without interrupting.
And for the first time, he did something he had deliberately avoided.
He ran the future forward.
Five years.
Ten.
The outskirts would not transform themselves into something stable. Scarcity would not soften. Informal power would not dissolve into structure simply because enough time had passed.
He would change.
He could grow stronger. Smarter. Harder.
But she would remain… herself.
Open and trusting
Breakable in ways he was actively training himself not to be.
He could protect her now. The variables were manageable. The threats were local.
But if something beyond the outskirts ever arrived — something larger than resource disputes and territorial tension, something abnormal — he would face a choice.
Advance.
Or stay.
He understood the cost of hesitation.
She would not survive the world he intended to enter.
Not beside him.
She would survive in a different one.
A normal home.
With structured meals. With supervision. With adults who did not weigh every interaction in terms of probability and loss.
He did not spiral into indecision.
He built a plan.
…
"Sunny?"
"Yeah?"
"What are you doing to me?"
He adjusted the collar of her shirt carefully, smoothing the fabric where it folded awkwardly at the seam.
"I'm making you look pretty," he said evenly. "Don't you want to look nice?"
Rain tilted her head, processing. Nice meant praise and praise is good.
"…Okay."
The shirt was clean. He had washed it twice and let it dry fully before pressing the wrinkles out by hand. He had tailored it slightly, narrowing the sides so it would not hang loosely from her shoulders. The stitching at the back was imperfect — a fraction uneven — but no one would notice without deliberate inspection.
He had cleaned her shoes as well, scraping dried mud from the grooves and wiping the surface until the original color showed through.
Today was not about endurance.
It was about presentation.
He added a faint touch of color to her cheeks, just enough to suggest health. Not so much that it would look artificial.
He leaned back and studied her critically.
Small, soft and non-threatening.
Valuable in the right context.
"Alright," he said calmly. "Let's go."
"Where?"
"To a better place."
"Is it far?"
"Not too far."
She slid her hand into his without hesitation.
"Are you coming with me?"
He did not pause.
"Yes."
That was technically true.
…
The walk took longer than she expected. The outskirts did not transition cleanly into structured districts; they thinned gradually, structures becoming less improvised, pathways more defined.
Halfway there, she grew quiet.
Then drowsy.
Then asleep.
He lifted her without breaking stride. She was light against him.
Too light.
He registered the fact without attaching emotion to it.
When the orphanage gates came into view, iron painted a neutral color that had only recently begun to chip, he slowed.
He did not look at the building first.
He looked at her.
Her lashes fluttered as he adjusted his hold.
"Rain."
"…Mm?"
"You're going to stay here for a while."
Her eyes opened gradually, unfocused at first.
"Why?"
"Because this place has food every day," he replied. "And clean water. And other children your age."
She blinked, processing the hierarchy of needs in her own simplified way.
"You don't have food?"
A faint smile touched his mouth.
"I do."
"Then I stay with you."
The logic was direct and simple.
He crouched so they were eye level.
"You'll have more here," he said, keeping his tone level. "More stability."
She frowned slightly.
"I'm already happy."
That nearly disrupted the sequence he had constructed.
Nearly.
He placed his hands gently on her shoulders, steady but not tight.
"You'll be safer."
She did not fully understand the word.
But she understood the shift in his voice.
"Are you leaving?"
"I have something to take care of."
"What?"
"Something important."
Her fingers tightened around his sleeve.
"I'm scared."
He carefully disengaged her grip, not abruptly, not coldly.
"There's nothing here that will hurt you."
"Will you come back?"
There it was.
The only question that mattered to her.
He could say no.
Clean. Precise. No ambiguity.
But clarity was not always optimal.
"Yes."
"Promise?"
He looked at her properly then.
Her trust was absolute. Unquestioning. Anchored in the simple belief that he would not allow harm to reach her.
And in that moment, he understood with quiet certainty:
This is the last time she will look at him without doubt.
He shaped his expression carefully into something reassuring.
"Promise."
The word left him steady.
Convincing.
Efficient.
She released his sleeve.
…
The registration process required minimal information. No formal documents. No verified history. Just structured responses delivered with enough coherence to satisfy institutional thresholds.
He presented her as adaptable.
Healthy.
Emotionally stable.
Low risk.
High return.
The clerk nodded, checked boxes, asked routine questions.
He answered without embellishment.
When it was done, he guided her forward gently.
She hesitated only once — a small backward glance over her shoulder.
He lifted his hand in acknowledgment.
Not a farewell.
Just confirmation that he remained present in that final shared frame.
Then he turned before she was led fully inside.
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The rain had not started yet.
The sky hung low and colorless, swollen with the promise of it. The air felt suspended, as though the world were holding its breath in anticipation of something inevitable.
Sunny was halfway back to the factory when he felt it before he heard it — a subtle distortion in the rhythm of the outskirts. The usual sounds of distant argument, metal shifting in loose frames, fabric snapping in uneven wind — they fractured.
Then something moved in the distance.
Not human.
Too heavy.
Too uneven.
The ground registered it in pulses.
He did not look for cover.
He stepped forward instead.
And then he saw it.
It resembled an image from an old zoology archive he had once studied in the bunker — a buffalo. The proportions were similar.
But familiarity ended there.
Its fur was deep blue, darkened further by dried blood that clung in thick patches along its flanks. Its skin stretched too tightly over visible ribs, as though whatever sustained it had been insufficient for too long. Red eyes burned beneath a thick skull crowned with curved horns that arced outward like weapons grown rather than forged. One side of its face was torn open, flesh split jaggedly, something having fought it and failed to finish the job.
It looked starving.
Injured.
Desperate.
It looked like the outskirts given muscle and rage.
The creature noticed him.
They held each other's gaze.
Sunny did not run.
He assessed.
Size relative to structure.
Weight distribution.
Breathing pattern — irregular.
Left hind leg favoring slightly.
Dormant rank, he estimated instinctively. Massive physical strength. Low cognitive flexibility. Injured. Malnourished.
Winnable.
The creature charged.
The ground fractured beneath its hooves, concrete splintering outward as it accelerated with startling force. For a creature so gaunt, it carried enormous momentum.
Sunny moved at the last possible moment.
Barely.
The horn grazed his side, fabric tearing first, skin second. Heat flared along his ribs.
He did not scream.
Pain was just a feeling. It can simply be ignored.
The second charge came with less precision. The beast adjusted too slowly, rage overriding calculation.
Sunny adjusted faster.
This time, as it passed, he seized one of the horns and allowed himself to be dragged several meters, boots skidding across broken pavement. The torque nearly wrenched his shoulder from its socket, but he shifted his weight sharply, redirecting its head downward into fractured concrete.
A crack reverberated through the air.
Not enough.
The creature thrashed violently, its neck muscles bulging as it tried to tear free. He felt something in his shoulder strain past tolerance — fibers separating, stability compromised.
He did not release.
Instead, he got closer.
Closer to the mouth.
Closer to the exposed ruin of its face.
He drove his fingers into the open wound.
The flesh yielded under pressure, hot and slick. The beast roared, a sound that vibrated through his bones.
He pushed deeper.
Searching.
There — something softer within the chaos of torn muscle and bone.
He twisted.
The convulsion was immediate and catastrophic. The massive body spasmed, then collapsed sideways.
Its weight crushed part of his leg beneath it.
Silence did not return instantly. It seeped back gradually, like water filling a void.
He lay there for a moment, staring upward at the dull sky.
His breathing was uneven now. Controlled, but strained.
Alive.
He pushed against the carcass and shifted it enough to free his leg. The limb protested, but it responded.
Blood soaked his shirt — some of it his, some not.
He stood.
And he waited.
The air felt different.
Then he sensed it — faint but distinct.
A glimmer.
Not visible at first glance. Something within the corpse pulsed subtly, like an echo of the violence that had just concluded.
He knelt and tore into its chest cavity with deliberate efficiency, parting bone and muscle until he found it.
A crystalline shard.
Small.
Glowing faintly from within.
It felt cold in his hand.
Cold, and dense with something that did not align with any physical metric he understood.
He turned it once between his fingers.
Then slipped it into his pocket.
And began the walk back to the factory.
…
The injuries may have slowed him but they did not stop him.
With each step, he replayed the encounter.
His initial positioning.
The timing of his evasion.
The delay before forcing the head downward.
He had won.
But not cleanly.
The shoulder tear had been avoidable. The leg entrapment inefficient.
Unacceptable.
Victory without refinement was stagnation.
He began reading differently after that.
Not for curiosity.
For advantage.
He studied the history of Earth — ancient empires rising and collapsing under internal strain, the global fragmentation that followed the Collapse, the chaos of the early Dark Times, and the eventual consolidation into fortified cities in the twenty-second century. He mapped recurring patterns: resource depletion preceding conflict, economic instability accelerating distrust, centralized power failing when adaptation lagged behind crisis.
He studied mathematics for optimization — how to minimize energy expenditure while maximizing output. Physics for force distribution — how to redirect momentum rather than oppose it directly. Chemistry for controlled reactions — how compounds could be assembled from limited materials to produce disproportionate results. Biology for enhancement and degradation. Psychology for prediction. Engineering for execution.
He did not seek mastery in all of it.
He sought practical superiority.
Enough knowledge to construct systems.
Enough knowledge to dismantle them.
The factory transformed gradually.
Firearms assembled from salvaged components, calibrated through repeated testing. Improvised explosives refined for stability. Chemical dispersal agents measured and contained.
He tested them on straggling dormant creatures that wandered too close.
He recorded outcomes.
Adjusted ratios.
Modified mechanisms.
He refined his body alongside his tools.
Strength incrementally increased through calibrated resistance. Endurance extended through controlled deprivation. Pain tolerance measured not in bravado, but in sustained functionality under stress.
Somewhere along the way, the first soul shard broke by accident.
He had been examining it too closely, applying pressure to test structural integrity. It fractured in his palm with a sharp, crystalline snap.
Something flowed outward.
Or inward.
The sensation was subtle. Not explosive. Not dramatic.
Incremental.
A slight tightening of perception. A fractional increase in internal coherence, as though pieces within him aligned more efficiently.
He exhaled slowly.
Then smiled — faintly, almost imperceptibly.
And from that point forward, he broke them without hesitation.
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The drowsiness did not strike like an attack.
It arrived like erosion.
First, a softness at the edges of thought. A slight delay between intention and motion. A heaviness that pooled behind the eyes. Subtle enough that a normal person might have mistaken it for fatigue.
He did not mistake it.
He recognized the symptoms instantly.
The Nightmare Spell.
To most, its approach was heralded with awe. It meant ascension. Power. The chance to rise above anonymity and carve one's name into history.
To him, it meant death..
He had long ago run the numbers. Individuals from the outskirts entering their first Nightmare had abysmal survival rates. His only asset was preparation, and preparation could not compensate for metaphysical uncertainty.
So he refused to sleep.
At first, it was simple resistance. Force of will. Cold water. Movement. Pain.
When that failed, chemistry replaced discipline.
He synthesized stimulants from salvaged pharmaceuticals and black-market compounds. He refined dosages until the tremors stopped long enough to maintain coordination. He designed chemical cocktails that suppressed REM cycles while sustaining cognitive clarity—at least temporarily.
Two years.
Two years without surrendering to unconsciousness.
The body adapts, up to a point. Neural pathways reroute. Hormonal baselines distort. Perception sharpens unnaturally when rest is denied long enough; the mind begins operating in narrow bands of hyper-focus.
He grew much stronger during that period.
Sharper.
Faster in reaction, more aggressive in execution.
But volatility followed clarity.
He was no longer merely a strategist. He was a compressed reaction—energy stored, unstable, awaiting release. Minor provocations triggered disproportionate responses. He noticed it but did not correct it.
The creatures around the outskirts increased in frequency, as if drawn by something rotting in the air. He hunted them methodically. Each encounter refined his timing. Each shard broken reinforced the incremental strengthening of his core.
Improvement continued.
So did decay.
By nineteen, the tremors began.
At first they were barely visible—fine vibrations in the fingers when holding tools. Then they spread to the wrists. Sometimes to the jaw. His vision blurred at irregular intervals, as though the world briefly lost resolution before snapping back into place.
The drugs required higher doses.
Higher doses reduced precision.
Eventually, even chemical suppression began failing. The drowsiness returned with teeth.
He calculated again.
He didn't have much time.
Then he did something he had not accounted for in any prior model.
He changed clothes.
He took the lab coat from its hook—a white garment long stained at the cuffs and inner seams where blood had soaked through over the years. It still carried faint chemical burns near the pockets. He brushed it once, smoothing nonexistent wrinkles.
Underneath, his shirt was clean.
He rolled the sleeves deliberately. Buttoned the coat properly. Adjusted the collar until it sat evenly.
He looked almost respectable.
Almost like the version of himself that might have existed in another trajectory.
And then he left the factory.
…
It was raining heavily by the time he reached the residential district.
Not the hesitant drizzle that lingered before storms—but a full downpour. Sheets of water carved through the air, blurring streetlights and turning pavement into reflective black glass. Thunder rolled overhead in deep, delayed vibrations.
He did not use the gate.
He vaulted the wall effortlessly despite the tremor in his limbs and landed in the yard without sound.
The house was lit warmly from within.
He approached the side window and stopped just outside its frame.
Rainwater ran down his hair, along his jaw, beneath the collar of the coat. It soaked through the fabric, mixing with old, invisible stains. He did not wipe it away.
Inside, she was laughing.
Rain.
Older now.
Her features sharper, her posture relaxed in a way he had never seen when they were younger. Two younger children—siblings—sat close beside her, arguing over something trivial. Their movements were careless in the way only the safe can afford to be.
At the table sat a man who carried himself with quiet exhaustion—a father, eating slowly. Across from him, a woman watched the children with soft vigilance, smiling in a way that suggested familiarity with both chaos and love.
The room was warm.
Not just in temperature.
Warm in structure.
Stable.
Rain leaned back in her chair as she laughed again, and in that moment she looked radiant.
She looked unburdened and comfortable.
She looked safe.
He remained in the storm.
Water dripped from his sleeves in steady lines. The coat clung to his frame, outlining the lean musculature carved by deprivation and violence. Lightning flashed once, illuminating him in pale blue for a fraction of a second—an intruder framed by glass.
He watched long enough to verify what he needed.
No signs of threat.
No signs of instability.
No gaps in the perimeter.
No absence.
The realization hit him.
She did not need him.
It simply concluded something that had remained open.
For years, some portion of his efforts had been justified by a quiet premise: that one day he would return stronger, capable of protecting what he had once failed to preserve.
But protection implies necessity.
And she was not in danger.
She was not alone.
She was not waiting.
Thunder cracked overhead again, closer this time.
He stepped back from the window before anyone inside could sense movement beyond the rain-blurred glass.
His face did not change.
He turned away from the house and walked back into the storm, the downpour swallowing his silhouette within seconds.
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He walked without direction for several minutes before realizing his feet had carried him toward an abandoned park.
The rain intensified as if the sky had finally decided restraint was unnecessary. Water battered the metal swings until they groaned faintly in the wind. The playground was empty. The city lights beyond blurred into streaks through the downpour.
He stopped beside a rusted trash bin.
The lab coat clung to him, heavy with rainwater and memory.
For a moment, he considered folding it.
Instead, he pulled it off and let it fall into the bin.
It landed with a wet, final sound.
Without it, his arms were exposed — pale skin stretched taut over defined muscle, veins raised sharply beneath the surface. Thin scars mapped his forearms. remnants of past experiments and calculated tolerance tests. The white shirt beneath was already stained faintly from older wounds.
Rain darkened it further.
He walked through the soaked grass and sat on a rusted bench. The metal was cold even through the fabric.
He leaned back.
Closed his eyes.
The storm washed over him without mercy.
For a long time, he thought about death.
He had believed he was enduring for a reason.
At first, survival had been simple. Survive because dying was unacceptable.
Later, it became directional. Survive to become stronger. Strong enough to protect Rain. Strong enough to ensure she would never again stand alone in a collapsing world.
But she would no longer be alone.
She would be safe.
And somewhere between the starving buffalo and the chemical formulas scribbled in dim light, the motivation had shifted.
He had continued improving long after necessity demanded it.
He had refined weapons that were no longer needed for defense.
He had tested limits that no longer protected anyone.
He had crossed a threshold quietly.
He was not merely surviving anymore.
He was escalating.
Power?
Perhaps.
Curiosity?
Certainly.
But now, stripped of justification, stripped of purpose — what remained?
The rain pressed harder against his skin.
A hollow space formed where intention used to reside.
He opened his eyes slowly.
Water ran down his face, collecting at his jaw before falling.
He stared at his hands resting on his knees.
They were steady for once.
That irritated him.
He flexed his fingers.
The tremor returned faintly, then settled.
If there was no purpose left, then improvement had no anchor.
And if improvement had no anchor, then why continue?
The depression did not arrive violently.
It settled quietly.
He stood from the bench without urgency.
The park was empty. No cameras here. No witnesses. Just rain and rust and drowned light.
He moved toward a covered pavilion near the edge of the grounds — enough shelter to see what he was doing, not enough to stay dry.
He looked at his arms again.
They had endured everything.
They had built, dismantled, killed.
He studied the network of scars as though evaluating foreign material.
Then he acted.
Pain grounded the mind. Pain confirmed presence. Pain reasserted control when thought became unstable.
Pain kept him sane.
When he finished, both forearms were slick with red up to the point where his sleeves had once been rolled. The rain diluted it instantly, carrying thin streams downward toward his wrists before dripping from his fingers onto concrete.
His shirt bore scattered splatters — erratic patterns across the white fabric, darker where rain had not yet washed through.
His face remained mostly untouched.
Only droplets had reached his chin and the lower half of his cheeks, thin lines drawn downward by gravity and storm water alike.
He watched the rain dilute everything.
There was no catharsis.
No relief.
Just confirmation that he could still act.
But even that felt empty.
The drowsiness surged again.
The Nightmare Spell did not care about his crisis.
It pressed against his consciousness with patient inevitability.
He inhaled slowly.
If he wished to die, there were cleaner methods.
But then he remembered he was infected.
So he decided his end.
He would sleep.
And then whatever waited inside the Spell would decide the rest.
He wiped his lower face once with the back of his hand, smearing diluted red across wet skin.
His expression did not change.
He stepped out from beneath the pavilion into the full force of the rain again.
And began walking toward the nearest police station.
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The storm had been relentless all night.
Wind drove rain against the station's reinforced glass in violent sheets, and thunder rolled often enough that the fluorescent lights trembled in sympathy. Most nights in the outskirts were loud; this one felt hostile.
Which was why the main doors sliding open drew Officer Harvard's attention immediately.
The young man who stepped inside did not look like someone seeking help.
He was tall. Lean, but built with the density of someone accustomed to physical strain. His white shirt clung damply to his frame, sleeves rolled to the elbows. The fabric was stained — not soaked, not fresh — but marked with irregular, darkened splatters that rain had failed to fully wash away.
His forearms were worse.
Layered scars crossed pale skin. Bruises in various stages of healing shadowed the muscle beneath. Along both arms, dried blood had collected in uneven streaks up to where his sleeves ended, as though the storm had attempted to erase evidence and failed.
His face was mostly clean.
Only faint diluted traces lingered along his jaw and lower cheek, indistinguishable at a glance from rainwater.
He walked directly to the front desk.
"I'm infected."
Harvard blinked once, thrown by the calm delivery.
"…What?"
"The Nightmare Spell," the young man clarified evenly. "It began progressing tonight."
The atmosphere in the lobby shifted instantly.
Everything else became background noise.
"How long?" Harvard demanded, already rising.
"Several hours. It's accelerating."
Harvard swore under his breath and stepped around the desk.
"Damn it. Move!"
Procedure took over. Spell infections did not wait politely in reception areas. They either collapsed or transformed.
They moved quickly down the hallway toward reinforced intake.
"How long before you drop?" Harvard asked without looking back.
"Not long."
There was no tremor in his voice. No panic. No urgency.
That unsettled Harvard more than hysteria would have.
The reinforced containment room waited at the end of the corridor — thick composite walls, minimal interior, camera mounted in the upper corner. Designed for unpredictability.
Harvard unlocked it and pulled the heavy door open.
"Inside."
The young man entered without hesitation.
He did not scan for exits. He did not measure the walls.
He simply walked in.
Harvard reached automatically toward the restraint mounts before pausing. Protocol required intake basics.
"What's your name?"
A fractional delay.
"Sunless."
Harvard glanced up. "That real?"
"My mother had a fondness for dramatic symbolism."
The answer was dry. Almost polite.
"Age?"
"Nineteen."
"You live alone?"
"Yes."
"Family?"
The pause this time was slightly longer.
"No."
Harvard studied him properly now.
There was no visible fear. No desperation. No pleading edge in his eyes.
Just exhaustion.
Not physical alone — though that was obvious too. The faint tremor in his fingers. The slight delay in focus when fluorescent light flickered.
Harvard's gaze dropped to his arms.
Old scars. Untreated cuts. Bruising layered over bruising. The kind of damage accumulated over time, not in a single incident.
The blood had dried unevenly along his forearms, cracked where the skin flexed.
'Self-inflicted?'
Harvard didn't ask.
Spell victims unraveled in different ways.
Sunless shifted his weight subtly, as though re-calibrating balance. The effort cost more than it should have.
The infection was advancing.
Harvard secured the door but did not bind him yet. Restraints were necessary when panic hit. This one didn't look like he intended to fight anything.
"Do you understand the process?" Harvard asked.
"Yes."
Nearest Awakened would be notified. Containment maintained until unconsciousness. If he survived the First Nightmare, retrieval would follow.
If he didn't—
Harvard exhaled.
Cleanup.
He stepped backward toward the door.
"Try not to die immediately," he said bluntly. "At least give the nearest Awakened time to get here."
There was no mockery in it. Just experience.
Sunless' lips curved faintly — not amusement, not defiance.
Acknowledgment.
"I'll attempt to be considerate."
Thunder cracked overhead, close enough to vibrate through reinforced concrete. The lights flickered once.
Harvard hesitated for a second longer, then pulled the heavy door shut.
The lock engaged with a final metallic click.
Spell cases always felt the same.
Like watching someone step to the edge of something immeasurable.
You couldn't follow.
You couldn't interfere.
You could only wait.
…
The room was silent except for the distant rumble of the storm.
The Spell was no longer a pressure at the edges.
It was inside him now.
Thick. Insistent. Pulling downward.
His body felt weighted, as though gravity had increased by magnitudes.
Sunless lowered himself onto the thin mattress bolted to the floor. The motion was slower than he would have preferred.
He looked at his hands.
Dried blood split along his skin when he flexed his fingers once. The cracks stung faintly.
He observed the sensation without judgment.
There was no anger left in him.
No sharp ambition.
Only a strange, quiet vacancy.
He had walked here because there was nowhere else to walk.
If the Nightmare ended him, that would be the conclusion.
'If it did not—'
The thought did not finish.
His head rested back against the reinforced wall.
Nineteen years.
Not filled with grand purpose. Not guided by destiny.
Just a sequence of decisions.
The pressure in his skull intensified, like something turning a key slowly inside his mind.
Vision dimmed at the edges.
For two years, he had fought this exact moment with chemicals, discipline, and stubborn refusal.
Tonight—
He did not reach for resistance.
He did not analyze survival probabilities.
He did not calculate odds.
He let the weight take him.
Sunless closed his eyes.
And, for the first time in two years, surrendered to sleep.