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I experienced so many feelings from the moment she was announced. Excitement, nervousness, frustration, anger, relief, sadness… envy… and even fluster.
My imagination had run wild last night. I even felt embarrassed when I saw my desk this morning given the daydreams I couldn't stop. A kiss and a few touches. Her small hands lightly taking hold of me helplessly yet slowly accepting me sweetly. My hands feeling her slim body, grabbing her long hair so she wouldn't escape me... against this very desk in a locked office.
It makes me freak out how exciting it feels to remember such sexy creativity and at the same time how sorry I am to take her in my imagination to relieve myself.
