Watch, touch, leave
Stay, hold, remain
I don't know where I exist in this,
Quiet, watching, waiting
While the world is loud,
moving, fast.
I am nothing but a spectator with no audience
While my life is not lived
Want, dream, imagine
Reach, claim, live
I never know what to do with this
I want what I never have
And dream what I don't understand
While the world awards those who go for what they want, and live in what they dream
Fantasize, write, let go
Desire, explore, experience
I don't know how I fit in this
For I am too enclosed to be desired, with characters no one I want will notice
So the world leaves me behind,
To sink in the darkness I created for myself