Chapter 1 - Meri Zindagi ki kahani

Mene apne life me bht gltiya kari par unka muje kabhi pachtava nhi ho bliki mja aya bss ek glti jiska aja pach tava hota hai jab me 15 saal ka tha tb muje nhi pta tha ki meri life me koi ek dam se aa jayega me apne kisi ristedar ki sadi me gya tha vaha me apne freinds k sath bhot enjoy kara tha tb mene vaha ek haseen khubsurat ladki ko dekha vo muje bhot pasnd aagyi mene us time use jada dimaag me nahi rkha us time meri age life enjoy karne ki thi or me to in sab me jada interest nhi tha mene us ladki pe jada dyan nhi diya me use bhul gya fir jese jese umar badi sab samjme ane lga uske khyal ane lage use dekhne ki tamana hui fir mene in cizo ko ignore kiya 2 saal baad jb me jab mere chachre bhai ki sadi thi us sadi me mene us ladki ko dekha vo bhot pyari lagri thi mene use baat krna caha par usne meri taraf dekha hi nhi mene bhot kosis ki par baat nhi ho pai kuch time baad me apne freind ki sadi me gya mene vaha us ladki ko dekha or use isare me baat ki vo muje dekh k muskurai me bht khus hua par meri bardadi ka time vaha se suru ho gya tha me use bhot pasand karne lga mene apne gar me btaya uske gar vale sab razi the par mere gar vale razi nhi huye mera bht dil dukha jab mene use pucha tum muje psnd karti ho tab vo boli me kisi or se pyar krti hu me pura Tut gya me use jada nhi mil paya fir bhi itni mohabbat hogai use jitni kisi se nhi hui useke na milne ka dukh muje aj bhi bhot hota hai meri ankho me ansu ate hai fir mene ye chapter vahi close kar diya or nhi zindagi ki suruat ki fir muje samj aya zindgi me sab kuch krna par kisi se pyar nhi jab vo nah mile to uska dukh koi ni smj pata