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Chapter 10 - The First Message

Mia POV

Fifteen seconds.

I pull the phone across the table with two fingers slowly, no scraping sound, and angle the screen toward me without picking it up. If I pick it up, the camera angle might catch the motion. If I leave it flat and lean forward, it looks like I am looking at the table.

I open messages.

Rosa's number is not in here, of course, it is not in here, why would it be? So? I go to a new message, and I type the number from memory. Ten digits I have known since I was sixteen years old, burned into me the way only the numbers that matter ever get burned in. Rosa's number. My father's old office line. The combination to the lockbox under his desk, where he kept our passports.

Some numbers you just keep.

The keyboard makes no sound. I checked the sound settings in the half second before I started, volume icon, muted, good, and I type fast because fast is all I have right now.

Six words.

That is the math of thirty seconds minus the time it took to get here. Six words that carry everything she needs and nothing that will make sense to anyone else who might see it.

I'm alive. Reyes. Find the file.

I'm alive, so she doesn't stop looking. Reyes, so she knows the name. Find the file because my father said he was trying to fix something, and fixing something means there is a record of what was broken, and Rosa is the smartest person I know, and she will understand what I mean even if I cannot explain it.

I hit send.

I put the phone back exactly where it was. Same angle. Same distance from the table edge. I fold my hands in my lap, and I look out the garden window, and I breathe through my nose for four slow counts the way my father taught me when I was eight years old and scared of thunderstorms.

In for four. Hold for four. Out for four. The storm is the same size either way. You just decide how big to make it inside you.

My heart is enormous inside my chest. It is taking up all the room. I can feel it in my fingertips.

Two minutes pass.

Possibly the longest two minutes of my life, including the ones I spent on a concrete floor in a dark room and the ones I spent in a spotlight while men called out numbers.

These two minutes are worse because in those other minutes, I was reacting. Right now I am waiting. And waiting is the hardest thing there is when everything in your body wants to move.

Elena comes out of the kitchen with a fresh pot of coffee. She tops up my cup. She does not look at the phone. She goes back inside.

One more minute.

Then footsteps in the hallway.

His footsteps. I have known them for already four days of listening to this house, and I can identify six different people by the way they walk. Dante is the easiest. It is not the sound exactly, it is the weight of them. Certain. Even. The footsteps of a man who has never once in his life been unsure of where he was going.

He comes in.

He crosses to the table.

He picks up his phone.

He does not look at me. Does not look at the screen. Does not pause or slow down or give any physical signal that anything is different from when he left the phone here seven minutes ago. He picks it up the way you pick up something you set down automatically, without recalculating.

He walks back out.

I exhale so slowly and so carefully that it barely moves the air in front of me.

I did it.

Rosa has the message. Six words and a number and a best friend who loves me enough to have been climbing walls since the night I disappeared. She will find the file. She will find something. I don't know exactly what I asked her to find, but my father was fixing something, and fixing something means paperwork and paperwork means evidence and evidence means I am not in this house with nothing.

I am in this house with a thread.

I reach for my coffee, and that is when his voice comes from the hallway.

Not from the doorway. From the hallway, already walking away, already past the room, not even stopping to deliver it. Quiet and steady and completely without drama, like pointing out that it is raining.

"Next time you use my phone, ask."

I put my coffee cup down.

I stare at the hallway.

He is already gone. His footsteps continue down the hall, around the corner, and up the stairs without changing pace. Not faster, not slower. The same, certain, even rhythm. As he said, something of no particular importance, and is continuing his morning accordingly.

I sit in the breakfast room alone, and I take full stock of what just happened.

He knew.

He came back for the phone, or he came back to see what I would do with it, which is not the same thing but arrives at the same place. He watched me, or he reviewed it, or he simply knew the way he seemed to know things about this house that no single camera should be able to tell him. And he did not take the phone away before I sent the message. He did not come back in five seconds or ten. He waited the full two minutes, and he let me send it, and he let me sit here for two more minutes thinking I had gotten away with something.

And then he told me he knew.

Next time, ask.

Not: I saw what you did. Not: There won't be a next time. Not a threat, not a punishment, not even real anger in the words. Just the statement of a man who is aware of everything happening in his house and has decided, for reasons I cannot locate, that this particular thing is allowable.

He let me do it.

Why?

I am still asking that question at eleven o'clock at night, lying on my back in the dark with the ceiling above me and the question turning over and over in my head like a coin that won't land.

Why let me send it? He could have had the phone locked. He could have reviewed the screen before he left the room. He could have come back in thirty seconds instead of two minutes.

He gave me exactly enough time.

Then he told me he knew, which means he also gave me the knowledge that he knew, which means whatever game this is, he wants me to know he is playing it.

I think about dark eyes that shift, just slightly, when I say his name and the truth behind it in the same sentence. I think about what you like and the single nod. I think about eight minutes of silence that stopped feeling like a test and started feeling like something I don't have a clean word for.

I think about a man who runs a world built on people not knowing things about him, choosing to let me know one thing.

I don't sleep.

Not because I am afraid.

Because I cannot figure out Dante Reyes, and I have the specific, bone-deep feeling that figuring him out matters more than anything else I have managed to learn in this house so far.

And that feeling, that specific urgency that has nothing to do with escape routes or camera angles or the file I asked Rosa to find, that feeling is the thing that scares me most.

Because it is not about survival anymore.

And I don't know when it stopped being about survival.

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