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Chapter 13 - Under Alpha Approval. - Ch.12.

Keegan chose the clinic with care bordering on paranoia.

It sat far enough from the city's sports districts to feel detached from the machinery of his life, tucked into a quieter neighborhood where the pavements were narrower, the storefronts more ordinary, the faces less sharpened by recognition.

No journalists loitered outside. No sports interns with hungry eyes. No agency assistants carrying gossip in expensive shoes. The brass plaque by the entrance bore the doctor's name in modest lettering, and nothing about the building suggested scandal, celebrity, or the sort of ruin that could spread across a screen in under an hour.

Even so, Keegan had entered with his cap low, his pulse erratic, and the sour conviction that something inside him had already begun to betray him.

Now he sat across from Dr. Sylvia in a pale office that smelled faintly of antiseptic, paper, and a floral hand cream so restrained it barely registered.

The room was orderly in the severe, comforting way of medical spaces that had seen every human panic and learned not to flinch. A cream-colored blind filtered the afternoon light into a soft wash over the desk. The hum of the air conditioner was steady enough to become oppressive once the silence stretched.

Dr. Sylvia did not speak at once.

She kept her eyes on the reports in front of her, reading with a concentration that gradually leached the blood from Keegan's face.

Her brow drew in. She turned one page, then another, then returned to the first, cross-checking details with the sort of careful scrutiny that made his stomach contract.

Keegan's fingers tapped once against the arm of the chair, then stopped when he noticed it.

At last, she looked up.

"Well," she said slowly, "your pheromones are in absolute hell."

Keegan blinked. For a second, the sentence felt so absurd he nearly laughed.

"Excuse me?" he said. "What pheromones are you talking about?"

Dr. Sylvia's expression shifted, the professional calm on her face taking on a slightly sharper line. "It is obvious from these results that you are producing pheromones, although the release pattern is unstable and under severe physiological strain. I am assuming from your intake form that you have not been able to regulate them properly."

Keegan stared at her.

"I am a beta," he said, each word coming out flatter than the last. "I am not supposed to be releasing any pheromones."

The doctor paused.

"What?"

Keegan let out a short, frayed breath. "Yes. That is exactly why I am here. I started smelling strange things recently. Strong things. Disturbing things. It happened during training, in closed spaces, and then again when I was with someone. My stomach turned so hard I threw up. He asked me to describe the scent, and when I did, he told me that was what he smelled like. This has never happened before. A month ago, none of this was happening."

Dr. Sylvia lowered her gaze to the papers again, then lifted it back to him with measured care, which somehow made what came next feel even crueler.

"Mr. Marcy," she said, "these reports indicate that you are an omega."

He did not react at first. The sentence seemed to reach him and hover somewhere just outside comprehension, suspended in the sterile air between them.

Then she added, with the same grave precision, "And you are pregnant."

The cold arrived all at once.

It poured through him so abruptly it felt violent, a white flood through the bones. His fingertips went numb first, then his face, then the base of his throat.

A glacial sensation spread through his spine and down into his limbs, as though the room had cracked open and buried him under a moving avalanche. He could still see the office, the desk, the papers, the doctor's mouth. He could still hear the low drone of the air conditioner. Yet his body had already entered some other landscape entirely, one made of frost and impact and distance.

"What are you talking about?" he said.

His voice sounded unlike his own.

"That cannot be real. I am not an omega. I cannot be pregnant. I am a beta. What are you saying?"

Dr. Sylvia folded her hands. "I understand that this is deeply distressing. Cases like this are rare, but not impossible. Secondary manifestation shifts under extreme biological pressure have been documented, especially in environments involving concentrated pheromonal exposure, repeated suppression, or destabilized endocrine response. If that is what happened here, then your body may have undergone a late omega presentation under stress."

Keegan shook his head at once, quick and helpless, like motion alone might dislodge the words from reality.

"No," he said. "No, no, no. That makes no sense."

"Can you tell me about your last sexual encounter?" she asked gently. "Who were you with? What occurred?"

Keegan brought both hands to his face, pressing hard into his eyes until stars flared against the darkness. His breathing had gone shallow. He dragged his palms down slowly, left them covering his mouth for a moment, then dropped them into his lap with visible effort.

"I was with two alphas," he said. "I do not remember half of it."

Dr. Sylvia's gaze sharpened. "Two?"

He gave a strained nod.

"It is possible," she said carefully, "that being surrounded by two dominant alphas with significant pheromone release triggered an acute physiological response. In a body already vulnerable to latent presentation, that kind of exposure can become catalytic."

Keegan looked at her, horrified in a way that had begun to hollow him from within.

Then she said, "Pregnancy also indicates that knotting occurred."

The words struck with enough force to make him sit back.

"That cannot be true," he said immediately. "That cannot be true. I would remember that, wouldn't I? I would remember if that happened. Right?"

The doctor did not answer quickly, which was answer enough to make his panic climb another rung.

"You may have been in a delirious state," she said at last. "If your body was shifting, if your system was overwhelmed, memory gaps are not unusual. People can experience confusion, disorientation, and partial blackouts. You do remember being with the two alphas?"

"Yes," Keegan said, the word coming out sharp with distress. "Yes, I remember that much. It was consensual, all of it. At least, I... yes, it was consensual."

Dr. Sylvia held his gaze. "And did you explicitly consent to knotting?"

Keegan's mouth parted, then closed again.

His mind tried to seize the night and hold it still long enough to examine it, but everything came back fragmented, lit in flashes.

Music. Heat. Mouths. Hands. His own skin burning with a feverish hunger he had never known how to name. Memory dissolved wherever certainty should have been.

"I do not think so," he said, quieter now. "I do not think I agreed to that. If that is what happened, then I do not think I agreed to it."

The room seemed to shrink around him.

He bent forward, elbows on his knees, one hand pressed against his forehead. His pulse throbbed behind his eyes. He was breathing too fast. He knew that. He could not seem to stop.

"Okay," he muttered, though the word had no calm in it whatsoever. "Okay. Wait. Dr. Sylvia, this cannot be true. My whole life will collapse if this is true."

He looked up at her then, and the naked terror in his expression altered the room more than any raised voice could have.

"The omega part," he said, speaking faster now, trying to outrun the terror with logistics, "we can find a solution for that later. Fine. Whatever. But the pregnancy, I can terminate it, right? I can get an abortion."

The doctor's face changed in a way he despised instantly. Restraint built on a law she herself did not respect enough to hide her discomfort with.

"We would need the alpha's approval to proceed."

Keegan stared at her.

The silence that followed was not empty. It had the charged stillness of a wire pulled too tight.

"Excuse me?" he said.

Dr. Sylvia's voice remained even, though it had softened further. "In cases involving confirmed alpha conception, termination requires documented consent from the genetic father."

His expression broke open in disbelief.

"Why the fuck," he said, each syllable landing with dangerous clarity, "would I need another person's approval for an abortion inside my own body?"

"Because the law considers the pregnancy jointly implicated once paternal genetic status is established."

"The law can go to hell."

She did not argue.

Keegan laughed then, but there was nothing amused in it. The sound came out brittle, unstable, edged with the first tremor of collapse.

"I do not even know which one it is," he said. "I do not know which one is the father. Or if you people call it father. Or sire. Or whatever archaic, disgusting word the system prefers."

"There are ways to determine paternity," Dr. Sylvia said. "We can run comparative testing if samples can be obtained."

He leaned back in his chair, then forward again almost immediately, his body no longer able to settle anywhere. His hands had begun to shake. He clasped them together hard enough to blanch the knuckles, then released them and dragged them through his hair.

The office had grown too bright. The cream walls looked hostile. The neat stack of test results on the desk might as well have been a death notice laid out with administrative courtesy.

He was twenty-four.

That fact rose up inside him with grotesque clarity.

Twenty-four, with years still left in his body, years he had counted on instinctively, greedily, with the entitled faith of an athlete who had always believed the future was a field already waiting for his feet.

Ten more years, perhaps. More, if his legs held, if his lungs remained kind, if luck stayed awake. Seasons. Goals. Crowds. Contracts. The wild private electricity of being in motion before thousands of eyes. Crownspire FC was not merely his job. It was the architecture of his life. It was the shape his ambition had taken since boyhood. It was the grammar through which he understood himself.

And now the whole structure seemed to tilt.

If he was an omega, Crownspire would not keep him. If he was pregnant, the matter would not even make it to debate.

The decision would come dressed as policy, optics, concern, safeguarding, strategic necessity. Beautiful corporate language, lacquered and lethal. His place would vanish before he had found words for the loss. The club would survive. Clubs always did. They swallowed lives and kept the logo spotless.

He looked at Dr. Sylvia again, and for a moment he seemed younger than he was, not in face but in the terrible bewilderment of a person who had just discovered that the ground had been borrowed all along.

"This is impossible," he said, though the fight had gone thinner in his voice now. "You must have mixed up the reports. You must have someone else's file. Run it again. Run every test again."

"We will repeat everything if you want," she said. "I would recommend it, purely for your peace of mind, though the indicators here are consistent."

"No," he said immediately. "No, I need more than consistency. I need certainty."

"You will have it."

He swallowed, but his throat felt tight enough to resist the motion.

"And if it is true?" he asked. "What then?"

"Then we begin with stabilization. Your pheromones are volatile, which means your body is already under severe internal stress. You would need monitoring, a management plan, and immediate discretion if public exposure places you at risk. We assess the pregnancy timeline, determine paternity, discuss your legal options, and proceed from there."

Legal options.

The phrase sat on the desk between them like a polished instrument laid out for cutting.

Keegan turned his face away.

A pressure had begun to gather behind his eyes, but he refused it. He refused tears, refused weakness, refused the humiliating possibility of dissolving in a stranger's office over a life he had not even consented to losing yet.

He pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek and stared at the filtered light at the window until his vision sharpened again.

His chest rose and fell too fast.

His thoughts came in violent circles.

Two alphas.

A night blurred by heat and bodies.

A body that had become foreign without asking permission.

A pregnancy that required approval from one of them to end.

A career already slipping from him like water through an open hand.

He could not see beyond any of it. Every road ahead looked sealed.

Dr. Sylvia slid a glass of water toward him across the desk.

He looked at it for a second before taking it. His fingers were still cold. The glass trembled slightly in his grip. He drank because it gave him something to do besides unravel.

When he set it down, he asked, barely above a whisper, "Do you understand what this would do to my life?"

The doctor's expression held a sorrow that did not try to imitate comfort.

"Yes," she said. "I think I understand enough."

Keegan lowered his head.

For several seconds, he said nothing. The silence gathered around him like wreckage after impact. Then, very quietly, with a strain in his voice that seemed to scrape its way out of him, he said, "I cannot be done. I am not done."

It was unclear whether he meant football, youth, the self he had been yesterday, or the body that had made decisions in secret and dragged the rest of him behind it.

Perhaps all of it.

Outside the clinic, the world would still be moving with its usual indifference. Cars at the light. People buying coffee.

Training sessions beginning somewhere on a pristine field. Commentators speaking with confidence about formations, weaknesses, title chances, transfer rumors. Crownspire existing exactly where he had left it, enormous and glittering and merciless.

Inside that office, Keegan sat with his hands clasped between his knees, shoulders drawn inward, the first true fracture of his future spreading soundlessly through him.

And for the first time since he had stepped into that clinic in disguise, hoping for some manageable explanation, he could no longer pretend this was a passing disturbance, a stomach bug, a strange scent, a body having one bad week.

Something fundamental had shifted.

Something had reached into the center of his life and rearranged the architecture.

And there was no path back yet in sight.

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