Isle POV
Three days passed after the conversation in the storage room.
Three quiet days.
Three peaceful days.
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The kind of peace that feels temporary.
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Nobody argued.
Nobody raised their voice.
Nobody tried to force a decision.
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Yet beneath that calm surface...
something felt unfinished.
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Like a book missing its final chapters.
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Or a conversation interrupted halfway through.
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I couldn't explain it.
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But I felt it everywhere.
In the hallways.
At dinner.
In the way Mian sometimes stared out windows when she thought nobody was looking.
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Something was changing.
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And all of us knew it.
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Mian POV
Sleep had become difficult.
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Not because of nightmares.
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Because of memories.
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Too many memories.
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Too many old versions of herself suddenly returning.
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The frightened child.
The lonely teenager.
The young woman who built entire futures around promises.
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Versions she thought she had left behind.
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But lately...
they seemed determined to remind her they still existed.
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Which was unfortunate.
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Because Mian hated feeling vulnerable.
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And memories were vulnerability in its purest form.
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Flashback — Age Fifteen
The rain had been falling all afternoon.
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The house was quiet.
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Too quiet.
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One of those days when everyone seemed busy with their own lives.
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Except Mian.
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She had spent hours alone in her room.
Reading.
Writing.
Thinking.
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Mostly thinking.
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At fifteen she already had a habit of thinking too much.
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And that afternoon she wrote a letter.
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A letter nobody was supposed to read.
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A letter she never intended to send.
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A letter she eventually hid inside an old book.
Then forgot about.
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Or at least convinced herself she had forgotten.
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Present Day — Isle POV
I discovered it by accident.
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Which, looking back, seemed to be how every important discovery in my life happened.
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I was helping reorganize the library.
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A task nobody wanted.
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Including me.
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Dust covered everything.
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Books were stacked everywhere.
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At one point I pulled an old novel from the shelf.
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Something slipped out.
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A folded piece of paper.
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Yellowed with age.
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I almost ignored it.
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Almost.
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Then I noticed the handwriting.
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Mian's.
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My stomach tightened.
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Immediately I knew I shouldn't read it.
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Which only made me more curious.
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Isle POV
For several minutes I simply stared at it.
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Debating.
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Arguing with myself.
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Knowing it was private.
Knowing it was wrong.
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Yet unable to put it down.
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Finally...
I unfolded it.
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And instantly wished I hadn't.
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Not because it contained something terrible.
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Because it contained something heartbreaking.
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The Letter
Dear Isle,
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Today you spent three hours teaching me how to draw birds.
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You are terrible at drawing birds.
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I didn't tell you because you looked very proud of yourself.
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I think every bird you drew looked like a potato with wings.
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But I liked spending time with you anyway.
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A small laugh escaped me despite myself.
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The younger Mian sounded surprisingly funny.
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I kept reading.
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Sometimes I think you're the only person who notices when I'm unhappy.
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That sounds dramatic.
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Maybe it is dramatic.
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But it's true.
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My smile slowly faded.
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The handwriting changed slightly lower down.
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Becoming messier.
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More emotional.
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Everyone says family takes time.
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But I don't know how much time it's supposed to take.
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Some days I still feel like a visitor.
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Some days I feel like I belong.
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The days I feel like I belong are usually the days you're around.
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The words blurred.
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Not because I couldn't read them.
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Because suddenly I understood exactly how lonely she had been.
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Mian POV
She found Isle in the library twenty minutes later.
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And immediately knew.
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Not because Isle looked guilty.
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Because she was holding the letter.
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The old letter.
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The one Mian thought had disappeared years ago.
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For a second her heart stopped.
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Not from anger.
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From panic.
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Pure instinctive panic.
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Mian
"Where did you find that?"
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The question came out sharper than intended.
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Isle looked up immediately.
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And guilt flashed across her face.
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Isle
"It fell out of a book."
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Silence.
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Neither moved.
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Neither spoke.
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The atmosphere shifted instantly.
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Heavy.
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Uncomfortable.
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Mian POV
Of all the things Isle could have discovered...
it had to be that.
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Not the photographs.
Not old memories.
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The letter.
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The one written before she learned how dangerous honesty could be.
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Isle POV
"I'm sorry."
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The apology came immediately.
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"I know I shouldn't have read it."
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Mian closed her eyes briefly.
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Then sighed.
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The anger never arrived.
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Only exhaustion.
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Mian
"No."
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A pause.
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"You probably shouldn't have."
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Another pause.
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"But you already did."
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The answer surprised me.
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Because she wasn't accusing me.
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She simply sounded tired.
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Mian POV
There was no point pretending.
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No point demanding explanations.
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The letter existed.
Isle had read it.
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Nothing could change that.
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So instead she sat down.
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Across from Isle.
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Just as she had during their previous conversation.
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And waited.
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Isle POV
The silence stretched.
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Eventually I looked down at the paper again.
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One final section remained.
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The final paragraph.
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The one I hadn't been brave enough to read aloud.
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My voice came quietly.
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Isle
"You wrote..."
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I swallowed.
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"I'm scared that one day you'll stop choosing me."
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Silence.
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Absolute silence.
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The words echoed through the room.
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Even years later.
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Even written by a teenager.
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They carried pain.
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Mian POV
She remembered writing that sentence.
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Remembered staring at it for nearly an hour afterward.
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Wondering if it made her pathetic.
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Wondering if it made her weak.
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Wondering if it made her selfish.
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Then hiding the letter because she couldn't bear the idea of anyone seeing it.
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And now...
the person it was written for had finally read it.
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Years too late.
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Mian
"I was fifteen."
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The explanation sounded ridiculous even to her.
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Isle shook her head.
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"I know."
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And somehow that made it worse.
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Because there was no judgment in her voice.
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Only sadness.
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Isle POV
I looked at Mian.
Really looked at her.
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And suddenly I saw both versions at once.
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The woman sitting across from me.
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And the lonely fifteen-year-old girl who wrote that letter.
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The girl who feared losing her place.
Feared losing her family.
Feared losing me.
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A girl carrying burdens she never should have carried alone.
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My chest hurt.
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Not because I blamed myself.
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Because I wished someone had noticed sooner.
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Final Scene
That night Mian sat alone in her room.
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The letter rested on her desk.
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Returned.
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Safe.
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For years she had hidden it.
Ashamed of it.
Embarrassed by it.
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Now?
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The shame felt smaller somehow.
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Because Isle knew.
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Finally knew.
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Not the polished version.
Not the controlled version.
Not the composed version.
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The real one.
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The frightened one.
The lonely one.
The fifteen-year-old girl who had spent years wondering if she mattered enough to stay.
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Outside the rain began falling again.
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Soft.
Steady.
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And for the first time in a long time...
Mian cried.
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Not loudly.
Not dramatically.
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Just quietly.
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For the years she lost.
For the fears she carried.
For the person she used to be.
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And maybe...
for the person she was finally becoming.
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End of Chapter 65