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Chapter 10 - CHAPTER 10 - The Knife Called Courtesy

Noctis doesn't give you time to feel pain.

It gives you a schedule.

Eira changes out of training clothes in the Thorne washroom where the water runs cold and clear and too honest. The sinks are black stone. The mirrors above them are duller than the ones in the halls—less reflective, more watchful, like they're designed to show you only what's useful.

She keeps her mask on.

She washes the sweat off her hands anyway, scrubbing until the skin goes tight, until the ring's metal looks brighter against her finger. When she lifts her head, her reflection lags a fraction of a second behind.

Eira looks away before it can decide to become something else.

In the corridor outside, House Thorne is already moving toward midday orientation. Students don't wander alone here unless they want to be found by the wrong kind of attention. Thorne first-years drift in a loose cluster, guided by older students who don't bother hiding that they're herding.

Rowan appears at Eira's shoulder like a thought she didn't invite.

"You didn't collapse," he says, tone lightly pleased.

Eira doesn't slow. "Disappointing?"

Rowan's laugh is quiet. "Inconvenient. Some people like their targets softer."

Eira's ring cools.

She keeps her gaze forward. "Who."

Rowan pauses a beat, as if deciding whether giving her a name counts as a gift or a trap. "Everyone," he says again, like last night. Then, more specifically: "But today, one of them will smile at you while they measure where to cut."

Eira's throat tightens. "That's not helpful."

Rowan's voice is almost gentle. "It's accurate."

They pass through an arch where the seam-groove above it looks freshly carved, the stone slightly lighter. Eira feels her skin prickle like the academy is marking her route.

The orientation chamber is a wide lecture hall with tiered seating. The walls are lined with banners—House crests stitched in thread that catches light wrong, like it's wet. A dais at the front holds a long table where three faculty members sit with their masks on, posture perfect, hands folded like prayer without faith.

Students fill the seats by House sections, a polite segregation that makes belonging look like order.

House Thorne sits to the left of the dais.

Across the room, Eira spots Mira.

Ivory mask with black blossoms. Stillness like a practiced habit. She's sitting among a cluster that doesn't match her energy—students whose masks are too decorative, too eager. Mira's gaze finds Eira immediately, sharp and assessing.

Eira gives her nothing but a single slow blink.

Mira's shoulders loosen a fraction.

Then she looks away, as if being seen too long is its own mistake.

Professor Vale stands at the dais now. He doesn't announce himself; he simply rises, and the room quiets like it's been trained.

"You have been assigned Houses," he says, voice calm as a blade laid flat. "You have been tethered."

His gaze sweeps the hall. When it passes over Eira, she feels it like a cold finger under her chin, lifting her face for inspection.

"You think this means you belong," Professor Vale continues. "You think it means you are safe."

A pause.

"You are wrong."

No one laughs. No one shifts. The silence is thick enough to choke.

"House is leverage," he says. "House is resource. House is permission."

His hand lifts slightly, and an attendant rolls out a covered object to the center of the dais—something tall beneath black cloth.

Professor Vale pulls the cloth away.

A wooden mannequin stands there, human-shaped, jointed. It wears a mask. Its chest is marked with thin red lines like veins drawn by someone with a steady hand.

A hush spreads through the room.

"This," Professor Vale says, "is what you will become if you misunderstand what Noctis is."

He taps the mannequin's mask once with a knuckle.

"It is not a school," he says. "It is not a sanctuary. It is a machine."

He walks slowly along the front of the dais. "The world outside Noctis is loud. Clumsy. It believes in simple power—armies, crowns, money."

He stops, facing the room.

"Noctis trains quiet power," he says. "Quiet power is not seen until it has already won."

Eira's ring chills again.

Professor Vale continues, "You will learn to lie without sweating. To smile without meaning. To seduce without desire. To swear oaths with a straight spine and no soul behind your eyes."

A few students inhale too sharply.

Professor Vale's head tilts. "Yes," he says softly, as if he heard it. "You feel disgust."

His gaze moves, then stops—on a student in crimson who stiffens.

"Hold onto it," Professor Vale says. "It will make you careful. Until it doesn't."

He turns back to the mannequin and draws a small knife from inside his robe—thin, gleaming.

He presses the blade to the mannequin's chest where the red lines converge.

"Noctis has rules," he says. "And Noctis has exceptions."

He slides the blade down.

The mannequin's wooden chest splits with a soft crack. Inside, instead of hollow space, there is a bundle of black threads—vein-like, coiled, pulsing faintly as if reacting to the room.

Eira's stomach tightens.

The threads don't look like wood.

They don't look like any material she can name without lying to herself.

"Every House believes it owns something," Professor Vale says. "A truth. A ritual. A lineage."

He lifts the black thread bundle slightly. It trembles, as if resisting being seen.

"No," he says. "Noctis owns you."

The thread bundle is placed back inside the mannequin. Professor Vale closes the chest, the split sealing as if the wood has decided to forget it was cut.

That's the worst part.

Not the knife.

Not the thread.

The way the wound refuses to remain.

Professor Vale steps back. "You will be invited to events," he says. "Dinners. Lessons. Ceremonies. You will be offered kindness."

A faint murmur—almost hopeful—ripples through the youngest students.

Professor Vale's voice stays level. "Kindness is a knife called courtesy."

He lets that settle.

Then, without changing tone, he says, "Tonight, there is a House Reception."

The hall shifts. This time the attention feels electric—students straightening, calculating, hungry. Receptions mean alliances. They mean rivals. They mean being seen.

Professor Vale's gaze sweeps the room. "You will attend. Masks on. Hands clean. Voices low."

He pauses, and the pause feels intentional, like a hand reaching for a throat.

"First-years do not speak unless spoken to," he adds.

Rowan's shoulder brushes Eira's as if to remind her: Yes, they mean you.

Eira keeps her posture immaculate.

Professor Vale continues, "At the reception, you will be introduced to your House elders, your House rivals, and your House handlers."

A beat.

"You will not make friends," he says. "You will make openings."

Eira's fingers curl against her thigh.

In the row across from her, Mira's head turns slightly, mask tilting toward Eira again.

A warning without words.

Professor Vale finishes orientation the way he began it—clean, unsentimental.

"The rest of the day is yours," he says. "Use it wisely."

Then he steps back and the hall releases its breath.

Students rise in a controlled wave. House groups break apart. Voices bloom quietly like dangerous flowers.

Rowan leans toward Eira as they file out. "Reception means they'll test your leash," he murmurs. "Smile like you enjoy it."

Eira's voice is soft. "Do you?"

Rowan's laugh is a quiet scrape. "No."

They reach the corridor outside the hall, and Eira feels it again—eyes, attention, invisible hands tugging at threads.

A student in gold passes close, mask carved into a serene expression that doesn't match their posture. They glance at Eira and murmur, almost politely, "Thorne chose you quickly."

Eira doesn't stop. "Thorne chooses what it wants."

The student's laugh is small. "Does it."

Eira keeps walking.

Rowan watches the student go, then leans in. "That's House Vael," he says, low. "They smile when they plan to bleed you."

Eira's ring bites once, sharp enough to spark irritation.

She turns down a side corridor, away from the crowd, moving as if she belongs there too. Rowan follows for a few steps, then stops at an archway.

"Don't wander," he says.

Eira's eyes flick to him. "Is that advice or threat?"

Rowan's mask tilts. "It's respect."

Then he turns and disappears into the flow of Thorne students like he was never separate from them.

Eira continues alone anyway—just for a moment, just long enough to reach a niche between two pillars where an old statue stands: a masked figure holding a lantern aloft.

The lantern is unlit.

Of course it is.

Eira exhales slowly, letting the academy's hum settle into the back of her skull.

Then a voice speaks behind her, close enough that the sound seems to brush the seam of her mask.

"You learn quickly."

Eira's body goes still before her mind does.

She doesn't spin. She doesn't flinch.

She turns her head slowly.

Lucien stands half in shadow beside the statue.

Onyx mask. Seam down the center. Stillness that doesn't feel like discipline—it feels like control so complete it no longer needs effort.

Eira's throat tightens.

She remembers the Ash Hall. The blue flame. The red flame. His voice saying I didn't.

Lucien's gaze drops briefly to her ring, then lifts again.

"You went," he says.

Eira keeps her voice even. "I came back."

A pause.

Lucien's attention flicks toward the statue's lantern, then back. "That's not always how it goes."

Eira doesn't ask what happened to the ones who didn't come back. She can feel the answer in the way the academy holds its breath around him.

"Why are you here?" she asks, quiet.

Lucien's head tilts slightly. "If I answer that, you'll lie to yourself about it later."

Eira's mouth goes dry.

Lucien steps closer by one measured pace—still keeping distance, still respecting a boundary like it's a ritual he doesn't break lightly.

"Tonight," he says, "at the reception—avoid the girl with the gold smile."

Eira's pulse spikes. "House Vael."

Lucien doesn't confirm. Doesn't deny. He simply lets the knowledge sit between them like a thin blade.

Eira's voice hardens. "Why warn me."

Lucien's stillness shifts—something sharper beneath it, something that might be anger and might be restraint.

"Because you were given an invitation you shouldn't have received," he says. "And now you're being tested from more directions than you can see."

Eira keeps her face blank behind silver. "Including you?"

Lucien's gaze holds hers through metal and shadow.

"Especially me," he says quietly.

The words shouldn't sound like honesty.

They do.

Eira's ring cools, then warms, then cools again—like it can't decide whether to bite or beg.

Lucien's head turns slightly, as if listening. Eira doesn't hear anything.

But Noctis isn't loud about its footsteps.

Lucien steps back.

Before he disappears, he says one more thing—soft, clipped, precise.

"Don't let them teach you to enjoy cruelty," he murmurs. "It's the fastest way to become useful."

Then he's gone, slipping into a seam of shadow like the academy opens for him the way it doesn't for anyone else.

Eira stands alone by the lantern statue, her pulse loud under her mask.

Noctis moves around her.

Students laugh softly in the distance. Someone's footsteps quicken, then slow. Somewhere, a door closes with a sound like a mouth.

Eira touches the ring once—light, controlled.

And for the first time since arriving, she feels something shift inside her that isn't fear or resolve.

It's a thin, dangerous thread of clarity:

Lucien isn't only watching her.

He's trying to keep her alive.

And that might be the most suspicious thing of all.

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