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I wasn't supposed to Love Him

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Chapter 1 - A Perfect Lie

Morning came softly.

Golden light spilled through the tall glass windows, stretching lazily across the marble floor and climbing up the silk curtains that framed Lena's room. The air was calm, almost too calm, carrying the faint scent of blooming flowers from the gardens below.

Lena stirred.

For a moment, she didn't open her eyes. She simply lay there, listening—to the quiet hum of the estate, to the distant movement of attendants already at work, to the steady rhythm of a world that had always felt… perfectly in place.

Then she exhaled softly and sat up.

Her gaze drifted toward the ceiling, thoughtful.

There it was again.

That feeling.

Faint. Fleeting. Easy to ignore.

But still there.

Like something just slightly… off.

---

"My lady?"

The door opened gently.

A young woman stepped in, her movements graceful, practiced. She carried a neatly folded set of clothes draped over her arm, her expression calm but attentive.

Lena glanced over, a small smile forming.

"Good morning, Arin."

"Good morning," Arin replied with a slight bow. "Did you sleep well?"

Lena hesitated—just for a second.

"I think so," she said.

Arin didn't question it. She simply moved forward, placing the clothes carefully on the edge of the bed.

"I've prepared your outfit for today," she said. "You mentioned wanting something lighter."

Lena nodded, running her fingers absently through her hair. "Thank you."

Arin had always been like this—quiet, reliable, always there before Lena even had to ask.

Her right hand.

Her shadow.

---

A soft knock followed.

Two more attendants entered, carrying smaller items—accessories, polished shoes, delicate pieces arranged with care.

"Your pass, my lady," one of them said, presenting a sleek, engraved card.

Lena took it without much thought.

Everything about this routine was familiar.

Normal.

---

"Will you be heading to the gardens again today?" Arin asked.

Lena stood, adjusting the sleeves of her outfit as she walked toward the mirror.

"Maybe," she said. "It's quieter there."

Arin gave a small nod. "As you prefer."

---

Minutes later, Lena stepped out into the hallway.

The estate stretched endlessly in both directions—high ceilings, polished floors, walls lined with intricate designs that seemed to shimmer faintly when the light touched them just right.

Magic.

It was everywhere.

In the air.

In the structure itself.

In the blood of the people who lived within these walls.

---

Lena walked calmly, her steps light, familiar with every turn.

Servants she passed bowed slightly.

Others stepped aside immediately.

Some didn't even look up.

Respect.

Or something close to it.

---

She didn't question it.

She never really had.

---

"Lena!"

A voice broke through her thoughts.

She turned—and smiled.

Her older brother leaned casually against the doorway ahead, arms crossed, watching her with mild amusement.

"You're slow this morning," he said.

"You're early," she shot back lightly.

He smirked, pushing himself off the wall. "Someone has to keep things running around here."

Lena rolled her eyes, stepping closer.

"You mean watching everyone and pretending you're busy?"

He chuckled softly.

"Careful," he said. "One day your powers might finally awaken, and then you'll have no excuse."

Lena's smile faltered—just slightly.

There it was again.

That small, quiet feeling.

---

"I'm not in a rush," she said.

Her brother studied her for a moment, then shrugged.

"If you say so."

---

Before she could respond, another voice called out from down the hall.

"My lady, young master—breakfast is ready."

The head maid stood at a distance, her posture straight, her tone respectful.

"Her Ladyship is waiting."

---

Lena exchanged a glance with her brother.

"Let's go," he said.

---

The dining hall was already prepared.

The long table gleamed under soft lighting, dishes arranged perfectly, the scent of warm food filling the space in a way that felt almost comforting.

At the head of the table sat her mother.

Elegant.

Composed.

Watching.

---

"You're late," she said calmly.

Lena smiled faintly as she approached.

"Not by much."

Her mother's gaze lingered on her for a second longer than necessary… before she gestured to the seats.

"Sit."

---

They did.

Plates were served.

Voices filled the room—light conversation, small remarks, the quiet rhythm of a family sharing a meal.

Everything was as it should be.

Perfect.

Peaceful.

Untouched.

---

Lena lowered her gaze to her plate, absentmindedly stirring her food.

Then—

She paused.

Just for a second.

---

That feeling again.

Stronger this time.

---

Like something beneath the surface…

Waiting.

---

She glanced up.

Her eyes moved across the table.

Her mother.

Her brother.

The attendants.

The room.

---

Everything looked the same.

Everything felt the same.

---

And yet—

For reasons she couldn't explain—

It didn't feel real.

Lena forced herself to relax, lowering her gaze back to her plate.

You're imagining things.

She took a small bite, barely tasting it.

Across the table, her brother seemed unusually quiet now, his earlier teasing gone. His attention drifted toward the entrance more than once, as if waiting for something—or someone.

Her mother, on the other hand, remained perfectly composed.

Too composed.

---

Then—

The doors opened.

---

A man stepped in.

Tall. Commanding. Effortless.

The air in the room shifted almost instantly.

---

"Father," Lena said, her voice soft but warm.

He smiled faintly as he approached, his presence filling the space without effort.

"You've started without me."

"You're late," her brother replied casually, though there was a subtle edge beneath his tone.

The man chuckled, taking his seat.

"Duties don't wait," he said. "And neither should you."

---

Lena watched him quietly.

There was something about her father—something steady, unshakable.

He always seemed in control.

Always aware.

---

"Did you rest well?" he asked, glancing at her.

"Yes," she answered.

A lie.

But a small one.

---

"Good," he said. "You'll need your energy."

Her brows furrowed slightly. "For what?"

"Nothing urgent," he replied smoothly. "Just… preparations. There's always work to be done."

---

Her brother let out a quiet breath, leaning back in his chair.

"Work never ends in this house," he muttered.

Their father's lips curved slightly. "That's because this house stands on it."

---

A brief silence followed.

Not uncomfortable.

Just… heavy.

---

Then—

Her brother spoke again.

"Mother," he said, his tone shifting just enough to be noticed. "There's something we need to discuss later."

Lena glanced up.

Something in his voice caught her attention.

It wasn't casual.

Not really.

---

Her mother didn't react immediately.

She simply took a sip of her drink before setting it down with quiet precision.

"…Of course," she said.

Nothing more.

---

Lena frowned slightly.

What was that about?

---

But no one explained.

And just like that, the conversation moved on.

---

Breakfast ended not long after.

Chairs shifted.

Voices softened.

The moment dissolved.

---

"I'll see you later," her brother said, already standing.

Their mother rose with him.

"We have matters to attend to," she added calmly.

---

Lena nodded, watching as they left together.

Something about the way they walked—

In sync.

Silent.

Purposeful—

made that uneasy feeling return.

---

Stronger this time.

---

She looked down at her untouched food.

Then quietly pushed her plate away.

---

"I'm done."

---

The halls felt different now.

Or maybe it was just her.

---

"My lady?"

Arin appeared at her side almost instantly, as if she had been waiting.

"Will you be heading out?"

Lena nodded lightly.

"Yes. I don't feel like staying inside."

---

They walked together, their steps echoing softly against the polished floors.

"Your schedule is fairly open today," Arin said. "Though Lady Serin and the others may request your presence later."

Lena sighed faintly.

"Of course they will."

---

Arin allowed herself the smallest hint of a smile.

"The King's daughters arrived yesterday," she added. "It would be… expected."

---

Lena let out a quiet breath.

High society.

Expectations.

Endless interactions wrapped in politeness and hidden judgment.

---

"And Mira?" Lena asked.

"The Vice Lord's daughter?" Arin replied. "She sent word this morning. She'll likely visit within the next few days."

---

Lena nodded slowly.

Familiar names.

Familiar faces.

A world she had always belonged to.

---

And yet—

That strange feeling lingered.

---

"Do you ever feel like…" Lena started, then paused.

Arin glanced at her. "Like what, my lady?"

---

Lena hesitated.

"…Like something isn't quite right?"

---

For the first time—

Arin didn't answer immediately.

---

But then she smiled gently.

"Everything is as it should be."

---

Lena held her gaze for a moment longer than usual.

Then nodded.

"…Right."

---

They continued walking.

But the feeling didn't leave.

---

Not even for a second.

(Elsewhere — Private Chamber)

The door closed behind them.

Silence settled instantly.

---

Lena's brother didn't waste time.

"We can't ignore this anymore," he said, his tone sharp now, stripped of all earlier ease.

Their mother remained still.

Watching.

Waiting.

---

"…Explain," she said.

---

He exhaled slowly.

"There's someone moving against us."

A pause.

Measured.

Careful.

---

"Someone who knows too much."

---

Her expression didn't change.

But something in the air did.

---

"Go on."

---

"I've been tracking movements," he continued. "Patterns. Disruptions. It's not random."

His gaze darkened slightly.

"It's deliberate."

---

"And you're certain?" she asked.

---

"Yes."

---

A brief silence followed.

Then—

"…This 'person,'" she said slowly. "What do you know?"

---

He hesitated.

Just for a fraction of a second.

---

"Not enough," he admitted. "But enough to know he's a problem."

---

He.

---

Her fingers tapped lightly against the surface beside her.

Thinking.

Calculating.

---

"Then we proceed carefully," she said. "No sudden moves. No unnecessary attention."

---

"And Lena?" he asked.

---

This time—

There was a pause.

---

"…She remains uninvolved," the mother said firmly.

---

His jaw tightened slightly.

"…For now."

---

Their eyes met.

An unspoken understanding passing between them.

---

"Keep watching," she added.

---

He nodded.

"I will."

---

And somewhere beyond those walls—

Unseen.

Unnoticed.

---

Something had already begun.